Chapter – 26
âAh, noâŚ! Donât be greedy! Itâs enough just to be by his side! But why am I wanting something like thisâŚ!â
Jian clenched her eyes shut. Her body began trembling.
She was terrified that if she confessed, she might lose even the chance to stay beside him like this.
Feeling her shaking behind him, Yugeon was startled.
âWhatâŚ? Is she cold?â
Since he had a lot of body heat, he had told her to adjust the bedroom temperature herself so she wouldnât feel cold.
And today, it wasnât like he had stolen her blanket either.
Or maybe she was tired from going around visiting relatives for the holiday. What if she caught a cold�
Worried that Jian might get sick again, Yugeon grew anxious.
After thinking for a moment, he gently lifted the blanket and slipped inside, carefully pulling her into his arms.
If she was shaking because she was cold, he wanted to share his excess body heat.
âSo Iâm doing what I couldnât do last time.â
He was referring to the plan that had failed before because Jian had already fallen asleep under separate blankets.
âItâs still a pity that Eun Jian is asleep like last timeâŚâ
Yugeon could only feel bitter.
Not realizing that Jianâs eyes were about to pop out from shock.
âW-what is this suddenlyâŚ? Did he hug me in his sleep? Itâs already autumnâ is it okay for him to sleep half-naked like that? But maybe he was cold after allâŚ?â
Amid the pounding of her heart, Jian made a guess.
âWhy is Eun Jianâs waist still so thin? I thought she had gained some weight, but maybe not. This wonât do. I should feed her more.â
Feeling the slender waist wrapped in his arms, Yugeon frowned slightly.
In his embrace, Jian felt so confused that her head spun, while the tips of her toes curled from excitement.
âOh no⌠My heart feels like itâs going to burstâŚâ
Unable to control her racing heartbeat, Jianâs body trembled even more.
âWhat? Is she really that cold? It doesnât seem that bad⌠And sheâs so small to begin withâ if she catches a cold, what will I do?â
Worried, Yugeon tightened the arm around Jianâs waist and stomach, pressing his chest closer against her back.
âKyah.â
Jian almost screamed.
Feeling his firm body against her back, and the soft breath tickling her nape, she didnât know what to do.
âAhhh! Stay calm, Eun JianâŚ! Instead of thisâŚâ
Hoo⌠HooâŚ
Jian carefully practiced deep breathing.
She tried to make the most of this once-in-a-lifetime opportunity.
Meanwhile, a certain movie scene floated in Yugeonâs mind.
It was a holiday special movie he had watched as a child at his grandmotherâs countryside house. It was called Ghost.
âThere was a scene like this too⌠a back hugâŚâ
He wondered if Jian was like the female protagonist who made pottery because that thought suddenly came to him.
The scene he remembered was where the male protagonist hugged the female protagonist from behind while they placed their hands together to make pottery.
Back then, he had clicked his tongue at it.
âAunt, are they trying to make pottery or not? If theyâre going to make it, they should just make it properly. What are they even doing?â
âOh, why? Isnât it nice to watch?â
âItâs not nice. Itâs just inefficient.â
âYouâre still a kid, Yugeon. Thatâs what romance is like. You end up wanting to do useless things.â
Back then, when he was in high school, he had thought it was ridiculous.
But now⌠why did he want to try it too? Making pottery with Eun Jian in a back hug.
It felt like his brain was going crazy.
âMm⌠cold. Ah, itâs coldâŚâ
Jian mumbled in her sleep and turned her body toward Yugeonâs chest.
AhâŚ!
The moment her face, with eyes closed, came in front of him, Yugeon felt like his heart would jump out of his chest.
The memory of the accidental kiss before also resurfaced.
It had also been in this bed, at this distance.
âUgh⌠This is too stimulatingâŚâ
Feeling the heat gathering in his lower abdomen, Yugeon quietly shifted his lower body backward.
He couldnât completely move away from her since she was cold.
But the lower part⌠was impossible.
While Yugeon was awkwardly struggling, Jian, pretending to be cold and asleep, moved closer into his chest.
âMm⌠Yugeonâs scent⌠So nice⌠Is it soapâŚ?â
The clean, refreshing scent was so good she wanted to keep inhaling it.
She liked the heavy, mature perfume he used when wearing a suit â the scent that suited a capable adult man.
But right now, his natural body scent felt even more fitting for Yugeon.
She wanted to bury her nose in his chest and sniff freely, but since she couldnât, Jian kept pretending to sleep and coldly clung to him, carefully sniffing.
Unaware that her breathing was fanning the spark of Yugeonâs desire.
âWhy is her breath on my chest⌠Itâs ticklish but also kind of⌠this is a bitâŚâ
The heat that had gathered in his lower abdomen now spread throughout his body.
Yugeon shifted his lower body even farther back. It was a desperate movement.
Though he couldnât completely suppress the warmth spreading through his body.
Still, maintaining a reasonable distance downstairs brought him some relief.
âEun Jian doesnât even know how much Iâm suffering trying to keep her warm⌠If she were awake, she wouldnât be able to help but fall for me.â
After finally calming down, he felt regret again.
He didnât know what Jian was thinking in his arms.
âThe feeling of Yugeonâs chest touching my cheek⌠What is this, a rock? The chest is amazing, the chest is amazing, the chest is amazing⌠Ah! Keep your hands still. Tsk, you canât touchâŚ!â
âEveryone is desperate for me, but only you donât know, Eun Jian⌠I only need your attention.â
âMy husband is so handsome⌠I want to be the only one who knows⌠No, I want the whole world to know⌠No, I want to keep it to myselfâŚâ
âSeriously, the guy who says he loves me â who the hell is thatâŚ?â
Feeling jealous, Yugeon hugged Jian even tighter.
Jian felt as if her own heart was being held. Her heart pounded even harder.
âIf Eun Jian woke up and looked at meâŚâ
âIf Yugeon didnât wake upâŚâ
âWell, this isnât bad either. If Jian wakes up, sheâll run awayâŚâ
âIf Yugeon wakes up, I wonât be able to stay like this⌠I want to stay like this with himâŚâ
Even though Jian had someone she liked.
Even though Yugeon only saw her as a contractual partner.
Just for this moment, as they were touching like thisâ
With both of them smiling slightly while keeping their eyes closed,
A night of shared yet different dreams passed by.
* * *
As dawn rose that day, Yugeon had a dream.
It was a dream he had once wanted to see â Jian sitting in front of a pottery wheel, making pottery.
Wearing a working apron, Jian focused seriously on the smoothly spinning clay in her hands.
Her professional concentration was strangely alluring.
Her long hair was tied up to avoid interfering with her work, exposing the pale, delicate nape of her neck that made him want to bite into it.
Following her delicate movements, the clay transformed more beautifully, almost resembling its creator.
Suddenly, a blurry-faced man approached from behind Jian and sat down, pulling her into a hug.
âOhâŚ! Ah, youâre here?â
Jian seemed startled at first but soon smiled gently, her eyes softly curving, and continued working.
The man behind her also placed his hands over hers, making pottery together with her.
It was exactly the scene from Ghost.
ââŚI feel so happy being like this with you.â
Jian smiled beautifully.
âŚâŚMe too, Eun Jian. Being like this with youâŚ
Muttered the dream version of Yugeon.






