Chapter 6
At the instant the manâs practiced tongue slipped between her awkwardly parted lips, it sent a jolt through her like touching a live wire.
Not just a thrillâshe felt as if she might burst. It was as though butterflies were tearing through her insides.
This is strange. Iâm going crazy. The sensation of the manâs wet flesh entering her mouth, sweeping and caressing inside. The feeling of another personâs breath and saliva storming through her.
Was it that Go-jun was unbelievably good at kissing? Or was kissing itself something that melted a person to death?
She didnât know, but the vivid sensation of her whole body turning soft and dissolving felt all too real.
Then Go-junâs tongue brushed against the tip of hers. As her own hesitated and faltered, his tongue tangled with it without mercy.
The sensation of their tongues rolling together made her thighs clench. Even though it wasnât her period, the strange awareness of her underwear growing damp was⊠unfamiliar.
Just then, Go-junâs hand slid down her back, and the illicit feeling deepened another notch.
Cradled in Go-junâs hand, she couldnât help but realize how helplessly erotic her body was becoming. Enough that a moan slipped out between their pressed lips.
âMm⊠hng.â
W-what was that? The moan that rose naturally from her throat felt awkward. The shock lay in just how intense the arousal had been.
Startled, she pushed hard against the manâs chest without hesitation.
âW-wait. Justâjust a second.â
Go-jun took a deep breath and stepped back from her.
Everything was confusion. The manâs body heat, humidity, breath, scentâeverything was unfamiliar, yet clung to her in a way that felt good.
It felt as though her heart was being pulled toward this man all at once. As though she was being drawn dangerously deep into Go-jun.
No. This is just rubbing lips together. I canât give it meaning. I donât want to act out some clichĂ©d contract-marriage drama.
I canât write a story where Iâm the only one in love.
It has to be a clean, tidy marriage where we use each other for mutual benefit and then part ways.
I canât get intoxicated like this.
She exhaled deeply and looked up at Go-jun.
His temples were faintly flushed red. His eyes still revealed nothing of what he was thinking.
Suppressing her racing heart with a steady breath, she finally spoke.
âI think this is enough. Weâre going through with the marriage, right? The contract marriage?â
âThat wonât be enough. You shouldnât try to get something for free, Ms. Ma Dosil.â
âWhy? You still think Iâm not sexy enough? Is that why Iâm not good enough?â
After kissing me that deeply? Even I know that was a pretty intense kiss.
Or was this level just ordinary for Go-jun?
âWeâll have to do more to know,â he said.
Go-jun smiled like a villain, clearly amused and entertained by teasing her.
Her heart began to itch and squirm. Do more? How could they possibly do more than that?
âWhat more are you saying we should do?â
He gazed quietly at her boldly lifted eyes.
Eyes that looked surprisingly resolute. Beneath them, her cheeks, tinged pink, looked sweet like ripe peaches.
A small mole on her right cheek caught his eye. Seen up close, it lent her an unusually sensual air.
Heâd only kissed her to make her feel responsible for the brazen words coming from lips that treated him like a mere tool.
But she was sweet, like his favorite dessert. In that moment, he couldnât overcome his instincts and let go of his reason, devouring her lips more excessively than heâd intended.
The deeper he went, the sweeter she tasted.
But that was as far as it would go. Enough to think that a contracted marriage might not be boring.
It was always the same. No matter how women approached him, no matter how he tried to give his heart, it never moved. As if it were nailed in place.
His heart, unmoved by any woman, frustrated even himself.
As he looked at her, he repeatedly thought of someone who hadnât returned from Paris.
Ma Dosil. A woman trying to use him. Fineâhe could use her as well.
âMs. Ma Dosil, behave yourself and wait while you attend your bride lessons.â
âWhat does that mean? Are we doing it? The contract marriage?â
Go-jun smiled faintly with those sly lips of his. He was a man who didnât give answers easilyâno ordinary fox, but a truly crafty one.
Her grandmother had said it: stay away from men who are fox-like, quick-witted, and deceptively cheerful.
It was hard to believe this calm, businesslike man was the same one who had kissed her so obscenely moments ago.
âIâve got an urgent matter. I donât have time to talk any further. Letâs meet again. You have a driver, right?â
His tone was stiff and impersonal, like a superior at work, and she answered just as obediently, like a subordinate. Like a well-trained pet.
âIâve got a secretary who drives for me.â
As soon as she finished speaking, Go-jun turned away, showing her his cool back.
Hah. Even then, he didnât forget to open the emergency exit door for her.
Usually, another personâs kindness feels warm and gentle, but his kindness felt like a cold mockery aimed at her.
As though the word childish were etched into the depths of his gaze.
She passed straight through the door he held open.
Why was it that being swept along by this man felt so humiliating? A rebellious urge crept up inside her.
Whipping around, she faced him again. Looking up at Go-junâs lofty eyes, she spat out her spite.
âThat kiss with you⊠it was nothing special for me either. Youâre not that sexy either, so donât go judging me like that.â
She was curious what expression heâd make, what he might sayâbut she had to run.
Heâd probably be dumbfounded. Or speechless. Or amused. Still, she wanted to fling the lie at him, if only falselyâthat he was no more attractive to her than a means to an end.
Because the look in his eyes after the kiss, as if she were trivial, had left her feeling crushed and miserable.
In the end, the best option was to flee.
She climbed into the passenger seat of the luxury foreign car the chairman had brought to the peach orchard.
Click. Yuseon, sitting in the driverâs seat and fiddling with her phone, looked over at her with widened eyes.
âOh? You finished dinner early. Thatâs sooner than expected.â
Adjusting her wire-rimmed glasses with her index finger, Yuseon asked sharply. How could she possibly report the series of events that had just unfolded?
That Go-jun had looked at her like a foolish child the entire time, that sheâd snapped back and ended up kissing him, and that her final retort had been downright embarrassing.
She answered briefly, her voice awkward.
âIt just turned out that way.â
âWasnât it a full course? It shouldâve taken longer⊠Did you have a good conversation?â
âWell⊠more or less.â
Her evasiveness must have seemed suspicious.
Yuseon didnât drop her probing gaze.
âAmong the adults, everythingâs already been aligned, so as long as the two of you didnât feel any aversion, I expected things to proceed smoothly.â
There had been plenty of aversion in Go-junâs eyes. And with her last words, even the outcome had become unpredictable.
âI donât know about smooth, but I did⊠make it clear that I want to get married. Whether it works or not, heâll ì°ëœ me, I guess.â
From the look of it, Dosil seemed to have made some kind of mistake back there.
Since she had to report to the chairman, Yuseon was obliged to infer things properly.
âDid you do something wrong?â
âWrong? What do you mean, wrong?â
âYour dialect, for one. The chairman told you to be careful. Or did he find out about your grandmother? Or did you mention something too specific about your life before coming to the estate?â
The dialect had already slipped out beyond repair. And if heâd overheard even a little, he might have learned about her grandmother.
Setting that aside, if it was something elseâ
âYou mean he figured out Iâm a kid who grew up in some rural backwater, growing peaches? I didnât even say the word âpeach.â I just said Iâd taken proper bride lessons. And he laughed at me for it.â
âLaughed? Well⊠given Go-junâs personality, âbride lessonsâ probably sounded ridiculous to him. I didnât quite factor that in. Heâs the type who succeeded on his own meritsâskill, effort, and personal charmâbreaking free of his familyâs influence. âBride lessonsâ⊠he may have decided you were just a frivolous upper-class girl.â






