Chapter : 21
So⌠you expect me to listen to that? Even a villainous body possessed has some pride.
âNo! Youâre worse than a real devil!â
Who do you think used up all the holy water in the mansion? And since I paid for it, shouldnât you at least act like a servant? Ten bottles of holy water isnât even heavyâyet sheâs throwing a tantrum as if it weighs a ton. She really is unusually dramatic.
âJelly. Listen when I speak.â
Only after the warning did Jelly curl her tail and lift the holy water. She walked slowly and put on an act of struggling, clearly dissatisfied, so I focused all my energy on ignoring her as we exited the main hall. Being a werewolf, sheâd probably track us by scent anyway.
As we walked, I saw a familiar man in a paladinâs uniform coming from the opposite direction. A nun was walking alongside him.
âLady Raphaela?â
âUriel!â
When Uriel greeted him, the solemn expression on the paladinâs face melted away, and the knight, Raphaela, ran over to me. But⌠what about the nun behind her? Look at her face! She looks completely flustered!
I totally understand. It reminds me of when I was hanging out with popular friendsâevery few steps, greeting someone, chatting, and then looking overwhelmed behind the scenes.
âAnd⌠Miss Rohanson?â
How does she know me? Even in a romance-fantasy world, it seems the popular ones have extraordinary intelligence networks.
When I nodded in acknowledgment, Raphaela brightened even more and bowed politely. Her behavior was textbook knightly, but her face had the excitement of a puppy meeting someone on a walkâamazing.
âIâm Raphaela of the Pararos Knights. Weâve met before; do you remember?â
No, not at all! Met before? Could that have been before the possession?
âI was there when the fire broke out previously. And also, when the commander visited the Rohanson mansion last time, I went along! I couldnât greet you because the commander stopped me, though.â
Ah, so this is a one-sided familiarity. If Iâd known the villainous Evangeline before possession, she would have been wary, not this friendly.
By the way, just a short conversation is enough to understand why Gabriel left Raphaela behind. Her energy is so high and lively it drains the spirit.
If sheâs a cheerful subordinate sticking close to the male lead, that makes sense. Acting as his aide while giving advice for their romanceâa little supporting character that sometimes messes things up by sharing odd information, earning hate in the comments. Definitely a character with personality.
âIâm truly delighted to finally greet you!â
Ah, now I understand why Raphaela seems ready to wag her tail at me. Gabriel is smitten with the heroine, not me. Sheâs trying to look good in front of meâvery diligent in her duty.
âYes.â
But unfortunately, I have no intention of dating a literal paper-human! Sorry, Raphaela, for rendering your purpose irrelevant!
I tried to cut off her affection with a short reply, but she didnât seem to notice.
âThe commander asked for our cooperation this time, correct? Thank you! Oh, have you seen our temple? Magnificent, isnât it? I was utterly awed when I first saw it. Honestly, Iâm still sometimes amazed.â
Raphaela chattered on without concern. Does she have no fear? Or has she been so dedicated to her knightly duties that she doesnât know of Evangelineâs infamy? Since possession, except for Kanna, no one has treated me this openly.
Unable to watch Raphaela chatter any longer, Uriel intervened.
âLady Raphaela, werenât you supposed to be in the reception room? Where are you headed?â
âOh. The commander asked me to escort the nun.â
âThen why not hurry instead of making the nun wait?â
âHa⌠I got too excited, thatâs allâŚâ
Raphaela scratched her head awkwardly, scolded yet embarrassed. After saying goodbye, it seemed like we could finally go our separate ways, but Raphaela suddenly stopped.
âOh, right. I rememberedâdidnât the nun used to work at the Rohanson mansion?â
âLady Raphaela, excuse me!â
Really? She worked at the Rohanson mansion? Familiar face, but I donât remember her. I stepped closer to get a better look, and the retired nun backed away, trembling, bowing so low it seemed like she was about to prostrate herself.
âYou worked at the Rohanson mansion?â
ââŚYes.â
Her voice was barely audible. It seemed she was forced to speak as if threatened with death for silence. Why so submissive? Ah, she must be scared because she worked at the mansion.
Looks like she quit after being harassed by Evangeline. That makes senseâeveryone at the Rohanson household still trembles at the sight of me.
