Chapter: 3
âUhâŚ.â
Why is he just standing there, spacing out?
I rolled my eyes slightly.
This was clearly a dangerous situation, yet the boyâdespite gripping his swordâshowed no intention of running away or even swinging it.
He did look kind of helpless, which oddly fit the atmosphere.
Did he freeze up from fear?
I glanced at him once more, then turned my head away.
That wasnât what mattered right now.
âGrrrraaahâŚ.â
A monster that looked like a black slime squirmed forward, slowly stretching out its arm.
I wanted to stop it before it was summoned, but Iâm too late.
Black magic was a type of magic that summoned monsters, and because of its danger, it was strictly forbidden in the Empire.
At least monsters can be eliminated with divine power.
Still, it took far more effort than stopping black magic from activating in the first place.
I poured divine power into the temple insignia I was holding. The amount was on a completely different level from what Iâd used earlier just for show.
âDonât bully the weak!â
I hurled the insignia at the monster.
Fwoosh!
The monster was engulfed in white flames the moment it was struck, and before long, it vanished completely.
âPhewâŚ.â
Letting out a sigh of relief, I picked up the insignia and turned back toward the boy.
And in that instant, I doubted my eyes.
Jet-black hair like the darkest night. Deep crimson eyes gleaming under the moonlight. A sharp nose bridge and refined facial lines that seemed far too striking for someone so young.
His hair was slightly tousled by the wind, but even at a glance, he was unmistakably beautiful.
Isnât this⌠the protagonist?!
He looked exactly like the illustrations of the protagonist as a boy from the novel.
There was something strangely subdued about his presence, but I was certain.
âAre you Young Master Kain Argent?â
My hands trembled, and I clenched one with the other to steady myself.
The boy, who had been silently staring at me, finally spoke.
âThat is correct⌠Who are you?â
â!â
Itâs real. Heâs real!
My mouth fell open.
âHello, Young Master! Iâve really, really wanted to meet you!â
My eyes sparkled as I took a step toward Kain.
Startled, Kain stepped back.
Ignoring his reaction, I launched straight into my explanation.
âMy name is Winiel, a saintess candidate! I came because thereâs something I absolutely had to tell you, Young Master Kainââ
But my words cut off abruptly.
Huh? Why does Kain look like there are two of him�
Suddenly, the world spun.
Strength drained from my body, and I collapsed to the ground with a thud.
ââŚ!â
Kain hurried toward me, then froze mid-step.
Iâm dizzy⌠I canât get upâŚ
My stomach churned, and my body began to shake uncontrollably.
Iâd been feeling unwell, and now it had finally come back to bite me.
Why now, of all timesâŚ!
But I didnât even have time to feel wronged.
âThere! I sensed it over there!â
âHuh? The lightâs gone now. Is this thing broken?â
âJust check anyway! If itâs really a monster, itâll be a huge problem!â
Voices echoed from deeper within the forest.
âPeopleâŚ.â
Worse still, Kain turned toward the voices, as if recognizing them as members of the ducal household.
It looked like he was about to call for help.
No, you canât!
I hadnât finished explaining anything yetâI couldnât let Kain go like this.
On top of that, I was the suspicious person whoâd just been chased away from the ducal gates.
If someone like me is seen with the young master, itâll look even worse!
If things went wrong, I might never get another chance to talk to him.
That canât happen! I have to do somethingâanything!
Grabbing onto a tree trunk, I forced myself upright.
âYoung Master KainâŚ!â
At my faint call, Kain turned back.
SomehowâanyhowâI needed my sincerity to reach him.
Gathering every last bit of strength I had, I spoke.
âJust now⌠Iâm the one who saved you.â
ââŚâŚâ
âYour lifesaver. If you donât repay me, that makes you a person with no conscienceââ
Unfortunately, I lost consciousness before I could finish my sentence.
***
By the time I turned three, our mother had passed away as well, leaving my brother and me out on the streets.
Perhaps because we were so young and the hardship was overwhelming, those days are still vividly etched into my memory.
There was no one willing to help us as we lived like wanderers.
Eventually, we ended up in an orphanage.
But life there wasnât any better.
The orphanage rarely provided proper meals.
Especially for meâthey used the excuse that I was young and wouldnât eat much, and gave me even less food.
âWinie, youâre hungry, right? Here, eat my share.â
My brother handed me his portion, even though it wasnât enough for him either.
âIâm sorry, Winie. Iâll try to get more next time.â
He apologized for not taking better care of me.
That was when I vaguely realized something.
That I was a burden to my brother.
âThe silver-haired girl is becoming more appealing by the day. Sheâll sell for a high price. Itâs about time we start looking for a buyerââ
One day, my brother and I accidentally overheard the orphanage director saying that.
Without hesitation, my brother took me and secretly left the orphanage.
âWinie, from now on, weâre going to see the world together.â
He probably thought I wouldnât understand anythingâbut at five years old, I wasnât as naĂŻve as he believed.
âYeah! Sounds great! Brother, lookâthere are so many flowers on that tree!â
Still, I pretended not to know and smiled as always.
Because there was nothing someone weak and incapable like me could do.
Because I didnât want to make things harder for my brother.
But deep down, I always thoughtâ
If I hadnât existed, my brother could have stayed at the orphanage and been adopted.
He couldâve eaten all the food he begged for by himself.
I was the heaviest home in the worldâthe weight my brother carried.
âI sense an immense amount of divine power coming from your younger sister.â
And then, finally, the chance came for me to stop being a burden.
