Chapter 10
āMe too. It feels like a dream just being able to talk face-to-face with you, sister after so long!ā
Ansharie, who had been chatting with a bright smile, suddenly turned gloomy.
āAh⦠is this a dream? I mean, Iām always asleep when I come to the nursing room. But Iāve never actually dreamed beforeā¦ā
She trailed off from a question into a mutter, looking as though she might burst into tears at any moment.
I had just been quietly watching her, amused by how she was cheerfully talking to herself, when a thought suddenly crossed my mindāperhaps, having grown up in such a strange place, her sense of reality and dreams had become blurred, making her anxious.
Before her confusion could deepen, I quickly pinched her cheek.
āHow about this? Does it hurt?ā
āEh?ā
āIn dreams, you donāt feel pain. But right now it hurts, right? So this is reality.ā
āI⦠I see.ā
Ansharie, startled by the sudden pinch, widened her eyes and responded awkwardly.
āNow that weāve confirmed itās not a dream, letās decide what to do for fun.ā
āYes!ā
And so our discussion beganāand went on endlessly.
In truth, there wasnāt much in the room besides a bed and a candle, so there were very few things we could actually do. Because of that, there werenāt many games I could think of for Ansharie either.
When thereās nothing to do, talking is the best option.
We continued chatting under the topic of ādeciding what to do for fun.ā
By the time we started running out of things to say, we naturally shifted topics, and before I knew it, Ansharie was nodding off.
Checking the pocket watch I had brought, I saw it was already nearing five oāclock.
āAnsharie, should we sleep soon?ā
āā¦Are you going back, sister?ā
āIf I stay too long, Iāll get caught by your father.ā
āIām⦠going to miss you so much.ā
She spoke dejectedly, her large eyes welling up with tears.
āIāll come again.ā
I reflexively answered.
She looked like she would cry at any moment.
Damn it⦠I originally planned to only observe through Lira so I wouldnāt get caught by Cain or the Marquisā¦
Even at night when no one was around, opening the iron door made noise, so there was always a risk of being discovered. I had intended not to enter the room directly for a while.
But seeing Ansharieās tears, I had blurted out something different from what I intended.
āReally?ā
Her tears vanished instantly, and Ansharieās face bloomed like a flower in full spring. She looked up at me with sparkling, expectant eyes.
I couldnāt take back my words now.
No choice. Iāll just have to be more careful from now on.
Wanting to preserve her smile, I nodded and extended my pinky.
āYeah. I promise.ā
āIāll be waiting.ā
Ansharie smiled brighter than ever and hooked her pinky with mine.
I gently kissed her forehead.
āGood night, Ansharie.ā
āYes. Sister, please return safely.ā
I pulled the blanket up to her neck and stood up.
I was worried about leaving her alone, but I really had to go now.
āLira, Iām counting on you.ā
āKyung.ā
I wanted to leave without using mental magic, but Cain or the Marquis might come to inspect at any time.
So I had to endure it for now.
I turned off the magical lamp, and at Liraās cue, a violet flame ignited.
I will definitely save you.
In a Drowsy Consciousness
A strange sensation of being forcibly pulled away overtook me.
I couldnāt move at all, as if I had been tightly bound in chains.
What is this?
I struggled, but whatever was holding me didnāt budge.
An uneasy feeling rose within me, and a warning kept echoing in my mind:
āYou canāt stay like this!ā
Please, moveāmy body!
With all my strength, I struggled desperately.
And thenā
[Kyang!]
A sharp sound rang out, and suddenly I was free.
Sleep paralysis? My vision was pitch blackā¦
I couldnāt finish the thought when I saw the scene before me.
Because Tiamiaās body was right in front of me.
So it wasnāt sleep paralysisāI was a ghost.
No wonder I felt so light, as if I had no body, and my perspective was close to the ceiling.
It seemed I had undergone astral projection.
I stared blankly at Tiamiaās motionless body, then suddenly realized somethingāI was not in my bed.
Where is this?
I looked around, but there were no windows, and not a single ray of light entered the room. The only illumination came from a bluish flame.
