Chapter 01
1. She
At the far northeastern edge of Lusenfordâalready the northernmost region of the Cranian Empireâstood an abandoned tower where criminals were imprisoned, right on the border with the Mad Dragonâs forbidden territory. Inside lay the Grand Duchess Lusenford. At only twenty-five, she waited for death, her hair fallen out, reduced to skin and bones.
It was cold. And unbearably painful.
How long had it been since food last came? With her mind weakened from starvation, even thinking had become impossible. She had melted snow for water, but even that had reached its limit.
Caella, the traitor of the North, the Emperorâs puppet, the cunning seductressâthatâs what they called the Grand Duchess Lusenford. She would die starving in this tower, where drafts blew in freely but no escape was possible.
Her husband, Grand Duke Lusenford himself, had imprisoned her here, so it was likely his order that had cut off even the meager food supply.
âWhat did I do wrong?â
Hunger was a horrific agony, and with her head and stomach throbbing, thinking was nearly impossibleâbut Caella kept asking herself. Because she didnât know what sheâd done wrong. Perhaps, then, her very existence was the mistake. As Grand Duchess Lusenford, sheâd struggled to overcome the Northâs harsh bias, helplessly trailing after a husband who loved another woman, until she ended up here.
She was accused of leaking military and frontier intelligence from Lusenford to the Emperor and sowing discord between the Duke and the Emperor. Although it was true the Emperor deeply hated Lusenfordâs Dukeâher husbandâCaella remembered no such betrayal. It seemed sheâd been utterly set up.
By whom?
ââŠDid anyone here even like me?â
Caella didnât know. She was so thoroughly isolated that she couldnât even guess whoâd framed her.
Throughout her marriage, this Southerner had been treated as an outsider and ostracized. After all, even though her fatherâher paternal uncle to the Emperorâhad been executed by the Emperorâs own hand, Caella remained his niece.
The people of Lusenford endured brutal weather, rampaging mad dragons, and constant invasions by foreign tribes, relying each time on imperial supplies. And they detested the Emperor fiercely for wielding those supplies as leverage to impose his will. How much more must they have hated Caella, who replaced the originally chosen duchess?
The Grand Duke of Lusenford, Hyperion Sabrand Ferraroâbanished to the frontier in disgrace, forever despised by the Emperor as the Empressâs bastard, failing even in loveâloathed having Caella de Chasserâs name linked to his.
Hyperion Sabrand Ferraro. Even now, as consciousness faded amid unbearable pain, that name remained vivid to Caella. It was hard to forget the name of the man sheâd adored since childhood.
âThere will be war.â
Caellaâs deathâignored as a niece by the Emperor whoâd already distrusted and monitored Pheonâwould make a convenient excuse. How dare they kill the Emperorâs niece and break the marriage he arranged! That worthless bastard without a father, that mongrelâtheyâd shown him mercy only out of respect for the Empress, allowing him into the imperial family, yet this is how he repays it! Thus, multiple crimes could be piled onto one.
In any case, relations between Pheonâthe Empressâs illegitimate child by an unknown manâand the Emperor had been terrible from the start. For his imprisoned mother, the Empress, Pheon would inevitably wage open war against the Emperor.
And yet, even now, she worried about her husband charging into battle. What a fool she wasâpowerless, weak, too stupid to accomplish anything, yet dreaming too high, loving a man who belonged to another.
ââŠAh. I did one thing wrong.â
If Caella had done anything wrong, it was failing to give up on a man whoâd devoted his entire life to one woman. Ever since childhood, when he was still her âolder brotherâ Pheon, heâd cherished and loved his childhood friend, Lady Monde, Beatrice Lavalle.
Because Pheon and Beatrice shared a bond of mutual affection, and because Beatrice was held close by the Emperor, Pheon loved her desperately all his lifeâand kept Caella at a distance. That love was strange and blind, almost reminiscentâthough perhaps incomparableâof the Emperorâs own obsessive fixation on the Empress.
Pheon had elevated his lifelong creed of never betraying Beatrice into something akin to religious faith. Naturally, such a man treated Caella as if she didnât existâand eventually came to despise her. Yet sheâd stubbornly kept loving him. Wasnât that her crime?