âWhatâs your name?â
âYou donât know my name?â
âI⌠lost my memory.â
This is why I have to lean on memory loss. If I pretended to be the original body without claiming memory loss, little slips like this could reveal my identity.
ââŚDaisy.â
Hmm. A name Iâve never heard. She must have quit before I possessed the body.
âYou quit because of me?â
I whispered quietly, moving my lips as little as possibleâalmost ventriloquist-level. Uriel and Raphaela nearby probably couldnât hear.
Daisy couldnât respond. She clearly couldnât deny it. Look at her trembling like a leafâEvangeline must have been that cruel to make her this fearful.
âYou were really scared, huh.â
I didnât do anything wrong, but seeing her shake made me feel like apologizing. But that apology is only for my own peace of mind.
Daisy probably doesnât know Iâm possessed in Evangelineâs body. Sheâd still think sheâs talking to Evangeline herself. Memory loss doesnât erase guilt.
Still, I canât just do nothing. To escape the villain route, I have to apologize one way or another.
Though my conscience hurt, I ignored it. I reminded myself: sheâs just words on a page! My life comes first!
âAre you still scared?â
Seems so⌠her head is down, avoiding my gaze.
âDonât be afraid. If you want, Iâll make it up to you.â
âEhâŚ?â
âOn the condition you donât spread stories about me.â
Being a villain, if I apologized sincerely, it would break my characterâso money is my compensation. Evangelineâs wealth is modestly enough to cover it. Might as well ask her not to spread rumors.
But Daisy reacted strangely. Her already frail figure now looked like she was about to collapse. No, donât faint! That would just worsen Evangelineâs reputation! Wait⌠oh no. Could it beâŚ
âYou told?â
âŚAh, I guess so. I thought this sudden meeting with a former maid she was bullied by would be a âreformationâ event, but no? Was it meant to spread the villainous reputation?
âTo whom?â
âUghâŚ!â
âTo whom did you tell?â
Evangeline already had a notorious reputation, but this is a temple full of priests and paladins. Add to that her past misdeeds being revealedâhow would that be handled? If severe, sheâd be labeled a witch.
Why do I have to carry that burden?
ââŚSir Gabriel knows.â
Phew. At least thatâs a relief. Gabriel is smitten with me, so he wonât do anything harmful. If the priests obsessed with Donauâs painting had heard, Iâd be declared a traitor instantly.
Or would Gabriel suddenly lose affection after hearing about Evangelineâs deeds? I couldnât do anything then; heâs the male lead.
Ah, whatever. Iâll deal with that when I get there. Seeing Gabriel now, I can judge then. This isnât me escaping reality. Nope.
While imagining this grim future, Jelly appeared late from behind. How slow can she be? And sheâs holding the holy water with one hand, like a waiter serving a tray! See? Not even heavy!
âHuh? YouâŚâ
Jelly glared at Daisy reluctantly. Huh? How do they know each other?
Daisy turned even paler than when looking at me. What did she do to be more scared now?
âI-I should be going.â
Daisy looked down, about to leave, so I reflexively grabbed her wrist.
âUghâŚ!â
Sorry! Mustâve held too tightly. I adjusted from wrist to hand.
Her hand was unexpectedly warm. She fidgeted but didnât push me away.
âIf you have a wish, come to me. Iâll grant it.â
Of course, this wouldnât erase the victimâs resentment. Itâs just for my own satisfaction and a minor plot fix in the villain route.
When I let go, Daisy held her hand, hiding it behind her.
âNun! Iâll escort you!â
âItâs fine! The carriage is right ahead.â
âTrue, butâŚâ
Daisy refused, grimacing at Raphaelaâs suggestion. The carriage wasnât far, and Raphaela seemed to accept it, helplessly watching Daisy walk away.
âGone, huh.â
âIndeed. By the way, did you two have a good chat? I kept my ears shut for privacy.â
âWell⌠she didnât seem interested in talking to me. Honestly, I donât even remember who she is.â
âHuh? Ah, true. If I had to identify my own household servants, I wouldnât know either.â
Raphaela laughed good-naturedly, but why did she seem suspicious even while smiling?






