chapter 02
Ioretās husband, the Count of Castlain, was an old man well past sixty.
He had a grotesque secret preference that he hid from othersāhe liked young, beautiful boys.
On top of that, he was a severe exhibitionist.
Whenever he was with those boys, he would always summon Ioret.
If she couldnāt bring herself to lift her head or closed her eyes, she would inevitably be met with blows and curses.
And that wasnāt the worst of it. Once or twice a week, as the countess, she had to lie in the same bed with him.
On nights when she had to tremble beside the repulsive old man and try to sleep, a maid would always bring her tea.
Even on her last day at the estate, Ioret drank the sleeping tea brought by the maid.
āSleep well, my lady. Thereās not much time left now.ā
āYes. Five years⦠itās almost been five years already.ā
The five years her sister had promised were nearly over, and the day she would return to the capital was close.
Clinging to that hope, Ioret fell asleep beside the count.
When she woke after a deep sleep, she was drenched in blood from head to toe.
Beside her lay the count, dead, his limbs sprawled out, a dagger embedded in his heart.
They say that when a person is overwhelmed by extreme terror, they canāt even scream.
As Ioret stood frozen before the corpse, the door burst open and the maid screamed.
āMy lady killed the count! My lady killed him!ā
Before she could even protest, Ioret was seized by the estateās soldiers.
Thrown into the basement and later dragged to the capital, she desperately tried to piece together what had happened.
No matter how much she thought about it, no matter how many times she retraced her stepsā¦
āSleep well, my lady.ā
The one who killed the countā
āDid you sleep well, Princess?ā
A voice spoke by her bedside.
Ioret jolted awake. Air rushed harshly into her nose and mouth.
āGaspā¦!ā
The moment she realized she was breathing, her breath caught in her throat.
She rolled onto her side, coughing violently.
Breathing meant she was alive.
The memory of the dull blade striking the back of her neck was still horrifyingly vivid.
The same voice from her dream continued.
āAre you alright? Did you have a nightmare?ā
Through tear-filled eyes, Ioret looked up at the speakerāand froze in shock.
āā¦Lissy?ā
āPrincess?ā
Lissy Keese.
The second daughter of Viscount Keese, and the maid who had served Ioret exclusively for fifteen years.
After being dragged away from the Castlain estate, Ioret had never seen her again.
With a trembling voice, Ioret asked,
āWhat⦠did you just call me?ā
āWhat do you mean? I called you āPrincessāā¦ā
Lissy looked puzzled.
It had already been five years since Ioret had last been called a princess. From the moment she married the Count of Castlain, she had been a countess, not a princess.
No wayā¦
Looking around again, everything felt strangely familiar.
The low ceiling, the cold stone walls, the once-grand but now worn wooden furniture, the frayed carpetā¦
There was no doubt. This was the tower where Ioret had once lived in the royal palace.
Her trembling hand moved to her neck.
Her fingers brushed against a thin gold chain. She felt the stone she had clenched tightly just before her execution.
Like a madwoman, she tore off the necklace.
The color changed!
The gem that had once shone with a brilliant red light was now dull and faded.
That meant the magic had worked.
āAlways wear this, Ioret. I donāt know how much time I have left, but Iāll give it all to you.ā
Her mother, Charlotte, had once poured the entirety of her remaining lifespan into that ruby necklace.
It was a forbidden spell secretly passed down in her homeland, the Kingdom of Revia.
As long as her motherās lifespan remained in the ruby, Ioret would not die.
Even if she died, she would return to life.
She had only vaguely known about it beforeābut this was her first time experiencing it.
And she had gone back in time⦠by five whole years.
Gradually, focus returned to her tear-blurred eyes.
In the mirror across the room, she saw a girl who hadnāt even reached adulthood.
Young⦠and thin.
Even the one thing she had once considered decentāher appearanceānow looked immature.
Ioret recalled her motherās last words.
You must survive⦠even if you must abandon your humanity.
In a world ruled by Catherine, no matter how hard she struggled, she would inevitably end up on the execution platform again.
