Chapter: 3
āUhā¦.ā
Why is he just standing there, spacing out?
I rolled my eyes slightly.
This was clearly a dangerous situation, yet the boyādespite gripping his swordāshowed no intention of running away or even swinging it.
He did look kind of helpless, which oddly fit the atmosphere.
Did he freeze up from fear?
I glanced at him once more, then turned my head away.
That wasnāt what mattered right now.
āGrrrraaahā¦.ā
A monster that looked like a black slime squirmed forward, slowly stretching out its arm.
I wanted to stop it before it was summoned, but Iām too late.
Black magic was a type of magic that summoned monsters, and because of its danger, it was strictly forbidden in the Empire.
At least monsters can be eliminated with divine power.
Still, it took far more effort than stopping black magic from activating in the first place.
I poured divine power into the temple insignia I was holding. The amount was on a completely different level from what Iād used earlier just for show.
āDonāt bully the weak!ā
I hurled the insignia at the monster.
Fwoosh!
The monster was engulfed in white flames the moment it was struck, and before long, it vanished completely.
āPhewā¦.ā
Letting out a sigh of relief, I picked up the insignia and turned back toward the boy.
And in that instant, I doubted my eyes.
Jet-black hair like the darkest night. Deep crimson eyes gleaming under the moonlight. A sharp nose bridge and refined facial lines that seemed far too striking for someone so young.
His hair was slightly tousled by the wind, but even at a glance, he was unmistakably beautiful.
Isnāt this⦠the protagonist?!
He looked exactly like the illustrations of the protagonist as a boy from the novel.
There was something strangely subdued about his presence, but I was certain.
āAre you Young Master Kain Argent?ā
My hands trembled, and I clenched one with the other to steady myself.
The boy, who had been silently staring at me, finally spoke.
āThat is correct⦠Who are you?ā
ā!ā
Itās real. Heās real!
My mouth fell open.
āHello, Young Master! Iāve really, really wanted to meet you!ā
My eyes sparkled as I took a step toward Kain.
Startled, Kain stepped back.
Ignoring his reaction, I launched straight into my explanation.
āMy name is Winiel, a saintess candidate! I came because thereās something I absolutely had to tell you, Young Master Kaināā
But my words cut off abruptly.
Huh? Why does Kain look like there are two of him�
Suddenly, the world spun.
Strength drained from my body, and I collapsed to the ground with a thud.
āā¦!ā
Kain hurried toward me, then froze mid-step.
Iām dizzy⦠I canāt get upā¦
My stomach churned, and my body began to shake uncontrollably.
Iād been feeling unwell, and now it had finally come back to bite me.
Why now, of all timesā¦!
But I didnāt even have time to feel wronged.
āThere! I sensed it over there!ā
āHuh? The lightās gone now. Is this thing broken?ā
āJust check anyway! If itās really a monster, itāll be a huge problem!ā
Voices echoed from deeper within the forest.
āPeopleā¦.ā
Worse still, Kain turned toward the voices, as if recognizing them as members of the ducal household.
It looked like he was about to call for help.
No, you canāt!
I hadnāt finished explaining anything yetāI couldnāt let Kain go like this.
On top of that, I was the suspicious person whoād just been chased away from the ducal gates.
If someone like me is seen with the young master, itāll look even worse!
If things went wrong, I might never get another chance to talk to him.
That canāt happen! I have to do somethingāanything!
Grabbing onto a tree trunk, I forced myself upright.
āYoung Master Kainā¦!ā
At my faint call, Kain turned back.
SomehowāanyhowāI needed my sincerity to reach him.
Gathering every last bit of strength I had, I spoke.
āJust now⦠Iām the one who saved you.ā
āā¦ā¦ā
āYour lifesaver. If you donāt repay me, that makes you a person with no conscienceāā
Unfortunately, I lost consciousness before I could finish my sentence.
***
By the time I turned three, our mother had passed away as well, leaving my brother and me out on the streets.
Perhaps because we were so young and the hardship was overwhelming, those days are still vividly etched into my memory.
There was no one willing to help us as we lived like wanderers.
Eventually, we ended up in an orphanage.
But life there wasnāt any better.
The orphanage rarely provided proper meals.
Especially for meāthey used the excuse that I was young and wouldnāt eat much, and gave me even less food.
āWinie, youāre hungry, right? Here, eat my share.ā
My brother handed me his portion, even though it wasnāt enough for him either.
āIām sorry, Winie. Iāll try to get more next time.ā
He apologized for not taking better care of me.
That was when I vaguely realized something.
That I was a burden to my brother.
āThe silver-haired girl is becoming more appealing by the day. Sheāll sell for a high price. Itās about time we start looking for a buyerāā
One day, my brother and I accidentally overheard the orphanage director saying that.
Without hesitation, my brother took me and secretly left the orphanage.
āWinie, from now on, weāre going to see the world together.ā
He probably thought I wouldnāt understand anythingābut at five years old, I wasnāt as naĆÆve as he believed.
āYeah! Sounds great! Brother, lookāthere are so many flowers on that tree!ā
Still, I pretended not to know and smiled as always.
Because there was nothing someone weak and incapable like me could do.
Because I didnāt want to make things harder for my brother.
But deep down, I always thoughtā
If I hadnāt existed, my brother could have stayed at the orphanage and been adopted.
He couldāve eaten all the food he begged for by himself.
I was the heaviest home in the worldāthe weight my brother carried.
āI sense an immense amount of divine power coming from your younger sister.ā
And then, finally, the chance came for me to stop being a burden.
