-chapter 1-
The first thing I did upon waking was check the calendar.
âSeptember 13th.â
âSo, this day has finally come.â
Today wasâŚ
the day my husband, who had gone off to war, would return after seven years.
It was also the day I would hand him the divorce papers.
I took a deep, steadying breath.
âDonât chicken out. If I get through today properly, my part is done.â
Seven years ago, I was nothing more than a minor noble and had practically been sold off into marriage.
My husbandâs family was the empireâs one-and-only ducal house, and under normal circumstances, it would have been nearly impossible for someone as insignificant as my family to connect with them.
The whole mess started because the emperor was wary of the ducal house, which held the succession rights.
The emperor had a son, but the boy was weak, and perhaps because of that, the emperor was extremely cautious.
âStill⌠targeting a nameless baronial family seems a bit much.â
The emperor used every excuse he could to crush the ducal house like a mouse underfoot.
Some pitied the ducal family, but no one dared step forward for fear of falling out of the emperorâs favor.
The emperorâs petty schemes didnât stop there.
He staged the death of the previous duke as an accident and, as soon as my young husband ascended to the title, sent him straight to the battlefield.
And this wasnât even a war fought on home soilâit was in a foreign country.
They called it a campaign for international diplomacy or something like that.
It was dressed up as something to protect the honor of the empire and the ducal house, but sending a mere thirteen-year-old child to war was basically a death sentence.
In fact, no one expected him to survive.
Yet against all odds, he returned as the warâs top hero.
He had gained the unshakable trust and honor of the neighboring empire.
There was no longer any need to be under the emperorâs thumb. That had been the condition for the war, after all.
âWhich means⌠he has no obligation to continue our marriage either!â
If people knew I strongly wanted a divorce, they would find it strange.
A handsome duke, returning in all gloryâŚ
And here I was, his wife, supposedly living a golden life.
But that was only the perception of those who didnât know the real situation.
BecauseâŚ
âMilady, the master has just arrived.â
I was startled by the timely announcement from beyond the door.
Checking the time, I nearly jumped out of my skin again.
It was 8 a.m.
âSeriously? I at least deserve some time to prepare myself!â
Originally, my husband wasnât supposed to return for another year.
He came a whole year earlyâand arrived so early in the morning as well.
âStay calm.â
I rubbed my damp palms on my dress and tried to steady my trembling heart.
Soon, the maids came in to help me get ready.
Even so, my gaze kept drifting to the drawer where I had placed the divorce papers.
This was it. The end. Goodbye to this wretched mansion.
âIâve already signed my part. Now I just need his seal, and then I can submit it to the temple.â
Once I was ready, I recalled the plan I had rehearsed countless times and headed to the reception room.
I had to calm my pounding heart repeatedly, worried I might make a mistake and mess everything up.
âTime only flies when you donât want it to.â
The mansion, which I usually found so vast that I could get lost in it, now felt smaller than a cramped room.
I took a deep breath and lightly knocked.
âKnock, knock.
No response, of courseâbut he wasnât the type to answer.
With the thought that it was better to face the problem head-on, I opened the door immediately.
The moment I did, my eyes met my husbandâs, who was sitting on the sofa.
It had been exactly seven years.
Suddenly, memories of when we first met came flooding back.
We had both been children then.
âThough we werenât together for even three monthsâŚâ
Seven years had changed him so much that he was almost unrecognizable.
Still, I recognized him instantly.
Those sharp yellow eyes were unforgettable.
My husband, who had been remarkably handsome even as a child, had grown even more so than I imagined.
Saying he was good-looking felt like an understatement.
As a child, he had reminded me of a wildcat; now, he resembled a majestic black panther.
The black panther bared its white teeth in a smile.
âNo way⌠itâs him.â
No, not the pantherâit was my husband.
His voice, once high like any boyâs, had deepened into a rich baritone.
The transformation was as striking as his appearance.
âWait⌠did he just smile?â
He had never smiled in front of me before. He simply couldnât.
A shiver ran down my spine at the sight of this unfamiliar side of him.
I forced myself to calm down.
Right, maybe heâs just gotten used to social life in my absence.
I swallowed hard.
