-chapter 9-
Ah, right! I almost forgot.
âThis oneâs for Herden!â
I pulled out another container Iâd kept in my pocket and showed it to him.
The moment I did, his face broke into a wide grin.
At first, heâd looked a little hesitant, but after seeing Ciderion eat his, he mustâve gotten curious.
âIf youâre offering, Iâll accept it gratefully.â
He even stood up and walked briskly over to me.
âHm? This one seems a bit different from His Highnessâs?â
Herden asked, comparing it to what Ciderion had received.
Well, that kid likes sweet thingsâand youâre an adult!
What Iâd given Herden was mint candy.
âThat oneâs a special custom-made service just for you, Herden! If you eat it when youâre sleepy, itâll help wake you right up.â
âSleepy?â
Tilting his head, Herden took a candy from the container and popped it into his mouth.
âWow! It feels so refreshing in my mouth. I canât believe snacks like this existâŚ!â
He exclaimed in awe, his face lighting up with excitement.
âŚHe really likes it.
I guess I should remember to bring some for Herden from time to time too.
âYouâre late today.â
Ciderion said as I slipped into his office.
Itâs only thirty minutes later than usual.
Hah, this brat is really getting trained by his big sister.
âWhatâs with that ugly grinâŚ?â
âUgly? Mary says Iâm the prettiest person in the world.â
Well, she didnât actually say it that explicitly.
âWhat maid would dare tell her master heâs ugly?â
You littleâŚ
When someone attacks you over looks, youâre supposed to counter with looksâbutâŚ
I stared closely at his face, examining it bit by bit.
Longer eyelashes than mine, snow-white skin like freshly fallen winter snow, jet-black hair darker than the night sky and silky smooth, and delicate yet perfectly proportioned features packed into a small face.
Mm.
âPerfect defense.â
There was absolutely nothing to criticize.
I clicked my tongue and looked away.
âFine. Must be nice being pretty.â
Ciderion looked at me as if I were ridiculous, then decided I wasnât worth dealing with and turned his attention back to his paperwork.
âSo, what did you bring today?â
âNothing.â
Stop.
His pen, which had been moving busily, came to a halt.
In a voice tinged with emotion, he asked,
âThen why are you here?â
Wow. Look at this guy.
They really werenât lying when they said kindness eventually gets mistaken for entitlement.
I puffed out my cheeks.
âDo you think Iâm some kind of snack-delivery maid?â
âNot much different.â
âThatâs seriously cruel.â
ââŚHonestly, I was kind of expecting something.â
Herden slipped in quietly.
Even Herden, the embodiment of kindness�
Looks like I trained them too well.
My talent is terrifying.
But I canât let my guard down yet.
You can tame a beast with meat, sureâbut once the meat runs out, you become the next meal.
âDonât bother us. Leave.â
Just like that.
After all the snacks Iâve brought you, you heartless bastard!
Todayâs lack of snacks was a test.
I wanted to see how Ciderion would treat me when I didnât bring anything.
And this was the result.
Bangâ!
Damn it. He actually kicked me out?
âUgh, forget it. What was I even expecting?â
I thought weâd gotten at least a little closer, but maybe that was all in my head.
Grumbling, I returned to my room, feeling oddly lonely.
âMilady, arenât you going today?â
Mary asked as she kept glancing at the clock.
I lay face-down on my bed, flipping pages in a book as I answered casually.
âWhere?â
âTo the masterâs office. You go there all the time.â
Mary, watch your wording!
âWhen have I ever gone all the time?!â
I shot her a glare.
âYes, yes. My apologies for asking.â
She shook her head and continued cleaning the room.
For the record, this is not because Iâm sulking.
I just realized that taming Ciderion with snacks isnât as effective as Iâd hoped, so Iâm revising my strategy.
The revised plan isâŚ
I havenât actually come up with one yet.
So until I do, this is a temporary break.
Still, it feels kind of empty.
Itâs been two weeks since I started bringing Ciderion snacks.
I guess it became part of my daily routine.
Feeling this hollow after skipping just one dayâŚ
But Ciderion probably doesnât care at all.
That thought stung a little.
I kept telling myself he was scary, yet somewhere along the way I mustâve mistaken us for friends.
Get a grip, Lillia. Heâs a terrifying mastermind!
In the original story, Ciderion was a cold-blooded man who wouldnât hesitate to commit any atrocity to claim the heroine, Adriana.
He felt no remorse even when killing people.
