Chapter – 27
ââMr. Cha Yugeon? What are you doing over there? Still havenât fixed that creepy habit of snooping through other peopleâs diaries? Peeking at others again?â
Startled, Jian looked this way and asked.
W-WhatâŚ? The person behind you wasnât me?
âWhat? The person behind me is Mr. Cha Yugeon? What are you talking about? This is the person I love.â
Only then did Yugeon clearly see the man holding Jian in his arms.
It was that bastardâher companyâs CEOâthe one Jian used to smile so prettily at.
He was smirking down at Yugeon from the audience seats.
âI told you. The person I love is someone much more wonderful than Mr. Cha Yugeon. He and I communicate so well, and heâs so kind.â
Jian sneered as well.
âSo please donât compare him to someone totally pathetic like you, Mr. Cha Yugeon, who snoops through other peopleâs diaries. Okay? Understood?â
â…Mr. âŚYugeon!â
âGahâ!â
Yugeon jolted awake at the sound of someone calling him.
âMr. Yugeon! Are you okay?â
Jianâs worried face filled his vision as she looked down at him.
Still dazed, Yugeon glanced around.
It was his bedroom. Not the damned pottery wheel.
So what he had just seenâit had been a dream.
âHaahâŚ!â
He wiped his face dry and let out a deep sigh.
He felt relieved knowing it was a dream, yet even now, the sticky remnants of it clung unpleasantly to his mind.
âLook at all this sweat on your forehead⌠Did you have a bad dream?â
Jian asked, still looking concerned as she wiped his sweat with the sleeve of her pajamas.
She had been sleeping soundly in his broad, firm chest when she woke to his groaningâângh⌠ughâŚââand the sight of his face twisted in pain even in his sleep had driven away her drowsiness completely.
âNoâŚâ
He couldnât exactly say, âIn my dream, you were making pottery with that bastard and calling me totally pathetic.â
He checked the time. It was earlier than his usual waking hour.
Telling Jian to go back to sleep, Yugeon went to his study instead. There was no way he could fall back asleep.
âTo have such a damn nightmare.â
It felt as if someone were mocking his confidence from last nightâthat if she had been awake, she would have fallen for him.
âHaah⌠I really need to hurry.â
The key thing he had forgotten all this timeâ
To give Mr. Sunyoung a great-grandchild.
âŚAnd to do that, he would have to win Eun Jianâs heart.
Once he achieved all his goals.
Once that happened.
Then this heart of his, which kept making a chaotic mess because of Eun Jian, would finally find peace.
RightâŚ? Thatâs how it works, right?
Yes. It must be.
Jian seemed to be getting healthier too, so now was truly the time to step on the gas.
Morning came, and after the holiday, the world returned to its normal rhythm.
After work, Jian and Yugeon had dinner together as usual.
Yugeon had resolved to dazzle her with flashy flirting from now on.
He was just about to ask her if she wanted to go for a drive over the weekendâ
But Jian spoke first.
âOh, right. Next Friday and Saturday, Iâm going on a one-night, two-day volunteer trip with my company. I thought I should tell you in advance.â
âVolunteer trip?â
âYes. Weâre doing talent donations to support the emotional well-being of elderly people in rural areas. The whole company is going.â
Companies often engage in donations and volunteer work to fulfill their social responsibilities.
Since Jianâs company was a pottery company, they had apparently planned something like a one-day ceramics class.
But one night and two days?
That meant he would have to be apart from Jian the entire time.
Even though he knew it was work-related, a surge of dislike rose within him.
Suppressing his true feelings, Yugeon asked,
ââŚWhere are you going?â
âTo ChungnamâŚâ
It was a region familiar to Yugeon.
It was Sunyoungâs hometown, and where Lee SunjaâSunyoungâs younger sister and Yugeonâs grandauntâlived.
Normally, they visited Sunja during holidays as well, but this Chuseok she had gone on a Southeast Asia trip with some neighborhood grandmothers.
Now that I think about it, I should call Lady Sunja sometime soon.
âOkay, Iââ
Yugeon nodded, then froze.
âWait. A company volunteer tripâŚ? Then in the dream, when Eun Jian was making pottery with that CEO bastardâŚâ
The dawn nightmare flashed back, and a sense of crisis washed over him.
Why does she keep getting tangled up with that CEO?
Inside Yugeon, two selves began fighting fiercely.
The childish, reckless self that wanted to shout at her not to go.
And the mature adult self that understood the importance of social life.
Jian stared at him with a puzzled expression, as if asking, Whatâs wrong?
âYou canât⌠not go, right?â
Unlike a simple company dinner, this was a full one-night, two-day trip. And right after that nightmare.
He desperately didnât want to send her.
âUm⌠no. Unless something special comes up. Why? Do you have something that weekend?â
He didnât.
Chuseok had just ended yesterday.
They had already visited both sides of the family.
âNo. It just sounds tiring, going all the way through Saturday. Social responsibility is good and all, but shouldnât employees be happy first? If Eun Jian ends up exhausted, whatâs the point? Hm? Donât you think?â
He brought that up half-heartedly.
âOh, come on. Itâs for a good cause, and itâs only once in a while. Weâll be busy running the program Friday afternoon and Saturday during the day, but Friday night weâre going to grill barbecue at the lodging and have fun together. Iâm really looking forward to it.â
Completely unaware of his inner turmoil, Jian smiled brightly.
As a newcomer to the workforce, this was Jianâs first job, and she hadnât been there long.
Of course she would be excited about something like that.
Seeing her anticipation like a child before a picnic, Yugeon couldnât insist any further.
Perhaps because of the anxiety caused by Jianâs upcoming tripâ
The nightmare Yugeon had dismissed as a one-time thing returned again that night.
In the dream, Jian was once more making pottery while being back-hugged by that CEO bastard.
And when Yugeon, nothing more than âAudience Member #1,â protested to the production company about why he wasnât the male lead, she sneered and said,
âBecause Mr. Cha Yugeon is totally pathetic!â
âUghhhâ!â
He groaned and woke up again.
The sound startled Jian awake as well.
âE-Eun JianâŚ! Youâre really Eun Jian, right?â
Holding her small face in both hands, he asked urgently.
There was no mocking smile.
No clay-stained hands overlapping with that manâs.
âUuh⌠y-yes⌠itâs meâŚâ
With both cheeks squished by his hands, Jian answered in a fish-like pout.
Only then did Yugeon sigh in relief.
It was just a dream.
âYou had another nightmare? What kind of dream was itâŚ? Was I in it?â
ââŚNo. Itâs nothing. Sorry for waking you again. Go back to sleep.â
âAre you sure youâre okay? If you think you might have another nightmare, I could⌠hold your hand?â
Yugeon was about to refuse out of embarrassmentâ
Then changed his mind.
ââŚThen, would you?â
He didnât know if that would really stop the nightmares.
But at least one of her handsâ
The one that had overlapped with that bastardâs in his dreamâ
He wanted to claim for himself.
Even if, in her life, he was nothing more than a spectator.






