Chapter 15
The next day.
The moment I arrived at the training grounds, Damian blurted this out without warning.
âStarting today, weâll begin real training.â
âŠWhat?
ââŠReal training?â
I couldnât help but ask back.
Real training?
That meant everything up until now hadnât been real training.
Running half a lap and gasping for breath. Collapsing after failing to do even one push-up. Repeating the same stance dozens of times until I passed out like Iâd fainted.
I stared at him in disbelief.
âThen what was everything before?â
âA warm-up.â
Damian replied calmly. Not even blinking.
âI had to confirm whether Her Highness was willing to be trained.â
Is this man serious right now?
I glared at him as if I could kill him with my eyes. I honestly felt like fire might shoot out of them.
But the one receiving my blazing glare only smirked.
âWhy are you looking at me like that? I canât teach real techniques to someone who might quit halfway.â
âIf this were the imperial palace, Iâd have you whipped on the spot.â
âThe Grand Dukeâs territory is extraterritorial.â
ââŠHa.â
I was speechless.
Noâactually, I had a mountain of things to say. That torture-like training had just been a test? A confirmation of my will? Then he couldâve said that beforehand!
But arguing felt pointless. No matter what I said, he would just twist it and slip away with that irritating grin.
ââŠFine.â
I clenched my teeth. It took all my strength to swallow my anger.
Endure it, Lorea.
Youâre the one who has to endure.
âSo what are we learning today?â
âSelf-defense.â
Damian stepped closer.
âA technique to break your opponentâs balance when they grab you. Try throwing me.â
He demonstrated.
He grabbed my wrist, twisted his body, shifted his weight toward the opponent. The idea was that the person grabbing you would lose their balance and fall.
At a glance, it looked simple.
When Damian did it, it seemed effortless.
I grabbed his arm just like he showed me. Twisted my body. Shifted my weight.
Andâ
Thud.
I was the one who fell.
ââŠâŠâ
ââŠTruly pathetic.â
âIt was a mistake.â
I jumped back up, grabbed his arm again, and twisted.
Thud.
I fell again.
âYour angle is wrong.â
Of course it is. I donât even have the basic strength. Thereâs no way it would work properly.
And more than anything, compared to my body, Damian was simply too big. Heâs only three years older than me, but why is he built like a flagpole? With my size, I couldnât possibly overpower him.
A head and a half taller is just unfair.
Isnât it usually girls who develop faster? Even if Iâm small.
âAnd heâll grow even taller once he becomes an adult⊠I canât believe it.â
Just imagining what heâd look like seven years from now made me feel dizzy.
Anyway, when I tried to twist my body, I wobbled first. When I tried to shift my weight, I didnât have enough strength in my arms and just ended up hanging onto him.
Ten times.
Twenty times.
Thirty times.
I fell, stood up, and fell again. My knees scraped. My palms stung. My whole body throbbed.
Still, I kept getting back up. I had no intention of giving up.
Damian looked at me. His gaze was different from yesterdayâs mockeryâmore puzzled than amused.
What now?
You worked me to death yesterday, and now youâre annoyed that Iâm trying hard again?
Ignoring him, I reset my stance.
ââŠWait.â
This time, Damian grabbed my shoulder first and gently pushed me back.
âLetâs eat lunch first.â
Only then did I look up. The sun had long passed its peak.
It was already past lunchtime?
After glaring at the sky for a moment, I turned back to Damian.
âYou made me skip lunch yesterday.â
âSomeone might think I dared to forbid Her Highness from eating.â
Oh, really?
Sure, he hadnât directly told me not to eat. He just hadnât let me go until well past lunchtime.
I felt like arguing would only make my head hurt more, so I didnât respond.
âAnyway, let me try one more time. I think Iâm close.â
ââŠClose to what?â
âThrowing you. Iâve got a better feel for it than before.â
It wasnât a lie. Compared to the beginning, I definitely felt something. The angle seemed clearer. The timing made more sense. My body just couldnât keep up yetâbut in my head, I understood it.
âOne more time.â
Damian looked at me for a long moment. Then he let out a deep sigh.
âThatâs enough.â
And suddenly, he grabbed my wrist and hoisted me over his shoulder like baggage.
What are you doing?
âWeâre going to eat.â
âWait, I havenâtâ!â
Before I could protest, my body was dangling upside down and the world flipped over. I kicked my short legs uselessly over his shoulder. It didnât make a difference.
âPut me down. Iâm not done yet.â
âIf you donât eat, youâll collapse.â
âI wonât.â
âYou collapsed yesterâ no, you almost collapsed, didnât you?â
Says the man who caused it.
Maybe he took my silence as surrender, because he snorted softly and only set me down on a chair once we reached the dining hall.
Does this man just carry people around with one hand?
âYou need to gain some weight. Thatâs why you donât have any strength.â
âIâll take care of myself.â
âIt didnât look like you were.â
He never lets a single comment go.
I glared at him resentfully, then took a bite of the sandwich Mia brought me.
The moment I did, the muscle pain hit all at once.
While training, Iâd been too focused to notice. But now that I was sitting still, my whole body screamed in protest. Shoulders, arms, legs, waist. There wasnât a single place that didnât hurt.
âUghâŠ.â
Damian sat across from me, watching me sideways.
âTechniques like that donât work just because you force them.â
âAnd who forced me into that brutal training?â
I cursed him in my head but didnât say it aloud. Instead, I chewed my sandwich. I was hungry, after all.
ââŠUnexpected.â
Damian spoke suddenly.
âWhat is?â
âI thought youâd quit. But you didnât.â
Quit?
Me?
âIâve been dragged to an underground prison, pelted with stones, and stabbed to death. What is this compared to that?â
I smiled faintly to myself. Iâd lived twenty years and gone through things like that. And he thought Iâd give up because training was hard?
âI have something to do.â
Thatâs what I said instead.
âI have to go to the West.â
The land of mages. I had to go there and meet that man. Only then could Carlos and I escape the imperial family. For now, that was the only way.
Damian looked at me. He seemed like he wanted to ask more, but in the end, he didnât.
âEat slowly. Once youâre done, afternoon training begins.â
With that, he stood up first.
I stared blankly at his back.
ââŠWeird man.â
It felt like he wanted to ask something. What was he curious about?
I didnât know.
And I didnât care to know.
Several more days passed.
Every day, I fell, stood up, and fell again. Bruises layered over my knees. The blisters on my palms burst, hardened, and burst again.
Still, I didnât give up.
And on the eighth day of trainingâ
âHyah!â
With my shout, Damianâs unmoving body tilted.
Then, with a heavy thud, he fell beside me.
For the first time, I had thrown him.
ââŠHuh?â
I stared blankly at Damian rolling on the ground, unable to believe it.
My heart pounded wildly.
âDid you see that?! I threw you!â
Damian stood up and dusted himself off.
âYes, I saw.â
His tone was calm, but I didnât have the space to care.
I was happy. So happy that I jumped up and down in place.
âI did it! Finally!â
Iâd fallen over and over for days, and finally Iâd succeeded. My body had remembered. The timing and the angle had matched perfectly.
âI threw you! See? I told you I could do itâ!â
I bounced excitedly.
Thenâ
My legs gave out.
My body, pushed beyond its limits for days, couldnât handle the sudden jumping.
My vision tilted sideways.
âŠHuh?
âPrincess!â
I saw Damian reaching toward me, his face startled.
But the ground was too close. I was already falling. It was obvious my body would soon hit the ground. Everything moved in slow motion.
At that moment, an arm wrapped around my back.
The world flipped.
Thud.