A high priest we happened to meet while living as beggars said he wanted to take me to the temple.
My brother turned pale at those words, but after speaking privately with the high priest, he brought me to the temple.
āWinie, the High Priest says you could become a saintess someday. He thinks itād be good for you to train your divine power at the temple as a saintess candidate.ā
āA saintess?ā
āYeah. Someone amazing who brings peace to the world.ā
Bring peace to the world? Me?
I didnāt really understand what that meant.
But I understood when my brother continued.
āBut if you do that, I canāt stay with you anymore. So⦠Iām thinking of traveling the world on my own.ā
Ah. So this is when he finally abandons me.
I thought it was the right choice.
And Iād already thought about what I should do when this moment came.
I have to let him go.
But for some reason, I couldnāt release my grip on his hand. It felt like something sticky was clinging to my fingers.
āSo you can live well here, right?ā
āā¦ā¦ā
I needed to say āyes.ā
But my throat felt completely blocked, like Iād swallowed a huge stone.
NoāI donāt think I can. Without my brother, I canātā
Strange thoughts kept echoing in my head.
This isnāt right. If I cling to him, heāll be unhappy.
With all my strength, I forced myself to let go of his hand. My fingertips ached.
Still, just like always, I smiled as if I didnāt know anything.
āYeah. Iāll be fine!ā
A smile spread across my brotherās face.
I hoped that, now that I was no longer weighing him down, he could finally be happy.
On my first day at the temple, I prayed desperately to God.
***
āUghā¦ā
As I lifted my heavy eyelids, a white ceiling came into view.
Where am I�
My mind felt hazy.
I sat up and looked around. Medical magic tools and potions were neatly arranged nearby.
Did the temple have a place like this?
Even if it did, I doubted theyād bring me hereāunless the High Priest was present.
Ah! RightāI made it to the Argent Ducal Estate. I even met the protagonist.
Memories from just before I collapsed came rushing back.
Being chased away by the gatekeeper, meeting the protagonist in the forest by chance, defeating the monsterā¦
āThen this place isā¦.ā
Click.
The door opened without a knock.
āā¦! Youāre awake.ā
A woman dressed as a maid entered, then quickly bowed in surprise when she saw me.
āI apologize. I didnāt realize you had regained consciousness.ā
āItāitās okay. I just woke up.ā
I calmed my pounding heart.
āUm⦠who are you? And where is this place?ā
āMy apologies. This is the Argent Ducal Estate, and I am a maid here.ā
The ducal estate? Really?
Iād expected it, but hearing it confirmed made my heart race.
I did it! I got into the protagonistās house!
I quietly took a deep breath to calm myself.
āI-Iām Winiel, a saintess candidate.ā
āIāve heard from Young Master Kain. He said you saved him from a monster. We are deeply grateful.ā
The maid clasped her hands and bowed politely.
āAnd on behalf of the household, I apologize for the blasphemous accusation of impersonation and for having you driven away earlier.ā
So that had been conveyed as well.
At least I wouldnāt need to explain that I wasnāt an impostor.
Well, someone did see me defeat the monsterāthereās no room for doubt.
Especially since that witness was the young master himself.
āYoung Master Kain said he would grant you any reward you wish.ā
āā¦A reward?ā
āYes. He said anything at all.ā
I blinked blankly, then stiffened in shock.
Anything at all?!
Once things started going my way, everything unraveled smoothly.
Then I can just ask him to capture the villain organization early, right?
I wouldnāt need to desperately plead and explain everything anymore.
My heart started racing again.
Is it really okay for things to be this easy?
I did tell Kain to repay me before I collapsed, but Iād only meant not to throw me away.
And honestly, even without me, Kain wouldnāt have died.
The original story didnāt begin until three years laterāand Kain was perfectly fine then.
So he probably wouldāve just been injured at most.
But thereās no need to say that. This way is much easier.
Now wasnāt the time to refuse food being spoon-fed to me.
āI see. Well, I am his lifesaver, after all. May I meet Young Master Kain right away? I need to tell him what I want.ā
āā¦ā¦ā
āIs something wrong?ā
āā¦No. Understood.ā
The maid made an awkward expression for a moment, then tilted her head slightly and left the room.
As soon as the door clicked shut, I sat on the bed and swung my legs back and forth.
Wow, this is going so smoothly! This is amazing!
The protagonistās personality was far better than Iād expected.
At this rate, heāll definitely listen when I ask him to deal with the villain organization early!
Then I needed to prepare properly too!
I stopped swinging my legs and began thinking seriously.
If I wanted things to move as quickly as possible, I had to give Kain accurate and useful information.
And I also needed to make sure I didnāt sound suspicious while saying it.
So what should I say? I canāt just tell him I read a novel in my past life where he was the protagonist.
Heād definitely think I was crazy and throw me out.
But I canāt easily say my brother is a villain either.
That would mean admitting Iām the villainās sister.
No matter how much of a lifesaver I was, no one would help the sister of a villain.
Hmm⦠then should I say I saw the future?
If I claimed Iād seen the future and that the villain organization would harm him, it wouldnāt sound strange.
And as a saintess candidate, it wouldnāt be suspicious for me to have prophetic visions.
Saintesses were mysterious beings, after allāso saintess candidates also carried that image.
Alright. Letās go with that!
Hehe. The corners of my mouth lifted on their own.
Just as I was finishing organizing my thoughts, the maid returned.
āYouāre ready? Shall we go now?ā
āIām sorry, butā¦ā
At my question, the maid lowered her head.
āYoung Master Kain has said that he does not wish to meet.ā






