chapter 5
[Healing in progress.]
The hourglass turned once again, and the loading bar began to fill up one notch at a time.
Damn, itās slow. Maybe because itās far from the wound.
Still, at least it was just the back of his hand.
If I had to kiss his lips or somewhere else and endure this kind of drawn-out torture, I wouldnāt be able to rest in peace even after dying.
I might be saving someoneās life, but I didnāt want to die in embarrassment.
āUghā¦!ā
I heard Kalion let out a faint groan.
But he didnāt pull his hand away.
Heās much stronger than meāif he wanted to, he couldāve easily taken it back.
It felt like all the strength was draining out of my body.
āIs this⦠dying?ā
At least it didnāt hurt.
If dying is like falling asleep, then maybe thatās not the worst way to goā¦
[Healing complete.]
Success reward: Increased HP recovery speed proportional to the number of allies
Huh? Iām not dying?
I was still puzzled by the system message floating in my mind when I heard Kalion call out to me, sounding slightly troubled.
āā¦Master.ā
I lifted my head, pulling my lips away from the back of his hand.
The wound on Kalionās chest had healed.
Completely cleanāwithout even a scar.
āWow. That actually worked.ā
Kissing the back of his hand was embarrassing enough, and with how ridiculously slow the loading was, I thought I might die of shameābut seeing it heal this perfectly, and not dying on top of that, made it worth the humiliation.
āKalion! Your wound is completelyā!ā
I tried to tell him, full of relief and joy, but I couldnāt finish.
As I tried to straighten up, my body gave out, and I collapsed right into his arms.
Good thing his wound had already healedāotherwise, I mightāve hurt him again.
āMaster!ā
A sudden wave of dizziness hit me, and I frowned.
Fortunately, the āincreased recovery speedā didnāt seem like a lie. The ringing in my ears and the pounding headache quickly subsided.
āUgh, Kalion. Sorryā¦ā
I managed to lift my head as my vision cleared, but I couldnāt finish my apology.
Kalionās faceāand even his earsāhad turned bright red.
Even his neck.
āW-why is he so embarrassed? I just kissed the back of his hand. Itās not like I did anything inappropriate.ā
Seeing him so flustered made me nervous too.
I quickly checked where my hands were.
He looked like heād just been assaulted or something, so I wondered if Iād grabbed his thighābut thankfully, both my hands were resting on his chest.
ā¦His chest is broader than it looks.
āM-Masterā¦ā
Kalion called out to me in a faint, trembling voice.
This huge manāat least two heads taller than meāwas looking at me with soft, doe-like eyes. How did that even suit him? My heart swelled.
āMaster⦠why would you do something like thatā¦?ā
āHuh? Ohāno, I didnāt mean anything weird by it! I just wanted to heal your wound!ā
I quickly pushed myself up and stepped out of his arms.
Yes, I had braced myself against his chest when I fell, but I swear on my conscience I didnāt grope him. And the only place I touched during healing was the back of his hand.
This much should be excusable even between strangers, right?
I healed his wound, after all!
āTo heal you, I need physical contact. Soā¦ā
Maybe I shouldāve told him beforehand. But in that situation, it wouldāve been awkwardāand I wasnāt even sure it would work. If it failed midway, that wouldāve been a disaster.
āKalion, your wound is really healed, right?ā
āā¦Yes.ā
He replied quietly, turning his head away. Through his thin strands of hair, I could see the tips of his ears still red.
Whether he was just especially shy or unusually sensitive, I couldnāt tellābut a holy-looking handsome man being this bashful was a sight to behold.
From the side, his nose was perfectly sculpted. And those long lashes, trembling slightlyā¦
A small breath slipped from his slightly parted lips before he bit down on them, as if holding it back. That expression was justā¦
āWhy am I getting breathless when I didnāt even do anything?ā
For some reason, I felt my own face heating up too, so I turned my head away and fanned myself with my hand.
āā¦ā
āā¦ā
An awkward silence settled between us.
Anyone seeing this might think we had just shared a real kiss.
All I did was press my lips to the back of his hand, so why did it feel so ticklish?
āBut⦠even if we had kissed, I donāt think I wouldāve pushed him away.ā
The thought came to me for no particular reason.