She couldnāt survive as the āgood younger sister,ā nor as the powerless, exiled princess.
If I want to live, I have to become the queen. Not Catherineāme.
Survival was directly tied to power.
In her past life, she had foolishly failed to understand such a simple truth.
Just then, Lissy firmly pulled her up.
āYou must have slept too deeply, Princess. If you donāt get ready soon, youāll be late for lunch. You shouldnāt keep your future husband waiting.ā
Ioret roughly shook off her hand.
āLet go. I never gave you permission to touch me.ā
The freckle-faced maid stared at her in disbelief.
Yesāshe remembered clearly.
A watchdog of Catherine, who maintained the bare minimum of courtesy while monitoring and controlling her.
And the only maid who had access to the coupleās bedroom in the Castlain estate.
The one who killed the countā¦
ā¦was undoubtedly this maid.
* * *
āThe Count of Castlain has arrived.ā
At the butlerās announcement, made without waiting for permission as he flung the door open, Ioret was forced out of her room.
Lissy glared at her and warned,
āYou donāt have the right to refuse, Princess. If you continue to reject meeting the count, weāll have no choice but to call the knights.ā
Reluctantly, Ioret put on the dress Lissy brought.
It was a thin evening gown with a deeply plunging necklineādisgustingly revealing.
As she walked toward the dining room, Ioret quickly sorted through her memories.
Itās the spring of the year 1058.
The exact time when she had been married off and driven out to the Castlain estate.
Fortunately, Catherine was not yet queen.
Her ascension would happen about four years later, right after their father, the king, suddenly died.
She had to overturn everything before that.
Five days until the wedding.
This time, she would not be dragged away quietly.
But there was little she could do right now.
She had no allies, no loyal subordinates, and Lissy was constantly by her side, watching her.
Enemies were everywhere, yet she had no weapon.
I need to secure a trustworthy guard. But first⦠get rid of the spy.
Walking behind her, Lissy spoke in a low warning tone.
āBe careful in front of the count. If you start crying like last time, Her Highness the Crown Princess will be very disappointed.ā
Now that she looked closely, there was a faint sneer on the maidās lipsāsomething Ioret had never noticed before.
Ioret let out a quiet laugh.
āIs that so?ā
As if Catherine would be sad. She would probably be clapping and laughing.
But starting today, she wouldnāt be laughing anymore.
Youāre the first, Lissy.
A chill settled over Ioretās face.
When they arrived in front of the modest dining room in the tower, Ioret gave an order.
āOh, I left the countās gift in my room. Go fetch it. Itās a brooch in a velvet box.ā
Lissy looked suspicious but nodded and left.
After confirming she was out of sight, Ioret opened the dining room door.
A heavy scent of perfume hit her nose.
The Count of Castlain sat at the table, his belly protruding.
āYour Highness?ā
The count narrowed his eyes upon seeing her, attempting what he likely thought was a charming smileābut it was only repulsive.
āOh my, youāve grown since I last saw you.ā
His face, greasy between the wrinkles, and his bloated body made him look grotesque.
His belly was so large that he couldnāt even stand up.
His gaze slid over her body lewdly.
It made her feel like vomiting.
āYouāll be nineteen soon. It wouldāve been better if you were four or five years younger⦠tsk.ā
At the sight of his thick fists, Ioretās shoulders flinched reflexively.
Before violence, status meant nothing.
Ioret had always been the weaker one.
In the past.
āI apologize for being late, Count.ā
āHoho. Since Iāll soon be your husband, you should fix your tone and manner of address in advance. Iād hate for others to think poorly of Your Highness.ā
āā¦Youāre right.ā
Ioret circled the table slowly, glancing over the silverware and candlesticks.
She moved closer to him.
āI was rude, Count. Please forgive me.ā
As she lowered herself submissively, the count grinned.
āThatās right. And itās also rude to keep your husband waitingāespecially one as experienced as I amāā
Before he could finish his nonsenseā
Ioret grabbed the silver candlestick from the tableā
āand smashed it into the back of his head.
Thud!