She didnât know. Nothing mattered anymore. Everything hurt so much that she only wished for a swift death. Her mother had died when she was young, and her father had been senselessly murdered by his half-brother, the Emperor. Stripped of her fatherâs title, sold off into a forced marriage, and now branded a traitor to dieâwhat a wretched, miserable life.
Caella had given her absolute best in Lusenford, yet received no reward. In the end, death came to her as if it were only rightâor perhaps as comfort.
Ah, her vision darkened. The cold and hunger were so severe that, oddly, she welcomed them. She wished to die quickly. Soon. Please, let this agony end.
Just then, a grating noise sounded, and the heavy, tightly shut door creaked open.
âLet me check.â
She heard a voice too. Lying amid filth and stench, Caella couldnât even turn her head. Reduced to bones and skin, she had no strength left to move. Once a noble imperial granddaughterâthe current Emperorâs nieceâher end was now so wretched. Boots clicked against the floor.
âOh dear. This is troublesome.â
The stench rushed out through the open door. Through her hazy vision, Caella saw a woman leaning toward her.
âBeatrice?â
âYouâre still alive, Caella. You recognize me, donât you?â
Caella stared blankly at the woman, who spoke with sarcasm, her thoughts drifting slowly.
Why is she here? Did Pheon summon her? Well, now that his wife is imprisoned as a criminal, his marriage to Caella is over. He must have felt free at last to call his one true love. They should be happy together.
But wasnât Beatrice held hostage by the Emperor? How did she get here? Ah, she didnât care anymore.
Ravaged by illness, starvation, and pain so close to death, Caella had no strength left to think.
âPoor thing. Youâve become so pitiful. But youâre still alive.â
Beatrice muttered plainly, mocking her. As Lady Monde, sheâd always felt inferior to Caellaâthe noble, refined Princess Osteinâand resented it deeply.
âHow inconvenient.â
As if Caella shouldnât still be alive.
âHey, Caella. They say the last sense to go before death is hearing. Let me tell you an interesting story before you die. And then youâll drink this.â
Beatrice Lavalle smiled, pulling a small vial from her robes. Too weakened by cold, hostility, and complications to resist, Caella could do nothing.
âDonât want to die?â
Want? The pain was so severe that death felt like liberation. Caella wanted to die. Sheâd wanted it for a long timeâperhaps even before being sent to this tower.
âStill, it canât be helped. The innocent Caella de Chasser must die so the noble and righteous Grand Duke Lusenford wonât become the sinner.â
Beatrice prattled on, clearly delighted.
âIâve been fooled.â
Caella realized it instantly. Both she and her husband had been trickedâplayed by Beatrice all along.
But it was too late. All Caella could do was watch as Beatrice opened the vial and dropped poison onto her parched lips. Rather than anger at being deceived, she welcomed the poison sliding down her throat. She was so hungry she could greedily drink even poison. If this agony ended sooner, sheâd be gladâsheâd finally reunite with her parents. She was no longer in her right mind.
âItâll be over soon. Iâll tell you an amusing story until the end.â
As death traveled down Caellaâs esophagusâdeprived of food for daysâBeatrice, that lovely woman, spoke as if singing.
âPoor, poor little Caella. Noble granddaughter of the late Emperor, daughter of a bastard, Princess Ostein. Did you know? About Duke Osteinâyour father.â
Had the cold numbed her pain? Why did the voice of this womanâthe one she could never equal no matter how hard she triedâring so clear now in her brief life?
âHe died by my loveâs hand. His Imperial Majesty, you know. Our Vincent shot your father, bang!â
The woman whoâd watched her husband hang himself called the Emperorâher husbandâs stepfatherââmy love.â Had her ears failed her? But Beatrice kept speaking, her voice dreamlike.
âDo you know why Vincent happened to be cleaning his pistol that day while with your father?â
Caellaâs fatherâthe late Emperorâs beloved illegitimate son, Duke Osteinâhad officially died in a firearms accident. The Emperor supposedly âaccidentallyâ shot his half-brother, Duke Ostein, while cleaning his pistol.
Beatrice poured poison into Caellaâs dying mouth and ears. To Caellaâs dim eyes, she looked utterly delighted.
âThat pistolâyour âhusbandâ Pheon gave it to him.â
Beatrice stressed âyour husband,â satisfied to see shock register in Caellaâs fading eyes. It thrilled her to see this annoying girlâalways of higher statusânow in such wretched, shocked despair.
