Chapter 03
Even after seating the fourteen-year-old child, he remained standing with his arms crossed, wearing nothing but a terrifying expression.
âHeâs not going to close his eyes, right? I need to show him me coughing up blood.â
Otherwise, all the effort of riding in the carriage together would have been for nothing.
In the end, I started chattering nonstop just to make sure he wouldnât close his eyes.
âIâm seeing Evan for the first time. Does Evan know heâs married?â
âHe doesnât.â
He really was an extraordinary father.
Just imagining going in front of the academy and saying, âHello, nice to meet you. My name is Laria, Iâm a year older than you, and, well⊠actually, Iâm your wife,â was already ridiculous.
âI see⊠graduating from the academy at thirteen, and suddenly having a wifeâŠâ
Even if it was ridiculous, pretending to accept it was the fate of someone weak.
ââŠThatâs entirely possible, I suppose.â
It wasnât uncommon for noble families to arrange early marriages, but marrying off a child without asking for their opinion? That was unheard of.
âHe uses even his son like a chess piece for absolute power⊠and if it doesnât serve his purpose, I guess someone like me would be easily swept aside.â
In the original story, Duke Icard didnât hesitate to do the unthinkable, even abducting priests to achieve his goals.
The more I thought about it, the more I realized I couldnât let him discover I was out of the villainâs plan.
âI hope Evan likes me.â
I quickly added, glancing once at Duke Icardâs chilling red eyes.
âI want to get along well with Evan.â
âWhy?â
Since I had already started talking, I wanted to make him feel good, so I smiled faintly and answered,
âBecause if he looks like you, Father, he must be handsome.â
ââŠ.â
Right? My lips curved up just now, right?
And just at the perfect moment, a cough started rising.
âI hope Father and Evan can be happy at the ducal estateâŠÂ cough, cough!â
Nice timing.
The handkerchief I pressed to my mouth was already stained with blood.
Iâm sick! Even if I look healthier and a bit fuller than when I first arrived, Iâm still terminal! Please, notice it!
Once the coughing subsided, I looked up at Duke Icard with as pitiful an expression as I could muster.
âCoughâŠ.â
I turned the handkerchief to show the blood-soaked part and let out a long sigh.
âThis isnât a big deal, itâs just⊠something from childhoodâŠâ
Duke Icard didnât say a word.
âI-Iâm sorry.â
I dropped my gaze and quietly added.
Iâd noticed over the past few days while looking in the mirror that while I was cute, when I made a sad expression, I looked genuinely pitiful and forlorn.
If Duke Icard asked if I was seriously ill, I was ready to answer with a convincingly pained expression, saying, âN-No⊠itâs nothingâŠâ
But instead, he said something entirely different.
âTell me.â
No, usually at this point, wouldnât one at least ask, âWhere does it hurt?â
âEh?â
âWhat do you mean by being happy at the ducal estate?â
I only said that casuallyâŠ
âYou, Evan, and Iâhow are we going to live happily together?â
But it was too terrifying to say it was just a polite, offhand remark.
I racked my brain desperately.
âSoâŠÂ cough.â
Coughing was the best way to buy time.
âCo-cough, cough.â
Having gained a little time, I began listing things families did together.
âTalking about the dayâs events during meals, taking walks together, going on picnicsâŠâ
ââŠ.â
I endured the silence and strained my mind.
âWhen good things happen, having parties; when tough things happen, comforting each other; laughing together at fun things; cherishing each other⊠small, everyday things like that.â
I couldnât think of anything else.
But as I listed them, I felt strangely emotional. Even though I was improvising, deep down, these were the things I truly wanted. In my previous life, I had no family, and I had never shared even small moments like this with anyone. My previous life had been miserable, and now this possession was doomedâŠ
âDid you live like that at the Rostri estate?â
Of course, the Rostri family was far from harmonious. My father, Count Rostri, was a notorious philanderer, rarely at home and constantly chasing affairs.
My older brother, sent to study on the Eastern Continent in defiance of Father, was practically exiled. Though it was called studying abroad, it was essentially being kicked out with only a small allowance at a free public academy.
And the only sea route to the Eastern Continent had been blocked by monsters three years ago. It would remain blocked for over six years.
At that time, the original storyâs male lead quickly made a fortune through trade, and Fred heard of the deaths of his entire family.
Anyway, for now, I had to consider my older brother nonexistent in my life.
My father gambled in every possible way and left me with not a single inheritance. What inheritance? Only debts remained. And the one who paid off all those debts and took me in was Duke Icard.
Even if he had ulterior motives, in a way, he was the benefactor who turned a worthless childâwho might have died in an orphanageâinto a legitimate ducal consort.
Even if I escaped the Icard estate right now, I had nowhere to go, with not a penny in my pocket.
âNoâŠâ
I slowly shook my head.
âAs you know, I couldnât live like that⊠my father hardly ever came home.â
âThat figures.â
âSo I want to live differently from my new family.â
I smiled faintly, clutching the bloodstained handkerchief.
âFrom the moment I first met you, Father, I wanted to make a good impression.â
Once I started my act, I maintained it consistently.
âYou even paid off my familyâs debts⊠Father, youâre my benefactor. Iâll really do my best.â
Duke Icard didnât say a word, gazed out the window for a moment, and let out a small sigh. Then he reached into his coat and handed me something.
âFather?â
I accepted the new handkerchief, blinking in confusion.
âYou canât cough up blood on the same spot again. Itâs unhygienic.â
Ah⊠he has a thing about other peopleâs blood.
Still, coughing up blood was the best way to show I was sick, so I had no choice.
âThank you, Father!â
Even if it felt cheap, I had no choice. I was the weakest here and had to crawl while gauging the strongest personâs reaction. And crawling skillfully was my specialty.
âIâll use it well. Thank you so much!â
âJust for a handkerchiefâŠâ
âBut still.â
I carefully folded the handkerchief and tucked it away.
âYou never gave me anything like this before.â
ââŠHmph.â
After that, Duke Icard remained silent until we arrived at the academy. I, too, stayed quiet since my coughing hadnât worsened.
âYour Grace, Little Lady.â
A servant approached and opened the carriage door.
âWeâve arrived.â
Ugh⊠being called âLittle Ladyâ at fourteen felt a bit awkward. From now on, I thought, they should just call me âLaria.â
We followed the servantâs polite words and got out of the carriage.
The elementary academy where Evan graduated was smaller and shabbier than the ducal estate.
âWell, rich and powerful children from the Western Continent usually receive private tutoringâŠâ
Only lower nobility children who couldnât afford private tutors attended academies. Duke Icard had irresponsibly stuck his only son in such a place.
âAnd he hardly checked on him for years afterward.â
âWhen we return to the ducal estateâŠâ
At that moment, Duke Icard tersely told the servant,
âOrder about a hundred high-quality handkerchiefs.â
âŠDoes that mean he wants me to cough up blood more often?