The candlelight surrounded Tiamiaās body, and a large magic circle was drawn on the floor.
There were no other furnishings, making it hard to identify the placeābut the atmosphere was clearly ominous.
And didnāt I just hear Liraās voice earlier?
But Lira, who had been sleeping beside me, was not here.
While I worried something might have happened to her because of me, a familiar voice cut through my thoughts.
It was Marquis Serentia.
āHas her soul left her body? Why is she still breathing?ā
He stepped into the magic circle from the darkness and placed a finger under Tiamiaās nose.
Waitāsoul leaving the body? Is this black magic already?
I had thought I still had time because there were no rumors of Ishtar performing silent casting magic.
But either something had changed, or I had simply been unaware.
Either way, it was clearāmy life was in danger.
Just as I was thinking of how to escape this crisis, the Marquis continued.
āHer mana circle hasnāt expanded either. Did the ritual fail?ā
That was strangely good news.
So maybe the black magic failed and caused this astral projection state?
It was a plausible theory.
Instead of having her soul absorbed, the ritual had likely failed midway, leaving Tiamiaās soul stranded outside her body.
As I was forming conclusions, the Marquis spoke again.
āYou said Tiamiaās mana circle was stable?ā
Then Cainās voice answered.
āIt may be due to the familiar.ā
āWhat does a familiar have to do with this?ā
āThe intention of enslaving Lady Tiamia was not only to use her as a sacrifice later, but also to control her comfortably until then. However, the more important purpose was to erase her self-awareness.ā
āI know that to separate soul and body, the sense of self must be removed first.ā
āYes. Thatās why childrenās souls are easier to extract than adultsā.ā
āTch. Iāve already heard that when absorbing Sieraās soul. Stop explaining and tell me why the ritual failed.ā
Siera was the name of the Marquisās wife.
So he didnāt absorb her soul immediately due to succession and public scrutinyābut instead kept brainwashing her?
It seemed long-term mental magic had delayed the process instead.
While I was shocked by information not present in the original story, Cain slowly approached the magic circle.
āIāve never performed this ritual on a mage with a familiar, so I canāt be certain, but theoretically, familiar magic connects master and familiar through mana.ā
According to Cain, communication and shared senses with familiars may exist because parts of their souls are connected through mana.
āSo youāre saying Tiamiaās sense of self became stronger because of the soul link with the familiar?ā
āThat is my hypothesis.ā
āI donāt buy it. Thatās only your speculation.ā
āOf course, but there is no other explanation for the failure.ā
āNo excuses. You should know that in the current situationāwhere a genius mage has emerged from that detestable Acherlaideāmy position will be at risk unless I reach 6th circle.ā
The Marquisās voice suddenly sharpened.
So Ishtar succeeded in silent casting magic!
I hadnāt heard the news, but the story was progressing as expected.
As I traced the original plot, I suddenly felt something off.
If what the Marquis says is true, then today is supposed to be the day Tiamia dies!
But why is she still alive?
Could Lira be the variable that changed everything, as Cain suggested?
Or maybe the incomplete fusion between my soul and Tiamiaās body caused the black magic to failā¦
Various hypotheses surfaced, but no clear answer emerged.
Meanwhile, their conversation neared its end.
āI will give you one last chance. Prepare everything by next month.ā
āYes. I will not disappoint you.ā
As the blue flame extinguished, my floating consciousness sank like it was being submerged underwater.
Later
After learning how to open the iron door, I confirmed that no one besides Caināwho brought mealsāever came near the nursing room.
So I visited Ansharie about twice a week.
It was partly because of my promise, but honestly, I also wanted to talk to my favorite character who hadnāt appeared much in the novel.
Well, even if my life is as fragile as a candle in the wind, thereās nothing I can do until I meet Ishtar at the imperial tea party anyway.
There was no point in rushing.
The problem wasā
āSister? Are you listening?ā
āā¦Huh? What did you say?ā
I had been lost in thought and reacted a beat too late.
Ansharie stared at me silently, then puffed her cheeks and said in a sulky voice:






