Chapter 9
Lauren glanced at Astor, seated across from her.
As thanks for finding and returning her jewelry, Astor had asked her to teach him about administration. True to his word, the two of them now spent their evenings in something resembling lessons.
Though calling them lessons might have been generous.
Most nights, they simply revisited political and economic incidents that had once stirred discussion across the Empire.
As expected from a commander famous throughout the military, Astor was quick-witted and frighteningly sharp. His reputation as a soldier was clearly not exaggerated.
Still, replacing the mindset of a lifelong soldier with that of a lord seemed far more difficult than either of them had expected.
āYou really donāt need to be that harsh.ā
A sigh slipped into Laurenās voice.
Astor lowered his eyes to the paper he had been reading. It contained an old report about several farmers who had stolen money and supplies meant for their lord.
Lauren had asked him what punishment he thought appropriate.
His answer?
Confiscate their property and imprison them.
And her reaction had been exactly this.
Too harsh?
From the perspective of military law, his answer was correct. Then what exactly was he supposed to do? Military law was all he had ever known.
āDid you read this part?ā
Laurenās slender finger tapped a section of the article.
Astorās gaze followed her fingertip.
After rereading it, he nodded.
Golden hair shifted softly with the motion.
His green eyes rolled back toward her.
āIn summary?ā
āThey committed the crime because the taxes were too high to survive on⦠and because they had critically ill family members.ā
Lauren nodded.
The article rambled through witness statements and explanations, but that was the heart of it.
āIām not a soldier, so I canāt say for sure, but under military law, your answer is probably right. But those farmers arenāt soldiers.ā
She leaned slightly forward.
āYou have to look at why this happened. A lordās responsibility is making sure it doesnāt happen again.ā
Astor reread the article.
Thenā
āAh.ā
His eyes brightened briefly.
āLower the taxes and help care for the sick.ā
āCorrect.ā
Lauren smiled warmly.
āThe things a lord should do are exactly those things.ā
The soft curve of her eyes made the smile gentler.
For some reason, Lauren was good at handling him.
She waited until he reached answers himself.
She praised generously.
She was, Astor realized, a very good teacher.
āBut something feels strange.ā
āWhat does?ā
āI thought Imperial law set tax rates fairly low. Then why would people steal because taxes are too high?ā
Astor leaned back in his chair, arms crossed.
A small crease formed between his brows.
A good question.
Lauren had assumed he only knew military regulations, but apparently he had been studying Imperial law on his own.
She nodded approvingly.
āThereās also regional law. Lords can adjust tax rates however they want.ā
She flipped to the second page of the article.
Just as Astor had expected, the local lord confiscated the farmerās property and imprisoned him.
But people exhausted from crushing taxes had finally stopped enduring.
A village representative walked for days to reach the Imperial Palace.
The Emperorāwho proudly called himself protector of the peopleāpersonally listened to their pleas.
And then came the Emperorās Iron Hammer.
The Iron Hammer, the Emperorās personal knight order, moved immediately.
They surrounded the lordās estate.
The imprisoned farmers were released.
The lord was dragged before the people and forced to kneel.
The commander of the Iron Hammer publicly announced the Emperorās decree:
The lord had abused his authority, raised taxes unfairly, and oppressed his people.
His title was stripped.
His lands confiscated.
The Emperor then appointed the commander as temporary lord and granted the territory several years of tax exemption.
The people cried tears of joy.
Across the Empire, everyone praised the Emperorās wisdom and generosity.
The second page detailed the entire event.
Astor narrowed his eyes as he read.
āThat happened when I was in military academy.ā
His voice was low.
āI remember because the Iron Hammer rarely moved.ā
He sounded displeased.
Lauren tilted her head.
Why?
Their eyes met.
Astor twisted his lips into his usual crooked smile.
Lauren suddenly remembered the first time she had met him in this estate.
It was the same smile.
Yet somehowā¦
His eyes seemed softer now.
No.
That had to be her imagination.
Before he could notice her staring, she hurriedly spoke.
āThey rarely move? But they answer directly to the Emperor. I heard they earned enormous achievements during the war.ā
āAchievements can be arranged.ā
The bitterness in his voice silenced her.