If this place I ended up in really is a gameāand the genre is adultāno, a romance gameāthen this would be about the time for some kind of progression event with Kalion.
The fact that the healing skill guide showed up there was proof enough.
In games like this, once youāre given a trigger, physical closeness can escalate pretty quickly.
āMaybe I shouldāve just gone for it.ā
Even kissing the back of the hand of a man Iād known for only a few days was nerve-wrackingābut now that Iād done it, I felt a bit regretful.
Without realizing it, I smacked my lips lightly. Kalion flinched and quickly bowed his head toward me in apology.
āMy greetings are late. I apologize.ā
āHuh?ā
āThank you for healing me, Master.ā
āOh, noāitās nothing compared to you saving meā¦ā
āEven so.ā
Kalion took a slow breath, as if calming himself, before speaking in a steadier voice.
āPlease refrain from doing something like that in the future.ā
Why?
Was he uncomfortable?
It didnāt seem like he was upset about me kissing his hand without askingā¦
Tilting my head, I waited for an explanation. He gestured to his now-healed chest and spoke calmly.
āHealers with abilities of this level are extremely rare. If someone else were to discover that you possess such power, it could put you in danger.ā
āAh.ā
That makes sense. Healers are valuable in any party.
Considering how a fairly deep wound healed completely in an instant, my ability must be pretty impressive.
āWhen you reach the village, even if you decide to settle there, it would be best to hide the fact that you can heal through simple contact.ā
Since it consumes my life force, I probably canāt use it endlessly.
Even just now, I felt dizzy enough to collapse.
And without allies nearby, I wouldnāt get the recovery speed buff, which means it could take a long time to recover from being incapacitated.
Itās definitely usefulābut without the means to protect myself, the [Heal] ability becomes more dangerous the more I use it.
āOkay. Iāll keep it a secret.ā
As I nodded in agreement, Kalion visibly relaxed.
āHe looks so much younger when he smiles like that.ā
Come to think of it, I never asked his age.
When I first saw him from afar, he looked big and strongālike a man in his late twenties. But up close, he looked much younger.
Maybe it was his fair skin, but even the soft fuzz on his face made him seem like he could just be twenty.
Considering how Westerners tend to age faster after adolescence⦠well, still, he canāt be a teenager, right?
āKalion, how old are you? Iām twenty-six.ā
By international age, of course.
Itās not exactly the West, but it feels Western enough, so I went with that. Iām still in my mid-twenties.
If your age ends in six, that still counts as mid, right? Long live international age counting.
āMy age⦠I havenāt counted it in a long time, so I donāt remember.ā
Havenāt counted? That sounds like itās been quite a while.
āCould he be⦠not human?ā
Like a spirit that lives for hundreds of years? Or some kind of demigod?
Looking at his face, it wouldnāt even be that hard to believe.
āBut, Master. Why are you curious about my age?ā
āHuh? Oh, wellā¦ā
I just wanted to lighten the mood and make conversation. Did it sound like an interrogation?
āYou seemed like youāve been hunting monsters alone for a long time. I just thought⦠you mustāve been lonely.ā
āā¦ā
I meant to wrap up the conversation casually, but Kalionās expression shifted oddly.
His eyes turned slightly redābut not from embarrassment this time.
It looked more like⦠he was overwhelmed. Touched, even.
āKalion?ā
When I called his name, he flinched slightly, as if snapping back to his senses, and quickly composed himself.
āYou should get some rest.ā
āShouldnāt you rest too, Kalion?ā
āIām fine, thanks to your healing. Weāll need to walk the mountain path again tomorrow, so it would be best if you sleep.ā
Unlike him, I have terrible stamina. If I donāt rest, my physical abilities drop fast.
Iām already basically a useless burdenācanāt afford to get even worse.
āI should just sleep quietly.ā
Kalion pulled a small blanket from his inventoryāwell, not exactly, but thatās what Iāll call itāand draped it over my lap.
Just how much stuff fits in that tiny bag?
At this point, itās honestly impressive.
āPlease rest, Master.ā
āOkay. You should rest too, Kalion.ā
After exchanging polite goodnights, I closed my eyesāand sleep quickly overtook me.