Granted, that was due to the influence of his fire attributeâbut still.
Just what is that cursed attribute, anyway?
I picked up the hand mirror from my bedside table and studied my eyes closely.
To determine someoneâs innate attribute, you look at their eyes.
Since I was born with the water attribute, a blue aura shimmered like heat haze within my yellow irises.
And Mary had the wind attribute.
Itâs fascinating every time I see it.
Ordinary people canât properly wield their attribute powerâespecially before adulthood, when itâs even weaker.
But Ciderion awakens his at fifteen and sweeps across battlefields.
So this is the overpowered strength of a dark-matter subâmale lead.
Still, being thrown alone onto a battlefield at such a young age wasnât exactly enviable.
âŚThough I was jealous of the power and fame.
If Iâd possessed the body of a male lead or subâmale lead, Iâd be conquering this world.
Why did I have to be such a useless supporting character?!
I pouted and complained, but reality didnât change.
âOh my, itâs already this late.â
Maryâs words snapped me back to reality.
Though Iâd done nothing in particular, the sun outside was already setting.
And when the sun sets, what do you do?
âItâs dinner time.â
Which meantâ
âI guess youâve decided not to come at all.â
I had to see Ciderion.
He spoke while slightly pushing out his lower lip.
What? Is he⌠sulking?
No. This is Ciderion.
The man who probably thinks of me as an ant on the roadside. Thereâs no way heâd sulk over me.
I hesitated, then went with a generic excuse.
ââŚIâm not feeling very well.â
âYouâre notâŚ?â
âCoughâkhm! Iâve got the chills. Might be coming down with a cold. Youâre busy, so I didnât want to infect you.â
Even if I played the part of a kind person who put others first, he wouldnât feel even the slightest bit touched.
Letâs just eat.
Feeling oddly bitter, I scooped up some soup.
Noâmore precisely, I was just about to bring it to my mouth whenâ
âThen I guess you canât go.â
My gaze snapped from the soup to Ciderion.
âCanât go where?â
âWe received an invitation from the imperial family to attend a banquet.â
He said it casually while cutting his steak.
A banquetâŚ
ââA banquet?!â
I shot to my feet. Ciderion frowned slightly.
âDonât make a scene.â
âYes, sir.â
I quickly sat back down.
âB-but really? An invitation? Weâre actually going?â
âThat was the plan⌠but if youâve caught something contagious like a cold, itâd be better not to.â
âNo! Itâs not a cold! Itâsâuh! You know pollen allergies? I have those! I mustâve mistaken it!â
Even I thought the excuse was pathetic.
But a banquetâŚ
The crown jewel of transmigration storiesâa banquet!
Any avid reader of romance fantasy has thought about it at least once.
What would a banquet be like? How dazzling would it be?
I didnât crave it desperately, but I wanted to experience it at least once before I died.
Yet I didnât even own a proper dress, and having been sold into political maneuvering, I didnât have the freedom to go out.
Granted, I was a homebody by nature, so it didnât suffocate me too much.
Still, choosing not to go and being unable to go are two very different things.
Looks like the snack shuttle worked after all.
I hadnât just been playing snack maid all this time.
Snacks were merely the excuseâthe real goal was creating opportunities to meet.
No matter how well I knew him from the novel, actually talking to him was still necessary.
But since Ciderion was so taciturn, most of the time it was just me rambling.
About what I liked, what I wanted to eat, places I wanted to visitâŚ
And I definitely mentioned wanting to go to a banquet.
Maybe he remembered that.
Nodding to myself at this perfectly reasonable assumption, I suddenly realized something strange.
Would Ciderion really go that far for me just because of a few snacks?
That personality-less monster?
âŚMaybe itâs because his powers havenât fully awakened yet.
Just as that thought crossed my mindâ
âI donât particularly want to go, but the invitation said I should attend before the war.â
His next words deflated me slightly.
Of course. Who was I kidding?
But hey, good is good!
Ciderionâs face was clearly full of annoyance. Kind of cute, actually.
I was gazing at him fondly whenâ
Huh?
His usually rigid lips curved upward, ever so slightly.
Thinking Iâd imagined it, I blinked and looked again.
Yeah, figures.
Whether it was a trick of the eye or not, his mouth was flat as ever.
Guess I was seeing things.
I soon lost interest and shifted my thoughts.
More importantly, what do I need to prepare for a banquet?
I wonât need to prepare anything myself⌠right?