Astor and his army had fought at the front lines.
But Astor had inherited his ducal title before adulthood and possessed no political backing.
Most of his soldiers were commoners.
They had nearly lost recognition for their accomplishments.
The one who prevented itā
Had been Laurenās father.
āI have a duchy and lands. Iād survive either way.ā
Astor spoke quietly.
āBut my menās lives depended on merit.ā
His eyes lowered.
āNot being able to reward those who fought beside me⦠it was miserable.ā
He had even planned to spend his own fortune compensating them.
Lauren stared at him blankly.
He was smiling at her.
Still bitter.
Still sharp.
But unlike any smile she had ever seen from him before.
āIf not for Baron Sias, I wouldnāt even have been able to properly repay the people who risked their lives beside me.ā
His voice softened.
āI owe your father a debt I can never repay.ā
Lauren lowered her head.
That gratitude wasnāt meant for her.
But her father was gone.
She couldnāt pass on those words anymore.
The grief she had deliberately ignored rushed back all at once.
No.
Not now.
She breathed slowly.
Changed the subject.
āā¦What about what you said earlier? About the Iron Hammer.ā
She looked up.
āAre you saying they stole someone elseās achievements too?ā
Astor gave a small laugh and shrugged.
That alone was answer enough.
Lauren frowned deeply.
āSeriously?ā
āI have no reason to lie.ā
She knew he wasnāt someone who lied.
The question had escaped before she could stop it.
The Iron Hammer were the Emperorās personal knights.
Their commander and vice commander had gained enormous territories.
Noble sons had earned titles.
Promotions.
Glory.
But if that glory belonged to othersā
Then what exactly had those who fought and bled on the front lines been fighting for?
Astor stood.
He pulled a bottle from the cabinet.
Filled a glass.
Drank it in one go.
Lauren could only watch.
He poured another glass and moved to the window.
Outside, stars were beginning to appear.
He drew in a slow breath.
His shoulders rose and fell heavily.
āPathetic, isnāt it?ā
His voice drifted toward the night outside.
āI shouldāve fought back.ā
A pause.
āBut I didnāt know how.ā
He stared through the glass.
āI tried supporting my people with my own money.ā
His fingers tightened around the glass.
āI couldnāt give them honor. But I wanted them to live easier lives.ā
For commoners with no military lineageā
There was only one reason to go to war.
To survive.
Honor meant little.
Lauren quietly watched his back.
Maybe he simply lacked the method.
Maybeā
He and her father werenāt so different.
He wanted his people comfortable.
He didnāt want to see them suffer.
That was why he had been willing to empty his fortune.
Unlike other nobles.
The Sias family had ruled only a small territory.
Perhaps because of that, Lauren had grown up close to its people.
She played with village children.
Attended school with them.
In Sias territory, even commoners could study if they wished.
Her fatherās assistant in the capital had been a commoner too.
She only learned much later that other territories werenāt like that.
In relativesā lands, she saw people unable to read.
People with talent they would never use.
People praised lords simply because they werenāt starving.
Her world had shattered then.
That was why she chose to learn governance.
The children she grew up with.
Teachers who greeted her warmly.
Market vendors who slipped sweets into her hands.
Farmers who pressed fruit into her arms until she could barely carry it.
The territory had been poor.
Yet she had never felt deprived.
Because of them.
Because of the people labeled commoners.
Her father always said:
The Sias family ruled not because they were superior.
Only because they were luckier.
Nobles and commoners were simply people given different names.
And a lordās dutyā
Was protecting their smiles.
Astorās desire to reward his people, even at personal costā
Was no different from her father.
No different from her.
Laurenās expression darkened.
In every future she had imaginedā
She had been Lady of Sias.
Marriage had never mattered.
She had never imagined herself as anything else.
But nowā
She was here.
Beside Astor.
After her parents died suddenly, her uncle stole her title.
The man had never once acted like a lord.
Even during the short time she lived there, all they cared about was erasing the previous lordās memory.
Never governing.
Never protecting.
How was her territory now?
How were her people?
Only nowā
Far too lateā
Lauren finally wondered.






