Chapter 04
If the intention behind that laugh was to ruin my mood, then it succeeded. An ugly man laughing in an ugly wayâhow could that not put me in a foul mood?
I answered curtly, making no effort to hide my irritation.
âLuca is sick. Iâm on my way to the apothecary.â
âOh? Thatâs rare. You actually care that Lucaâs sick? Kids are supposed to get sick as they grow up, you know.â
âIâm not in the mood for jokes.â
I brushed him off irritably, but the manâThomasâdidnât seem to care and kept walking beside me. He glanced at me, gauging my reaction, then spoke as if testing the waters.
âHey, but apparently a pretty decent guy showed up today. Seems like heâs a noble. Leaâs already got her eye on him.â
Emden wasnât a big village. People knew how many chopsticks each household owned.
So when a stranger came to town, rumors spread like wildfire. I had a good idea who that noble was.
The culprit whoâd ruined my clothesâand the owner of the carriage.
âAh. I think I know who you mean.â
âYou ran into him? Saw him?â
âI didnât see him. I got knocked over by his carriage.â
âSo thatâs why you look like that?â
There was a strange sense of relief in his cheerful voice. He seemed genuinely glad I hadnât gotten tangled up with that noble lord.
I ignored him and let his words slide. A child was sick, and he kept spouting nonsense.
Whether some noble showed up or not had nothing to do with me, so I kept walking without paying him any attention.
When I didnât even turn my head, maybe he got anxious. Thomas cleared his throat beside me.
âAhem. Hey. So⊠do you have a partner for today?â
So that was it. No wonder heâd come up to me the moment I entered the village and hovered around like a fly.
My brow furrowed sharply. Had he not listened to a single word Iâd said?
âI told you Luca is sick. What partner? Stop being a nuisance and ask someone else.â
âCome on, donât use Luca as an excuse. Since when did you ever care about Luca?â
Thomas kept repeating the same thing, clearly convinced I was lying.
Ugh, this was infuriating. I had no desire to convince the villagers of my sincerity.
Judith Maybaum had lived her whole life in this villageâtwenty-seven yearsâwhile Iâd only been in this body for a month.
Compared to that, my time here was far too short to change anyoneâs perception.
Twenty-seven years versus one month. The karma of this bodyâI had no choice but to accept it.
Still, it didnât feel good to have everything I said dismissed as a lie or an excuse.
At least Iâm not some infamous villain known across the continent⊠Maybe thatâs something to be thankful for. At least in another town, I wouldnât be treated like this.
After sending Luca to Winterwald next year, it might be best to move to another town. Iâd planned to avoid the collateral relativesâ eyes anywayâŠ
They searched relentlessly for anything they could use to attack Luca.
Even if Judith hadnât gone around extorting money like in the original story, it wouldnât have taken long for them to notice us.
I was the only blood relative on his maternal sideâthe one whoâd shared his childhood.
The north, where Winterwald was, was out. The west was hostile to outsiders. The south, where Emden was, was out tooâŠ
The east or the central region with the capital seemed better.
Settling alone as a young woman in a rural town without connections required caution, so the capital would be the safest choice overall.
They say the best place to hide a tree is in a forest, after all.
The more stubbornly Thomas stuck to me, the stronger my desire to leave this place became.
I repeated the same answer like a broken record, trying to brush him offâbut even that had its limits.
Finally, unable to take it anymore, I shot him a sharp, annoyed glare.
âWhen have I ever turned someone down by making excuses about Luca? You know Iâm the type to say no outright if I donât want to.â
âAh⊠yeah, I know.â
âDo I really have to get nasty for you to understand?â
When I narrowed my eyes and snapped at him, Thomas finally shut his mouth, hunched his shoulders, and started reading the room.
Still, maybe he couldnât quite give upâor maybe he was trying to justify himself with a pathetic excuse.
He started muttering to himself.
âJeez⊠youâre damn hard to get. Thatâs why youâre still unmarried, raising your nephew. If you donât lower your standards, no oneâs going to take you.â
The words came easily, like he was used to hitting below the belt. A vein bulged on my forehead.
Judith and I had countless differences, but we werenât completely different people.
One thing we shared was that neither of us had the slightest intention of lowering our standards for marriage.
Judithâs first requirement for a husband:Â money.
