Chapter: 7
An Affair Like a Tattoo
Oh Jinhee hated that most of all. The fact that she had once been a mistressâand that because of it, Hyunseo was still the subject of whispers even now. That was why she at least wanted to bring in a daughter-in-law from a respectable family.
She had said it so often that Hyunseoâs ears must have grown calluses. If she wasnât from a proper family, donât even look at her. Donât waste your time on women who throw themselves at men with nothing but their bodies, fluttering in like moths to a flame in the name of love.
And yet, despite believing in himâdespite having such a smart, admirable sonâhe had ultimately fallen for a woman who had nothing but her body to offer. Jinhee thought it better not to look at her at all; she felt as if she might slap her across the face if she did. So she stood in front of the child for a long moment and said to Chairman Choi Pilseung,
âYou go upstairs and see her. Then come back down and weâll leave together. Iâll stay and spend some time looking at my grandson.â
âAll right. Iâll go up and come right back down.â
Jinhee felt relieved when she saw that the child in front of her looked exactly like Hyunseo had as a boy. If he had resembled the motherâwhose face she had never even seenâshe might not have felt any affection for him.
But the child, at least, came to her immediately as her grandson. He reminded her of Hyunseo as a childâthe only beacon of light that had sustained her life until now.
With a knock, Chairman Choi Pilseung entered the room. Taeyeon, sitting up to receive him, didnât know what to do. She had never imagined the day would come when she would face the chairman in this state.
âHello, Chairman.â
Sitting up straight, she greeted him politely. In a deep, weighty voice, he replied,
âChairman? You should be calling me Father now. After giving birth to my grandson, how can you still call me Chairman?â
His words carried warmth, but his tone and eyes did not. His gaze felt cold and distant. Taeyeon clearly sensed it. He was a difficult man.
âYes⊠Father.â
âThat sounds better. I saw the baby. Yoonwoo, was it?â
âYes. Weâre registering his birth tomorrow.â
âI see. And what about the marriage registration?â
âWe plan to do that tomorrow as well.â
Watching Hyunseo speak to Chairman Choi about the marriage registration, Taeyeon quietly inhaled. He hadnât said a single word about that to her. She had vaguely assumed it after signing the contract, but the details of her own life had been entirely absorbed into Choi Hyunseoâs plans.
So thatâs it. Tomorrow I become that manâs wifeâand that childâs mother.
Listening to Hyunseo speak, Taeyeon felt anew what this contract truly meant. Her head grew heavy and she lowered it when the chairmanâs voice rang out again.
âThe baby is very handsome. You did well. I heard he came a little earlier than expected?â
âYes. So heâs a bit smallâunder three kilograms. But he doesnât need to be in an incubator, and they say heâs healthy.â
âThatâs good. They say itâs better to give birth small and raise them big. The doctor told me thereâs nothing wrong, even if he was born small.â
âYes.â
âHe looks like you.â
The chairman looked satisfied. Beside him, Taeyeon kept her lips tightly closed. She was relieved the baby resembled Hyunseo. Ever since Yoonwoo was born, thoughts of that woman had been pushed aside by thoughts of Yoonwoo and what lay ahead.
That womanâwith the large, clear eyes and gentle smile.
She had thought she would never be able to forget her. But since Yoonwooâs birth, she hadnât been able to think about her at all. Perhaps it was better to forget her completely.
âSo when are you being discharged?â
âTomorrow.â
âSo soon?â
âYes. There are no complications, so Iâll leave after two days like the other mothers.â
âI see.â
âIâll recover at home. Please send Icheon-daeck.â
âVery well.â
Without further comment, Chairman Choi looked at Taeyeon once more and nodded.
âTake care of yourself.â
âThank you, Father.â
âMm.â
After he left, Taeyeon let out a long breath. Her body felt limp, as if it had frozen and thawed. Hyunseo returned after seeing the chairman off and looked at her, half out of it.
âAssistant Manager Min, I guess youâre not as good at acting as I thought.â
âIâm sorry. Itâs not my major. Itâs beyond my abilities.â
Hyunseo gave her a strange look.
âYou do have some acting ability. As long as you focus on the situation and donât confuse your role, youâll do well. Still, what you showed wasnât badâbut consider it encouragement to try harder.â
It felt like being evaluated after a project presentation. Taeyeon looked at him and asked about what she had just heard.