âWell, it wasnât ideal, but playing the dutiful stepson keeps Lusenford safe, ensures the noble Empress remains well, and keeps my beloved safe.â
In the same breath, Beatrice spoke dismissively of the Empress, then referred to herself as if mocking Pheon.
âHe gave it to Vincent as a gift, knowing exactly what it would be used for. Where else would a fine pistol come from, after all? Everything comes from this cold place.â
Lusenford was famous for weapon-makingâeven intricately decorated dueling pistols.
âSince it began that way, isnât it fitting it ends like this? You worked quite hard these four years, didnât you? So stupid you never realized everyone hated you.â
Beatrice laughed gleefully, her giggles tinged with malice.
âIdiot. It was too easyâboring, even. The harder you tried to play duchess and wield authority, the more suspicious you became. How could you fall for it so pathetically?â
Ah. With her nearly halted mind, Caella finally understood whoâd framed her. Beatrice had been behind it all. She was dying because of her.
âWell, itâs unavoidable since Pheon is on my side. Heâs been my servant since childhood. I trained him that wayâso he could never escape. Both of you are stupid as a pairâthough I did make you that way.â
Beatrice smirked down at Caella.
âPoor Caella. Married the man who killed your father, received no love, and now dies unjustly?â
Caella couldnât deny it. Instead, a welcome sleep finally arrived.
Death.
She was happyâit meant an end to exhaustion and pain.
*
ââŠMiss! Young miss!â
Startled by a startlingly clear voice, Caella jolted awake with a gasp.
âOh! Iâm so sorry! You must be frightened⊠Are you alright, miss?â
Cecil, a maid in the House of Ostein, worriedly watched her young mistress, who was breathing heavily and looking around fearfully.
âMiss, are you in pain? Did you have a bad dream?â
Sensations flooded back vividlyâthe voices, the warmth, the velvet sofa sheâd lain on, the soft dress draping her body, and her plump, healthy arm. Everything felt unnervingly real.
âGoodness, look how pale you are. Mustâve been a nightmare.â
Caella, gasping, grabbed Cecilâs outstretched hand. Rough, dry, callousedâbut warm. So wonderfully warm.
âAre you alright, miss? Calm down. It was just a bad dream. Were you scared?â
Scared? Sheâd been terrified, agonized beyond fear. But nowâno pain, no cold, not even the dreadful hunger remained.
Caella looked around, unfamiliar with this room after so long. This was clearly her bedroom in the Ostein townhouse before her marriageâthe four-poster bed with white curtains, clean thick blankets, sturdy cabinets, plush sofas with subtle patterns, and a mirror hanging opposite the bed.
She jumped up, still holding Cecilâs hand, and hurried to the mirror.
âMiss?â
Cecil gasped as the Duke of Osteinâs only daughter stared fiercely into the mirror, then slapped her own cheek with her free hand.
âOh, miss! Miss!â
The Princess Ostein sharply slapped her pale, still-baby-faced cheek hard enough to leave a red mark. She shook her head, hastily smoothed her hair, then turned to the flustered Cecil with a deep breath.
âWhy did you wake me? Whatâs going on?â
Her cheek stung. The brief pain felt normal. Was her mind suddenly sharp? It always had beenâliving in the North was like walking on a knifeâs edge. And yet sheâd died⊠so what was this?
âThe Duke, His Grace, sent for you, missâand your cheek is red. At least let me bring a compress.â
âItâll fade on its own. Good thing you woke meâthank you!â
âMissâŠ!â
Though her hand trembled from slapping herself, Caella stormed out. She needed to figure out whether that horrific, endless dream had been realâor if this now was the dream.
âA dream? Donât make me laugh. Where do dreams that long and detailed come from?â
How could the daily torment she endured in northern Lusenford be just a dream? Either sheâd gone mad, or some vile magic was at playâonly two possibilities.
âOr perhaps itâs an illusion.â
Tears welled up, and Caella quickly wiped her eyes. Maybe this was just a fleeting illusion conjured by her desperate, dead selfâback in the one time sheâd been happy.
Ah, this corridorâsunlit through evenly spaced large windowsâfelt familiar. Forgotten paths returned to memory. Though slightly unsure, Caella confidently made her way to her fatherâs studyâthe grand staircase, the open terrace, the beige stone floors instead of carpetsâall unmistakably Ostein style.
