chapter 4
Calion said he would look for a safe zone again and told me to wait, but I said I wanted to stay with him.
If I just stayed alone in a supposedly safe place, something like what happened earlier was bound to happen again, and I absolutely didnât want to die from tripping while trying to escape.
Even if I ended up trailing behind him like fish droppings stuck to a goldfish, it was still best to stay with Calion until we reached the village.
Though there was also the question of whether that village was even safe.
âI understand, Master. Please donât leave my side.â
From Calionâs perspective, it wouldnât be strange if he found meâsomeone with no strength or abilities but insisting on following himâannoying. But unexpectedly, he agreed without hesitation. The collapse of the cave must have been a shock even to him.
He had left me in what he thought was a safe place, but it turned out not to be safe at all, and I had nearly died because of it.
If I had actually died, he would likely have felt even more guilt, so he probably judged that keeping me directly by his side was better.
Just from seeing him cut down that horrific monster in a single stroke, I could tell Calion was strong.
If I added my âscreaming buffâ from the side, maybe we could at least make it to the village safely.
âŚThat prediction turned out to be wrong.
We planned to avoid the monster habitat and return through the gorge, but unfortunately, that place was full of monsters that had wandered out of their territory in groups.
The gorge had only one path, so there was no way to escapeâwe were cornered.
True to his title as a monster hunter, Calion managed to take them all down, but in the process, he suffered a deep wound to his chest.
âCalion, stay conscious!â
If I had been alone, I would have distracted the monsters and escaped or hidden, but because he was protecting me, Calion had to face them head-on and defeat them all properly.
If my âscreaming buffâ had worked on myself too, I would have sprinted away at full speed. Truly, I was not helpful at all.
âItâll get dark soon.â
We needed a place to hide and rest for the night.
I desperately looked around.
There was no cave, but I found a large boulder.
It was wrapped in huge tree roots on top, and the gaps were wide enoughâit looked sufficient for sheltering for a night.
âBut if I stay here, wonât it collapse?â
Should I leave Calion and go somewhere else? But where? If I climbed a tree and the branch snapped and I fell to my death, that would be a problem too. Should I just crouch somewhere and sleep under leaves?
Even a righteous person is still humanâit would be nice if they could sleep a bit comfortably.
âMaster. Please come this way⌠itâs dangerous outside.â
Calion stopped me as I tried to go out. His face looked unwell.
He insisted he was fine and that his injuries werenât serious, but clearly he was just trying to reassure me.
âI canât just leave an injured person. The system will probably allow this much.â
If I caused the boulder to collapse again⌠Iâd be a total piece-of-trash system user, trash status window, trash questâtriple crown!
If thereâs any conscience at all, just let me leave the patient alone, please.
Cursing the system internally, I moved beside Calion and crouched down.
The space was narrow, so even while crouching our bodies slightly touched.
âSorry, Calion.â
ââŚWhy are you apologizing?â
âYouâre protecting me, but⌠Iâve just been screaming the whole time. I thought it mightâve been annoying.â
In truth, I was trying to apply my buff through screaming, but from Calionâs perspective, it mustâve looked like I was just a useless woman screaming for no reason.
But since Calion couldnât see my system window, even if I explained that my screaming helped him act faster, he probably wouldnât believe it.
âThat is not true. Because of you, I was able to defeat the monsters.â
Huh?
âThe moment your voice echoed, the monstersâ movements slowed down.â
Apparently, what I experienced as a speed-boosting buff was perceived by him as slowing down the enemy.
Since speed is relative, that wasnât entirely wrong.
âIt feels like your voice has the power to suppress monsters.â
No, itâs an ally buffâit doesnât work on monsters.
But I couldnât explain the mechanism, so I just smiled and let it pass.
âHaaâŚâ
Calion exhaled deeply and leaned against the rock. Sweat beaded on his neatly set forehead.