âAre we registering the marriage tomorrow?â
âItâs safer to do it quickly. Weâll submit the marriage and birth registrations together.â
âYes.â
It was a one-sided notice. She had expected it from the moment she signed, yet somehow it left a bitter taste. Choi Hyunseo was steering her life. She had been the one to grant him that right. She was learning firsthand how hard it was to earn money.
âOnce youâre discharged, Icheon-daeck will take care of Yoonwoo, so donât worry too much.â
âYes.â
âSheâs been at my family home since I was little. Sheâs a good cook and took care of me growing up. I think sheâll take good care of the baby.â
âI understand. Um⊠may I call you if I need something?â
âDo that. Though I doubt there will be any reason to contact me separately.â
It sounded like a warning not to call for personal matters.
âYes, Director. I understand. But in case something urgent happensâŠâ
âUrgent matters are usually handled by the people around you. If itâs about Yoonwoo, Icheon-daeck will be there. For anything else, Chief Hwang can help. If itâs something truly urgent beyond that, then call.â
It might have been kinder to simply say not to call at all.
The next day, she saw him in front of the neonatal unit during visiting hours. When she went down to see the baby, Choi Hyunseo was already standing there. The look in his eyes as he gazed at the child was so tender. It reminded her of how he had looked at that woman when she was dying.
What was he thinking as he looked at the baby?
The child left behind by the woman he loved. Was she really dead?
She was so curious. And whenever she thought about whether that woman was alive or dead, Taeyeon felt a jolt of fear.
Did she want Yoonwooâs biological mother to liveâor to die?
Get a grip. My thoughts donât matter. They have no impact. Iâm not here because I wished for this to happen, or because I wanted Choi Hyunseoâs woman to die. This is work. I just changed jobs.
And yet sometimes, when she wondered if that woman had died, she was frightened by the possibility that part of her wished it were so. Taeyeon approached him at the neonatal unit and bowed her head.
âHello.â
She intentionally didnât say âDirector,â but he turned to her and said quietly,
âIsnât that a bit awkward for a morning greeting to your husband?â
âIâll correct it.â
âThat sounds just as strange.â
Having nothing to say, Taeyeon bit her lip and turned to look at the baby. Yoonwoo seemed even more handsome than yesterday. His once-reddish face had lightened, his features becoming bright and distinct. His thick eyebrows, like Hyunseoâs, stood out more clearly.
âThe father is very attentive. He comes morning and evening to see the baby.â
At the nurseâs comment, Taeyeon smiled faintly. He hadnât visited her room last nightâbut he had come to see the baby. Of course he had. There was no reason for him to come see her on purpose.
Her existence was for Yoonwoo. She had been hired to present, publicly, the image of a child being raised by a proper birth mother. So why did she feel hurt?
âYouâre being discharged today. A nurse will give you instructions shortly.â
âYes.â
Hyunseo, who had been listening quietly, turned to Taeyeon.
âHave a safe discharge. Iâll see you at home.â
âYes.â
He left for work after saying goodbye. Taeyeon watched him until he disappeared into the elevator.
If he wasnât going to make her heart flutter, he shouldnât have been so handsome. What was she even doing? Was she doing the right thing? At least she didnât have to worry about her motherâs hospital bills anymore.
To escape these tangled emotions, the only way was to force herself to focus on that factâthat her motherâs medical expenses were covered.
Hyunseoâs house, which she visited for the first time after discharge, was nothing like she had imagined. She had assumed it would be an apartment. She hadnât expected a young man living alone to reside in a detached house like this. She had never been to such a wealthy home in her life.
As Taeyeon opened the gate and climbed the marble steps, a thought surfaced.
Does Choi Hyunseo really not remember me?
She vividly remembered every part of his bodyâthe firm chest, the taut muscles, the powerful weight beneath his abs. Whenever she recalled the hot tremor she had felt when their bodies became one, warmth pooled low in her stomach.
He had gripped the back of her neck with one hand, touching her as if he knew every inch of her body. His lips, hot against her chest. The scenes etched into her eyelids would not leave, tormenting her endlessly.






