-chapter 4-
As I was speaking, I felt my body being pushed forward, and I urgently called out to Mary.
Mary widened her eyes and replied nonchalantly,
âYes?â
ââŚYou donât like me, do you?â
âYouâre mistaken.â
She could at least take her hands off my back before saying that.
Mary, who stubbornly kept pushing me, eventually shoved me out the door. It was obviousâshe really didnât like me.
Once outside, the waiting maid began to guide me toward the dining hall.
Unsurprisingly, the Grand Dukeâs residence was enormous. That meant the dining hall was quite a distance away.
And unfortunately, I had a terrible sense of direction, so I often lost my way when heading there.
I gripped my wits tightly, hoping I wouldnât lose the maid like last time. Just ahead, I heard the whispers of some maids gathered together.
âMaster is truly like a monster.â
âHow can he have no expression at all? He doesnât even seem human.â
I paused.
Perhaps it was hearing a familiar name that made me stop unconsciously.
ââŚMilady?â
Even though I was still young and mostly a figurehead, I was still the mistress of this house and the wife of Cideron.
Perhaps sensing this, the maid guiding me began subtly watching my reaction.
What they were doing was clearly gossiping about Cideron.
âHave you heard that the Grand Duke buried someone when he was four?â
âAt four? Well⌠I guess that sounds like him.â
âWhat good is a high salary if itâs just a life allowance anyway?â
Listening in, their conversation was strangely interesting.
I giggled quietly and slowly approached them.
âRe-really⌠Milady?â
One of the maids recognized me belatedly and jumped in shock.
Who told you to gossip so openly? Such audacity.
I twitched my lips, and their Adamâs apples bobbed nervously.
âYouâŚ.â
I was truly disappointed.
How could they talk about such interesting things without including me?
If it was gossip about Cideron, I should be the one dishing it!
I was just about to say that.
If I hadnât seen Cideron approaching from afar, I probably would have spent the meal bonding gleefully with the maids, forgetting all about the dining schedule.
Suddenly, my eyes flickered.
âWhatâs wrong? Heâs usually earlyâwhy is he so late today?â
Like a guilty thief, my heart sank even though I hadnât said a word yet.
Or maybe he had already noticed?
The combination of maids gossiping about him and the Grand Duchess standing among themâŚ
âThis is a complete disaster.â
As I worried about how to handle the situation, the maids simultaneously bowed their heads to me.
âWeâre sorry!â
âWe must have been out of our minds! Please forgive us!â
âŚWhatâs going on?
I tilted my head at the sudden apologies.
At that moment, the maid guiding me spoke softly, just loud enough for me to hear.
âMilady, they seem to be reflecting on their behavior. Perhaps itâs best to finish this with an appropriate punishmentâŚâ
Though clearly speaking to me, her gaze was on Cideron in the distance.
From the maidâs blatant reaction, I understood the situation.
In short, they thought I had joined to stir up the gossip.
âIâm not exactly the type to do something that bold.â
But since the opportunity was presented, why not use it?
As the saying goes, when the tiger is absent, the fox rules.
âIf not now, when would I ever get to act like the top authority?â
Of course, I had a tiger backing me up.
I squared my shoulders and spoke in a strong, confident voice.
âWhat are all of you talking about right now?â
As my lips opened, tension appeared on the maidsâ faces.
One maid beside me seemed calm, perhaps thinking I would follow her lead.
Sorry, but Iâm not that obedient.
âIf I step back now, how will the other maidsâwho already treat me like a ghostâreact?â
This was a matter of pride.
I shouted loudly:
âHow can a maid, with ties to Astitria, insult the master of this house?â
Their faces instantly drained of color. The maid next to me stiffened as well.
Serves them right.
I turned to glance at Cideron.
More precisely, I looked at the steward standing beside him.
âThese people are tarnishing Astitriaâs honorâare you just going to watch?â
Mary had said the steward valued Astitriaâs honor above all else.
Though he disliked me, he could not ignore a situation where maids insulted their superior in front of him.
Especially since Cideron was observing.
âYou have no choice but to side with me.â
If the steward took my side, the maids would no longer underestimate me.
At the very least, they wouldnât openly ignore me as before.
This was my reasoning.
I didnât expect the steward to react like this:
âI donât understand what you are saying.â
âW-what?â
âMilady, seizing innocent people and throwing a tantrum clearly diminishes Astitriaâs honor.â
I was stunned. The steward continued:
âBut everyone makes mistakes. Since you donât know any better, itâs a chance to learn. So donât blame yourself too harshly.â
Even though he had seen everything, the steward spoke with the confidence of someone who had forgotten what happened.
Cideron nearby seemed largely uninterested, going his own way.
I realized that being dumbfounded can literally make you speechless.
As the situation shifted, the maidsâ pale faces gradually regained color.
It felt like a lightning strike hit my household life.
âThis is really a total mess.â
I glared at the maid who had been gossiping.
Perhaps due to the stewardâs stance, she remained confidently defiant despite my glare.
That instant, she seemed unbearable.
âWeâll get back to work now.â
She couldnât hide her excitement. I grabbed her skirt as she tried to leave and glared at her fiercely.
âYou clearly said it yourself! Working here is just a life allowance, isnât it?!â
The maid seemed genuinely surprised by my words.
âW-what are you talking about! Let go of my skirt first!â
Childrenâs grip is weaker than you think, and the maidâs few tugs only made my strength extend further.
âItâs so unfair because sheâs just a child!â
âI think you misheard! I never said anything to insult the master!â
âDonât lie! Steward! You heard it too, didnât you?â
âWell⌠I see. But one thing is clear: abuse of power by a superior is not good, Milady. We may need to increase the number of etiquette tutors if necessary.â
Ugh.
Increasing them even more? The thought alone was terrifying.
I strongly felt I had acted rashly.
âCome to think of it, this is my position.â
Everyone was in collusionâwhat could I do?
âSeriously, you donât even care if they insult you?â
I looked at Cideron with that thought.
But he wasnât the type to intervene.
âSigh. Fine. Iâll just live quietly like a mouse and ask for a divorce later.â
I was about to brush it off when:
âThis is irritating.â
ââŚExcuse me?â
The steward spoke.
âAll of you are irritating.â
Cideronâs cold gaze passed over the steward and swept across the maids one by one, finally landing on me.
The expressionless look was chilling, and I froze.
But I wasnât the only one.
âDo not cause a ruckus in my house.â
âYes, yes! We will remember.â
The steward bowed nervously, and Cideron passed by without noticing.
âWow⌠can a thirteen-year-old really exude that kind of intimidation?â
By the time he disappeared from sight, sighs of relief could be heard everywhere.
âAre you scared too?â
Of course. Who wouldnât be? A budding mastermind like him isnât someone to take lightly.
Once Cideron left, the stewardâs reluctant gaze turned to me.
âI will handle instructing the maids. Since you were startled, Milady, you should return to your room and rest. I will have the maids bring your meal.â
Though it sounded considerate, it was really an order to stay out of the way.
I thought about arguing but quickly gave up.
âSigh⌠fine.â
Today I learned: no matter what logic I present, it wonât work on them.
I was a Grand Duchess who came here with no ties, only to potentially damage Astitriaâs reputation.
Mary being kind to me was the anomaly; the others treating me with hostility was normal.
âBut I didnât even want to be here.â
Thinking about that again made me angry.
âJust waitâonce I grow a bit more, letâs see if they can still treat me like this!â