Slowly, I let go of the doorknob and awkwardly smiled at him.
âL-Long time⌠no see.â
I hesitated mid-sentence.
âShould I speak formally?â
We were only a year apart in age. Back then, I had spoken casually, using my youth as an excuse. In retrospect, that was crazy.
After a brief pause, I added softly, ââŚsir.â
His reply came immediately.
âFormal? That doesnât suit you.â
âThis guyâŚâ
I felt a surge of irritation but hid it behind a bright smile.
âItâs not strange for married couples to use formal language, right?â
âMarried couplesâŚâ
He muttered the words with a curious expression and then chuckled.
âI prefer calling you by your name.â
Ah, so now that weâre divorcing, he doesnât even want to hear the word âhusband and wife.â
That wasnât entirely a bad thing.
Married⌠after only three months together, calling ourselves that was ridiculous anyway.
So I slowly said his name.
âSideron.â
His eyebrows twitched.
âNot that.â
Huh?
âSideron Parden Ashitrea.â
ââŚAre you doing this on purpose?â
He looked displeased.
Why that reaction? I couldnât have forgotten his name.
Then it hit me.
âYour Grace, Ashitrea?â
His expression darkened further.
âŚThat wasnât right either?
I murmured hesitantly.
ââŚShion?â
His face broke into a wide smile, as if confirming the correct answer.
âAre you just going to stand there?â
He gestured openly for me to sit, so I timidly sat across from him.
Even as I took my seat, his gaze remained locked on me.
âWhat is it⌠is there something on my face?â
His stare was so blatant it made me self-conscious.
Ah⌠maybe itâs that.
âI have gotten a bit prettier.â
It felt odd to say it myself, but I was fairly attractive.
Even as a child, I had been quite pretty, and I had safely passed the treacherous age of sixteen.
Not goddess-level, but enough to make people glance back.
âWell, what do you think? Even you canât resist my looksââ
âYou still look ugly.â
ââŚW-What?â
I nearly dropped the cup I had raised to take a sip in surprise.
âNot changed at all.â
What? Iâve changed so much! The maids all praised me!
I muttered angrily under my breath.
âYouâve changed quite a bit, though.â
He, being sharp-eared, immediately responded.
âNo, I havenât changed at all.â
âSharp-eared guy.â
But he didnât seem annoyedâif anything, he seemed amused.
Relieved⌠maybe?
I took a nervous sip of tea and subtly examined his condition.
Considering he had been at war for so long, he looked remarkably well.
He even looked somewhat relieved.
âNowâs the time.â
I took out the divorce papers I had been carefully keeping and handed them to him.
âWhatâs this?â
âSeven years ago, I told you I would divorce you once you returned safely, remember?â
I added the formal speech awkwardly, and he gave me a light glare as if I were doing something strange.
Then he grabbed the papers from my hand and began reading them.
Seeing his expression darken so quickly, I spoke in a trembling voice.
âYou promised⌠once you returned safely from the war, youâd divorce me as I wished.â
I wasnât particularly brave, but I had definitely secured his agreement in my childhood.
âI swore Iâd survive the battlefield and divorce someone like him in style.â
What had I said back then? Oh, I remember.
âI said Iâd demand a hefty settlement and live lavishlyâŚâ
âHa.â
A short exhale followed by a grim voice.
âDo you really think this is appropriate⌠to say to a husband returning from war after seven years?â
His face, along with the papers, contorted.
âUhâŚ?â
âDivorceâŚâ
Why� Why is he upset?
Had I done something wrong?
While I frantically searched for a reason, a sudden crackle of fire and the smell of burning filled the air.
The papers in his handâmy divorce papersâwere on fire.
I instinctively realized I was doomed and stammered in panic.
âYou⌠you said⌠no! You said youâd divorce me!â
The main reason I wanted a divorceâŚ
WasâŚ
âMilady, what did you just say?â
The divorce papers, burning fiercely, had turned to ashes and fallen to the floor.
My husband was a psychopath, viewing no one as his equalâa villain straight out of a novel.
Watching the ashes scatter, I had an instinctive realization.
I was completely screwedâŚ






