Chapter 10
âYou guys are just too embarrassed to admit itâthat Iâm a total goddess.â
Taebeom let out a snort of laughter.
âA goddess? More like an elementary school kid.â
âElementary? Says the preschooler.â
âYouâre almost thirty, and somehow your childishness keeps evolving. You really are the perfect example of an elementary kidâno, a preschooler.â
At Juniâs mockery, the two of them shouted at the same time.
âWhy am I an elementary kid?!â
âWhy am I a preschooler?!â
As if to say see?, Juni shrugged.
As expected, the real high-level player was Go Jun. It had been four years since he left for Paris and returned, yet the dynamics between the three of them hadnât changed at all.
Whenever he and Chaeyun snapped at each other, Juni would sneer on the sidelines.
Chaeyun felt happy. Laughter bloomed naturally. For four years, weighed down by the pressure to succeed and the obsession with winning, she hadnât laughed freely even once.
But today was simply fun.
And her heart fluttered. Even more than four years ago.
When she first landed at Incheon Airport, she hadnât felt this excited. But the moment she saw Gojunâs face, her heart started pounding like it might burst.
Parisâthe dream sheâd run to four years ago, abandoning his feelingsâhadnât actually made her heart race.
As the days passed, the excitement faded. Surrounded by flying, crawling geniuses, she couldnât stand out.
Gojun, whom everyone admired and adored. Standing beside him, sheâd always stood out too.
His outstanding looks, elegant physique, unmatched presence, an aura of refinementâand even just enough sociability to draw people in.
From the moment she first saw him, sheâd thought, This high schooler is something else. Like a fully formed, already complete human being.
Maybe that stirred a desire to crack him open just a little.
So she kept hovering around him, and they grew close. She happened to draw, and Juni happened to know how to look at drawings.
Sitting in the back seat of the car, she gazed at the back of Juniâs head in the front and asked casuallyâor rather, in a voice carefully made to sound casual.
âDo you have a girlfriend?â
Taebeom, who wasnât curious at all, answered first.
âIâm single.â
âOh. Congrats. What about Juni?â
Once again, Taebeom answered when she didnât want him to.
âFor Juni, itâs not a girl heâs seeingâmore like a woman heâs going to marry.â
For a moment, her mind went blank. The answer was so unexpected it felt like the part of her brain that processed understanding had vanished.
Was Taebeom just joking again? Trying to see her freak out?
âWhat kind of joke isââ
But the atmosphere between the two men didnât seem joking at all.
âIs it⊠true?â
âIt is. Chairmanâs orders. We had a formal meeting today. The families already talked it throughâtoday was just for the two of us to see each otherâs faces. But if the parties themselves absolutely refuse, thereâs nothing that can be done.â
She looked at Juniâs cool, ambiguous profile and asked,
âSo⊠how was she? The woman you met. Did you⊠like her?â
Juni glanced at her once and answered simply.
âNo.â
Whew. She let out a deep breath she hadnât realized she was holding.
For a split second, the thought of Gojun marrying another woman had made her dizzy.
Gojun giving his heart to someone else was something that couldnât happenâsomething she couldnât even imagine.
But then Juni said something even more unimaginable.
âBut Iâm thinking I might go through with the marriage.â
âWhat⊠what?â
Had she heard wrong? No way.
âSeriously? Youâre⊠getting married? To who? That woman? I meanâwhy all of a sudden, marriage?â
Questions spilled out in a rush before she could stop them. It was embarrassing even as she spoke, but she couldnât help it. She was that shocked.
Her agitation must have reached the two of them.
As expected, it was Taebeom who responded to her protest.
âAt this rate, youâre about to shout, âI oppose this marriage!ââ
âI oppose this marriage!â
âWhy? Shouldnât Juni get married?â
âHe shouldnât. You can go off and get married anytime, sure. But isnât he too valuable to marry already?â
âAm I not valuable? Whatâs so valuable about Juni?â
She stared at Juniâs indifferent profile and said half-jokingly,
âHis looks.â
ââŠâŠâ
âJuniâs on a whole other level. Itâs a waste to give him to just one woman.â
âGojun isnât public property.â
Juni hadnât said a word about the situation, but Taebeom kept poking at her, making her irritation flare.
âAre you Gojunâs spokesperson or what?â
âIâm his secret line.â
âGojun. I think you need to explain yourself directly about this situation.â
She snapped sharply at Juni. She resented how heâd thrown a bomb and was now just watching the fallout.
Youâre getting married while leaving me behind? That doesnât make sense. Someday, we were supposed to look at each other.
Deep down, sheâd believed that. That in our hearts, there was solid trust and affection for each other, and that in the end, weâd reach one another.
And now Gojun was shattering that belief.
âWhy do I need to explain? Marriage isnât a congressional hearing. Is it something that requires justification?â
His calm, mocking tone made it feel like her heart was shattering into pieces.
âThis isnât the feudal era⊠an arranged marriage? Sure, this field encourages marriage as business, but I never thought youâd lead the charge. You always did whatever you wanted. You even left home to do what you wanted.â
Chaeyun tried to persuade him. Her protest sounded almost desperate.
Had Shin Chaeyun ever sounded this earnest? She was always earnest only when talking about her dreams.
So why, on the day Gojun talked about marriage, was Shin Chaeyun aching and desperate like this?
âIâm just thinking of doing what I want. Getting married.â
She was beyond flusteredâshe was dumbfounded. Faced with Gojunâs languid attitude, as if choosing what to eat off a menu, she couldnât find the words.
âThatâs not something you just do because you feel like it. You said you didnât like her.â
âI didnât say she was bad. I said she wasnât my type.â
âThatâs the same thing. Can you live your whole life with her? Youâre saying you canât.â
He cut her off coldly, correcting her.
âI didnât say âwhole life.ââ
âThen what⊠youâre marrying while already thinking about divorce?â
Sure enough, Gojun couldnât possibly be serious about a political marriage.
Maybe he was testing her feelings. Or maybe heâd chosen such an extreme option to make her realize how she felt about him.
From her perspective, that was the only explanation that made sense. Otherwise, she couldnât accept it.
But Juni replied indifferently, with eyes that gave nothing away.
âYou donât really need to care about my marriage.â
âI do care!â
Without realizing it, she blurted out the truthâthen quickly wrapped it in a bright, joking tone.
âWeâve been friends since high school. Isnât it natural?â
And you liked me back then.
Donât you anymore? Or was it all just my imagination? You never let other women sit next to you.
All the scandals you had while I was gone were fake, too. And even if they werenât, in the end, we were supposed to be each other.
Selfish thoughts she couldnât voice rattled through her head.
âYeahâthanks for caring, my friend. Happy now?â
âNo, Iâm not. Are you really⊠going to do it? Get married? To a woman you donât love?â
Sheâd never pressed him like this before. If he had a girlfriend, sheâd just ask to see her once and be done. But marriage? This was on a completely different level.
It stuck in her throat, impossible to swallow.
âYou might grow to like her, living together.â
âWhat is this, Gojun? Have you turned into a system-compliant human while I wasnât looking? Why marry when you might just divorce?â
Because he couldnât sell the traces of his mother. That was his only priority.
For a fleeting moment, the kiss with that woman, Madosil, lingered in his mindâthen evaporated.
âGuess Iâve become system-compliant.â
Juni replied as if annoyed, and inside her, something seemed to rot black.
âSo youâre doing it because your family told you to? Thatâs the whole reason for your marriage?â
âYeahââ
âShe mustâve been pretty, then?â