She had a complex about her looks, but that only made her more obsessed with adorning herself. She constantly longed for dresses and jewels that would enhance her beautyâand for that, wealth was essential.
Second requirement:Â looks.
If sheâd cared only about money, she couldâve become a rich merchantâs second wife. But she couldnât tolerate having an ugly child.
She wanted a child prettier than Luca, at the very least, so a handsome husband was non-negotiable.
Because of all that, Judithâs marriage kept getting delayed⊠and honestly, I agreed with her completely.
And that wasnât all. If youâre going to live together, he needed a good personality. Youâd have to listen to his voice every day, so it had to be pleasant too.
A protruding belly from poor self-care looked lazy, a scrawny body had no appealâand being tall was a must!
With so many conditions I had no intention of compromising on, I snorted derisively.
âYouâre pretty good at talking about yourself like itâs someone else, arenât you? Donât worry about meâworry about yourself, Thomas. Judging by how hard youâre trying to get involved with me, your standards must be pretty high too. If you donât lower them, are you going to end up unmarried?â
The longer I spoke, the redder Thomasâs face became.
Lacking the courage to retort, he quickly tucked his tail between his legs, muttered something under his breath, and fled.
I snorted. Did he think I couldnât see through that cheap attempt to tear me down?
Larisa and Luca might be exceptional in looks, but even so, in a rural village like this, Judith was strikingly beautiful.
From Judithâs memories, Thomas hadnât even dared speak to her when they were younger.
Why had he suddenly found his courage now? Because heâd gotten older?
Noâhe thought my âvalueâ had dropped and figured he might as well try.
Aside from age, there was little difference between Judith then and Judith now.
And Thomas and I were the same age. Both at the tail end of marriageable ageâhow laughable.
They only ever push that âmarriageable ageâ nonsense so harshly on womenâŠ
Iâd never expected to be lectured about marriage even after coming to another world, and my irritation shot through the roof.
Having finally shaken Thomas off, I quickened my pace to avoid running into a second or third version of him.
But maybe because it was the May Festival, the streets were packed everywhere I went.
I tried to push through the crowd as quickly as possible.
Then suddenly, I collided with a large man whoâd appeared out of nowhere.
Weâd only bumped into each other, but his body was so solid that I bounced straight backward.
âOw!â
People brushed past me as I fell to the ground.
I hurriedly pulled my basket of medicinal herbs toward me. If they got crushed underfoot, it would be a disaster.
First a carriage, now peopleâsomething was seriously off about today.
Then, as if storm clouds had suddenly rolled in, the sunlight disappeared above me.
A beat later, I realized it was the shadow of the man Iâd collided with.
He reached out his hand. The hand thrust in front of my nose, clad in a glossy black leather glove, was as big as both my palms together.
âAre you all right, my lady?â
His low voice resonated pleasantly, making my ears tingle.
But a nice voice was just a nice voiceâI assessed the situation rationally.
An unfamiliar voice. And the way he addressed me as âmy ladyâ suggested he wasnât from around here.
On top of that, the polished toe of his shoe caught my eyeâclearly the son of a wealthy family.
If someone like this gets tangled up with me, itâll only become troublesome.
If this were my original appearance, I wouldnât even imagine men flocking to me.
But Judithâs looks made that kind of misunderstanding unavoidable.
Even I, living in this body every day, got startled every morning when I washed my face.
If I were Judith, Iâd probably smile brightly and take his hand, showing off my beauty.
But since I wanted nothing to do with men, I deliberately lowered my head, hiding my face from his gaze.
Unaware of my thoughts, the man continued speaking.
âI was in a hurry and caused you trouble. I apologize.â
âNo, itâs fine. I was in a hurry too.â
Without taking his hand, I sprang up like a roly-poly doll.
Noticing my disheveled skirt, he asked with concern,
âWait, my lady. Your clothesââ
âOh, this is fine. Itâs not because of you. Then, I reallyâreally have somewhere urgent to be, so Iâll be going now.â
Finding his attention unwelcome, I rattled off my words, bowed briefly, and bolted.
But strangely, I could still feel his gaze following me.
Heâs not following me, is heâŠ?
I considered turning around to check, but locking eyes with him would only make things awkward.
So I ignored the feeling and disappeared into the crowd.