âIt must hurt.â
Even a small cut stings and burns with fever; a wound that deep must have been painful just to stay conscious through.
âCalion. Does it hurt a lot?â
âI⌠am fineâŚâ
He looked like even speaking was difficult, which made me feel uneasy.
I wished he would just fall asleep, but Calion, wary of another monster attack, kept asking me to talk so he wouldnât doze off.
âIf they were going to give me a skill, they shouldâve given me healing.â
Why doesnât this place even have basic healing skills?
At that moment, a system window suddenly appeared.
[Virtue of the Sacrificial One]
Will you consume your life force to heal ally [Calion]âs injuries?
Yes / No
What is this. Healing was possible?
I thought I was just a support type with only one buff skill, but maybe I was actually a healer.
âConsume life force to healâŚâ
Could it be that I save Calion here and die?
I thought for a moment.
I didnât know how much life force would be consumed per heal, but Calion couldnât fight monsters in his injured state. Without him, escaping this place or finding the village would be impossible.
âAnyway, I only have 30 days left to live.â
Dying crushed by a cave collapse or torn apart by monsters was unacceptable, but saving Calion and dying⌠somehow felt okay.
âIf I die after saving someone, surely it wonât be painful, right?â
Having made my decision, I looked at the system window.
Without even clicking, it seemed the choice was made by my intent aloneâthe âYesâ button was automatically selected, the window disappeared, and a blue light point appeared over Calionâs body.
[Healing will begin]
Please press your lips to the blue guide mark.
The closer to the wound and the stronger the contact, the greater the healing effect.
Guide mark [V]
Linked with charm skill (inactive due to lack of acquisition)
Why did a healing skill suddenly turn into a sexual harassment event?
I shifted my gaze to Calion.
The blue marks appeared on his forehead, lips, injured chest, and left hand.
And then there was an unbelievable place glowing faintly blueâso bright it couldnât be an illusion.
âWhy⌠why is his left thigh glowing?â
I thought this was a survival game without morals, but could this world I reincarnated into actually be a dating simulation game?
âEven if it is a romance game, how am I supposed to⌠touch a man Iâve only just met?! Am I insane?!â
A romance game is supposed to be about exciting, fluttering love experiences, right?
This was just harassment. From Calionâs perspective, this would be a disaster.
I couldnât possibly do something like that to someone I had only exchanged names with.
He was injured protecting meâthere had to be limits to ingratitude.
Even if I was prepared to die after healing him, I didnât want to be misunderstood as a pervert who repaid kindness with indecency.
I averted my eyes from Calionâs most brightly glowing lower body.
I am, after all, a rational person who lived in a lawful democratic society. Not some lust-driven creep who molests the sick.
âThe most reasonable place isâŚâ
His hand.
Kissing the chest wound would likely be most effective, but I didnât have the courage to throw myself onto his chest.
They said being farther reduced effectivenessânot that it wouldnât work.
Morality, reason, and logic aligned. My choice was his hand.
âNow the question is how to do this naturallyâŚâ
I checked Calionâs expression. The blue markers floating over his handsome face were distracting.
âRemove guide display.â
I muttered inwardly, and the checkmark in the system window turned offâthe blue marks disappeared. I had memorized their locations anyway.
âCalion.â
âYesâŚâ
âIâm sorry for the late introduction. Thank you for saving me. Truly.â
Calion blinked. He probably thought it was a sudden statement. But gratitude is never enough no matter how many times you say it, and this was the perfect opportunity for contact.
With trembling eyes, I looked at him and gently took his left hand.
âIâm trying to save you right now. Not do anything strange!â
To avoid being misunderstood as a creep, I tried my best to look pitiful.
âIâm sorry I couldnât be of help. If only I could take your pain awayâŚâ
âAhâŚâ
Calion seemed about to say something. If he refused and pulled his hand away, everything would be ruined.
Quickly, I held his hand with both of mine and pressed my lips to his hand.