She knocked on the study door, trembling. Was this a well-crafted dream? Or some cruel trick by the Lusenford people?
âCome in.â
Her heart dropped. The voice from inside was achingly familiar, crystal clear despite years in memory. How was this possible? Cautiously, Caella pushed the door open.
âYour father must go to the palace todayâyouâll have dinner alone. Might be late, so go to bed early.â
Father. It was her fatherâalive, adjusting his collar, completely unharmed. The man whose head had been shattered beyond recognition now stood whole. Caella stared, stunned.
âT-the palace?â
âHis Majesty summoned me.â
Deja vu. The situation replayed exactly as she rememberedâeerie, unsettling. She recognized his navy coat, gray vest, and light brown trousers. And she knew precisely how blood would soon drench them. Yesâheâd worn this very outfit the day he died.
âWhy?â
She didnât know why heâd gone to the palace that day. So she asked.
âWho knows? Found out sometime.â
His blunt reply betrayed reluctance. Caella clutched her confused head.
âBut whyâs your face like that? Did someone hit you? What happened?â
Her last memory of his faceânow filled with worryâleaned close to examine her reddened cheek.
âItâs nothing.â
She began rummaging through the study. No time for tearful reunions or nostalgic recollections. Even if this were a dream, failing to act properly would leave her regretting it upon waking.
âNothing? Your cheek is bright red! And why are you taking that out?â
Duke Adeo de Chasser gaped as his daughter, cheek swollen, opened the study safe and pulled out a protective magical artifactâa family heirloom. She handed him a gold necklace and pleaded earnestly.
âJust in caseâplease wear this.â
âWhat? Why all of a suddenâŠ?â
âIt blocks one attack. You never know what might happenâplease wear it. Donât take it off, promise? Iâm begging you, Father.â
Standing on tiptoe to place the amulet around her much taller fatherâs neck and tucking it into his shirt, she wouldnât let him refuse. Heâd always been an ordinary, indulgent father to his only daughter.
âAndâŠ!â
Time was short. Caella nearly begged before he left.
âDonât trust His Majesty, Father. Never. Please.â
Everyone knew: the Emperor was a psychopath hiding behind a noble facade. Unable to argue, her father left, and Caella bit her lip hard before bolting upright.
If she interfered where the Emperor met her father, both might be in danger. The Emperor was terrifyingâheâd slaughtered all his full-blooded siblings on petty pretexts despite being the rightful heir, and had even kidnapped his current Empress, breaking off her foreign engagement to imprison her ever since.
His cruelty peaked when he tormented Pheon, the bastard son the Empress boreâmentally abusing a boy barely in his teens, holding his mother hostage, and exiling him to barren Lusenford to fight mad dragons.
âMiss your mother? Then grovel like a dog and submit.â
Heâd insult one day by calling the Empress a filthy whore, then praise her next as a noble lady. Meanwhile, he himself fathered bastard after bastard, pitting his children of different mothers against each other for the throne, watching with amusement. A madman wielding absolute imperial power.
But Caella had to do something to protect her father from this madman. That magical artifactâdesigned to block one attackâmight stop a single bullet. But would there be only one?
The thought jolted her upright.
âPrepare the carriage!â
Truthfully, sheâd been ravenous since she woke. She craved soft cake, tender lamb, stewed vegetablesâanything. She couldnât even recall when sheâd last eaten, and part of her wanted to grab food with both hands like a savage. But resisting the urge, Caella headed straight for the palace. If she must die, better with her father than alone and unjustly in the Northâeven in a dream.
âTo the palace.â
The Ostein carriage once again passed through the palace gates at dusk. Caella leaped out before it fully stopped and sprinted toward the âSacred Groveââwhere her father would be murdered. Everyone except the Emperor called it the Monsterâs Garden.
If she must die, let it be by the Emperorâs bullet, alongside her father. Or at the very least, she had to stop the Grand Duke of Lusenfordâher husbandâhere.
Sure enough, far ahead at the garden entrance stood a towering man with broad shoulders. In his hand was the case containing the gun that would kill her father.
âYour Grace!â
She ran wildly through this nightmare, stopping the man sheâd never dared approach.
Princess Ostein, Caella de Chasser, burst before Grand Duke Hyperion Sabrand Ferraro of Lusenford.






