~Chapter 12~
âWow, Father, look at this!â
Void held up the gold-bordered card as if it were a treasure.
The bug-chewing look on Uncleâs face while watching that was pricelessâŚ
âIf you liked it that much, why didnât you buy it earlier?â
When I asked casually, Void turned his head.
âThis was only sold in the capital for a limited time. You canât get it in the North.â
âYou couldâve just written to the duke and asked him to buy it.â
âAs if I could say something like thatâŚâ
His white cheeks turned a little red.
âI told him I wanted to become a great knight, so if I said I wanted something like this⌠itâd sound too childish⌠disappointingâŚâ
He mumbled so quietly I could barely hear.
âHm?â
âNothing!â
Void neatly stacked the cards and stood up.
âAnyway, thanks for this. Iâm not someone who really likes games like this.â
Liar.
âBut since my little sister gave it to me, I have no choice but to accept it!â
Puffing out his chest, Void stood in front of me.
âSo, do you want anything in return? Just say it.â
âHmm, Iâd like some alone time right now.â
âAlone time? Of course I can give you that.â
With a mock mature face, Void ruffled my hair.
âThen tomorrow, play this card game with me.â
âAnd if I say noâŚâ
His sharp eyes flicked over to me.
Of course, it wasnât threatening at all, so I just grinned.
âIâll play, Iâll play.â
At that moment, Void stared straight at me.
âBut your smileâŚâ
âHm?â
âIt really looks likeâŚâ
A strange glint flashed in his innocent violet eyes.
âA girlâŚ?â
I froze stiff.
âWell, of course not.â
What is with this kidâs intuition?
Too flustered, I kicked Void out right then and there.
The next morning.
I woke up feeling light and refreshed, like I had just slept on a cloud.
âAhhh. I slept so well.â
âSeems like it.â
âAh, you scared me!â
Uncle Leviathan was slouched on the fancy sofa like a pile of laundry.
âWhat are you doing here this early in the morning?â
âItâs not morning, itâs afternoon.â
âHuh?â
Afternoon? Did I sleep that long?!
I rushed to the window to check the sun.
ââŚ.â
The sun was just rising in the east.
âHey! Why did you lie!â
Uncle chuckled like a lazy local loafer.
He was dressed in a simple tunic. Sure, people say fashion is completed by the face, but how does he still shine dressed like that?
âLooks really do everything.â
I tugged at my dull silver hair in the mirror for no reason.
âWhat are you doing?â
âNothing.â
âPut on slippers. Your feet are cold.â
âYes, sir.â
I slipped my feet into the small slippers he pushed toward me.
Uncle was tossing and catching an apple in the air.
âArenât you busy? Usually, a duke just back from a long trip would be swamped.â
âWell⌠I am busy.â
With a flick, his quick hand caught the apple and set it on the table. His sharp violet eyes fixed on me.
âYou look fine.â
ââŚ?â
I tilted my head, not understanding.
He stood up lightly and turned his back. He looked like he was about to leave, so I quickly asked,
âWhere are you going?â
âTo work.â
âWhat about breakfast?â
ââŚ? The chef will bring it to you?â
âNo, I mean your breakfastâŚâ
He raised his eyebrows, a flicker of awkwardness in his eyes.
âAh, Iâm going to be too busy for a while to eat with you.â
The dark circles under his eyes said it wasnât a lie.
âYou can eat with Void. Donât like that?â
âNo, itâs not that.â
âWhen Iâm less busy, letâs eat together.â
âOkay.â
âIf anyone bothers you, write down their name.â
He smiled in the morning lightâan evil smile closer to a villain than a hero.
âIâll make them cry.â
âMy lord.â
As the butler approached, Leviathan lifted his head while strolling lazily down the hall.
âWill you inspect the fortress first, or the Regilus Mountain outpost? Thereâs also the knight orderâs work, and the financial documents you should reviewâŚâ
The work he hadnât touched during his absence was piling up.
âDocuments first.â
After a momentâs thought, Leviathan chose to shut himself in the office.
The butler raised his brows in surprise.
âYou usually leave the reading to others.â
ââŚ.â
He didnât answer.