A high priest we happened to meet while living as beggars said he wanted to take me to the temple.
My brother turned pale at those words, but after speaking privately with the high priest, he brought me to the temple.
âWinie, the High Priest says you could become a saintess someday. He thinks itâd be good for you to train your divine power at the temple as a saintess candidate.â
âA saintess?â
âYeah. Someone amazing who brings peace to the world.â
Bring peace to the world? Me?
I didnât really understand what that meant.
But I understood when my brother continued.
âBut if you do that, I canât stay with you anymore. So⌠Iâm thinking of traveling the world on my own.â
Ah. So this is when he finally abandons me.
I thought it was the right choice.
And Iâd already thought about what I should do when this moment came.
I have to let him go.
But for some reason, I couldnât release my grip on his hand. It felt like something sticky was clinging to my fingers.
âSo you can live well here, right?â
ââŚâŚâ
I needed to say âyes.â
But my throat felt completely blocked, like Iâd swallowed a huge stone.
NoâI donât think I can. Without my brother, I canâtâ
Strange thoughts kept echoing in my head.
This isnât right. If I cling to him, heâll be unhappy.
With all my strength, I forced myself to let go of his hand. My fingertips ached.
Still, just like always, I smiled as if I didnât know anything.
âYeah. Iâll be fine!â
A smile spread across my brotherâs face.
I hoped that, now that I was no longer weighing him down, he could finally be happy.
On my first day at the temple, I prayed desperately to God.
***
âUghâŚâ
As I lifted my heavy eyelids, a white ceiling came into view.
Where am I�
My mind felt hazy.
I sat up and looked around. Medical magic tools and potions were neatly arranged nearby.
Did the temple have a place like this?
Even if it did, I doubted theyâd bring me hereâunless the High Priest was present.
Ah! RightâI made it to the Argent Ducal Estate. I even met the protagonist.
Memories from just before I collapsed came rushing back.
Being chased away by the gatekeeper, meeting the protagonist in the forest by chance, defeating the monsterâŚ
âThen this place isâŚ.â
Click.
The door opened without a knock.
ââŚ! Youâre awake.â
A woman dressed as a maid entered, then quickly bowed in surprise when she saw me.
âI apologize. I didnât realize you had regained consciousness.â
âItâitâs okay. I just woke up.â
I calmed my pounding heart.
âUm⌠who are you? And where is this place?â
âMy apologies. This is the Argent Ducal Estate, and I am a maid here.â
The ducal estate? Really?
Iâd expected it, but hearing it confirmed made my heart race.
I did it! I got into the protagonistâs house!
I quietly took a deep breath to calm myself.
âI-Iâm Winiel, a saintess candidate.â
âIâve heard from Young Master Kain. He said you saved him from a monster. We are deeply grateful.â
The maid clasped her hands and bowed politely.
âAnd on behalf of the household, I apologize for the blasphemous accusation of impersonation and for having you driven away earlier.â
So that had been conveyed as well.
At least I wouldnât need to explain that I wasnât an impostor.
Well, someone did see me defeat the monsterâthereâs no room for doubt.
Especially since that witness was the young master himself.
âYoung Master Kain said he would grant you any reward you wish.â
ââŚA reward?â
âYes. He said anything at all.â
I blinked blankly, then stiffened in shock.
Anything at all?!
Once things started going my way, everything unraveled smoothly.
Then I can just ask him to capture the villain organization early, right?
I wouldnât need to desperately plead and explain everything anymore.
My heart started racing again.
Is it really okay for things to be this easy?
I did tell Kain to repay me before I collapsed, but Iâd only meant not to throw me away.
And honestly, even without me, Kain wouldnât have died.
The original story didnât begin until three years laterâand Kain was perfectly fine then.
So he probably wouldâve just been injured at most.
But thereâs no need to say that. This way is much easier.
Now wasnât the time to refuse food being spoon-fed to me.
âI see. Well, I am his lifesaver, after all. May I meet Young Master Kain right away? I need to tell him what I want.â
ââŚâŚâ
âIs something wrong?â
ââŚNo. Understood.â
The maid made an awkward expression for a moment, then tilted her head slightly and left the room.
As soon as the door clicked shut, I sat on the bed and swung my legs back and forth.
Wow, this is going so smoothly! This is amazing!
The protagonistâs personality was far better than Iâd expected.
At this rate, heâll definitely listen when I ask him to deal with the villain organization early!
Then I needed to prepare properly too!
I stopped swinging my legs and began thinking seriously.
If I wanted things to move as quickly as possible, I had to give Kain accurate and useful information.
And I also needed to make sure I didnât sound suspicious while saying it.
So what should I say? I canât just tell him I read a novel in my past life where he was the protagonist.
Heâd definitely think I was crazy and throw me out.
But I canât easily say my brother is a villain either.
That would mean admitting Iâm the villainâs sister.
No matter how much of a lifesaver I was, no one would help the sister of a villain.
Hmm⌠then should I say I saw the future?
If I claimed Iâd seen the future and that the villain organization would harm him, it wouldnât sound strange.
And as a saintess candidate, it wouldnât be suspicious for me to have prophetic visions.
Saintesses were mysterious beings, after allâso saintess candidates also carried that image.
Alright. Letâs go with that!
Hehe. The corners of my mouth lifted on their own.
Just as I was finishing organizing my thoughts, the maid returned.
âYouâre ready? Shall we go now?â
âIâm sorry, butâŚâ
At my question, the maid lowered her head.
âYoung Master Kain has said that he does not wish to meet.â