Saying he didnât want to leave Rubian alone wasnât something that came easilyâit didnât feel like something that suited him.
âWas she okay last night?â
Leviathan had stayed in Rubianâs room overnight.
After arriving at the castle and finishing urgent matters, it had been nearly dawn. He had gone quietly to her room and found her fast asleep, breathing softly.
âShe adapts well.â
He swallowed a laugh.
She could sleep anywhere, wasnât picky about food, and rarely threw tantrums.
She seemed to like baths, but if the situation didnât allow, she didnât fuss.
Last night, Rubian had slept peacefully.
That fact gave Leviathan a certain sense of relief.
On the way from the capital to the duchy, she hadnât slept well at all.
âDonât go thereâŚâ
âYou canât⌠go thereâŚâ
Whatever she dreamed of, she sweated and tossed miserably.
Even the stiff knights, like Leon, had been anxious watching her.
âWhat kind of nightmare keeps haunting you?â
Leviathanâs gaze darkened.
Rubian didnât seem aware she was having nightmares.
In the morning, she would always get up smiling and wander around as usual.
He wasnât sure if that was good or bad.
But it weighed on his mind.
âIs she still dreaming of when the village was attacked?â
Her occasional sleep-talk was oddly different, though.
âI⌠if only I couldâŚâ
âIâll go⌠I willâŚâ
What could a child possibly have needed to do in that village?
His brow furrowed deeply.
âShe said sheâs a healerâs child.â
Rubian avoided talking about her past, and Leviathan was careful not to touch on what might hurt her.
âShould I wait until Rosetta returns?â
After all, he was rough and clumsy with people.
Why Rubian followed him, he had no idea.
âAnd with VoidâŚâ
He sighed.
He had only recently started making eye contact and talking with Void. It was more Voidâs friendliness dragging him along than his own effort.
Even so, they were still awkward. With his eldest in the south, it was even worse.
âThis is difficult.â
He didnât know where to start.
âMy lord, a letter from Lady Rosetta.â
âFrom Rose?â
Leviathan took the letter.
It was an answer to the question he had sent earlier from the capital, asking if they could take Rubian in.
yes, good
It was a simple âyesâ that made him laugh.
After losing her unborn child in a carriage accident, Rose had begun actively caring for children with nowhere to go.
She couldnât adopt them all, so she started by sponsoring them.
Thatâs how she met Liam and Voidâboth brought in because of her.
Leviathan had neither strongly objected nor shown great enthusiasm, simply watching quietly.
So when he suddenly declared heâd bring Rubian home, it was only natural sheâd have questions.
âSheâll ask me when she gets back.â
He smiled faintly, sensing her intentions.
âHm?â
There was a postscript hidden under his finger.
Youâre not a girl, are you?
The careful handwriting made his eyes darken.
He had buried his dead child with his own hands.
It had rained so much that day, and the tiny form in his hands had been so cold. He remembered it all as if it were yesterday.
ââŚAh.â
His mood sank into the mud. The air around him grew tense.
This wasnât good.
He forced himself to calm down, shaking his head to erase the thoughts.
âWhen is Rose returning?â
âIn about a month.â
âAlright.â
He started walking again.
Sunlight poured in through the tall windows as he walked the corridor.
He thought of Rubianâs face that morning, freshly awake.
He remembered how she tugged at her silver hair like she didnât like it, and chuckled.
âSuch a temper.â
The castle servants had talked all day about her shining hairâhow lovely and mysterious it was.
Leviathan thought her blue eyes were prettier, but the hair was beautiful too.
âFor me to call a boy beautiful or prettyâŚâ
Words he never used slipped out when he thought of Rubian, making him smile againâ
Then he stopped abruptly.
âWhatâs wrong, my lord?â the butler asked.
He felt a strange sense of unease.
âItâs not morning, itâs afternoon.â
âHuh?â
It had been just a casual tease.
âHey! Why did you lie!â
Instead of looking at a clock, Rubian had run straight to the window.
As if it were second nature.
Reading the sun or moonâs position to tell the timeâ
âLike a soldier moving through a battlefieldâŚâ
For a moment, an unknown wave washed over him.






