Chapter 3
At that moment, the door to the private room opened, and a server wheeled in a cart, setting simple yet pretty dishes onto the table.
Fortunately, a brief reprieve arrived.
After the server left, Go Jun-i let out an irritated sigh and spoke to her.
âHooâletâs just eat. Enough wasting time and energy.â
âMy grandma says you get punished for wasting food. Letâs eat first. It looks real pretty.â
She sliced into the buckwheat tart with her knife, the blade scraping softly. Sweat ran down her spine, but she pretended to be calm as she stuffed the food into her mouth.
Go Jun-i watched her silently, his gaze noisy with disdain. She deliberately ignored it and asked casually,
âThen⊠what kind of woman do you find sexy? Tell me.â
Because she had to make it to marriage with himâonly then would her grandma live.
âA woman who doesnât get bride training.â
His answer stabbed her chest. Because, in his eyes, she was already branded as just a woman whoâd received that sort of training.
He went on, describing his ideal of a sexy woman.
âA woman who has something she wants to do, dreams she wants to achieve, and runs herself ragged chasing those dreams. A woman who doesnât stake her life on love or waste effort on marriage. A woman who lives each day fully, pursuing clear values and purpose in life. Is that enough?â
It sounded like he had someone specific in mind.
She, too, had dreamsâthings she wanted to do and achieve. Though everything had changed now.
She asked again,
âSo if I become that kind of woman, will that do? Or⊠is there someone you like?â
ââŠâŠâ
âSo thatâs why I wonât do, huh.â
Maybe it was a sharp question. Go Jun-iâs smooth brow creased slightly, though his voice came out unhurried.
âYour name was⊠right, Ma Dosil. Itâs unusualâI almost forgot. Why do you think that is? Because I feel absolutely no attraction toward you. If weâre talking marriage, I should at least feel some desire to press lips together. But I donât feel anything.â
This man really knew how to scrape at peopleâs insides. Did he think sheâd back off once she got hurt? That clinging would only make her look worse?
Most women would retreat to protect their prideâbut she had a purpose. And to achieve it, she had to endure each day fully. Desperately.
âWell, you never know. We might rub lips and suddenlyâbamâyou get all lustful and decide Iâm sexy.â
By any words necessary. Desperately.
This man was the rope she had to cling to to reach her goal, so she had to grip it fiercely.
Even if a cryptic smile bloomed on Go Jun-iâs lips.
âI donât think thatâll happen.â
Even with such a firm, obvious answer, she couldnât give up.
âThen why are you still sittinâ here? Ainât it âcause you need me too, so you canât leave?â
âNeed you for what?â
âFor me to dump you, right? You canât tell your parents youâll never marry, so youâre pushinâ it onto me. Youâre pokinâ at my pride so Iâll say it firstââI canât marry!â Ainât that it? Am I wrong?â
âYouâre perceptive, but you lack tact. If you knew, you shouldâve exited on your own.â
She had a purpose, and to achieve it, she had to live each day to the fullest.
Crack. Crack.
Go Jun-iâs long fingers sounded again as his knuckles popped.
His strikingly handsome face looked even more hopeless with that infuriating boredom etched into it.
And yetâwas it some kind of handsome-man nausea? Every time she looked at that face, something churned noisily below her chest.
To the point she thought maybe marrying him and living off his face wouldnât be so bad.
Her eyes flashed as she declared to him,
âIâm gonna marry you. I will.â
ââŠâŠâ
âSo if you donât wanna marry me, then you go ahead and smash it yourself. Donât tell me to be the one to smash it.â
This was exactly whyâwhy people in this world were so exhausting and disgusting. Bastards were even worse.
He rubbed each finger joint one by one. Crack. Crack.
It was a habit heâd developed long ago, after his mother died and a new family appeared.
Ma Dosil.
Heâd heard she was the illegitimate child born from the former chairman of Jeonghan Dailyâs affair. She resembled his own spoiled youngest half-sister.
His half-sisterâhis fatherâs mistress and her daughter, who entered the house after his motherâs death, wreaking havoc both inside and outside the home.
Ha. This was exactly why bastards were irritating.
The only difference was that this one was stubborn in a different direction.
âSo you learn cooking because your family tells you to, learn painting because they tell you to, and even marry because they tell you to. So obedient. Is it because youâre a bastardâŠ? Too bad. Iâm someone who finds bastards disgusting.â
âAh, so you even knew I was a bastard, not just some idiot who got bride training. Thatâs right. So you canât marry me âcause Iâm disgusting? Ahâyou said I ainât sexy. Thatâs fine by me.â
âYour stepmother mustâve treated you well. Judging by how youâre volunteering to be the family sacrifice. Or did you fall for me at first sightâŠ?â
Our side had decided to absorb Jeonghan Dailyâs failing OTT platform. The staff would remain, but decision-making authority would be ours.
This marriage wasnât some binding promise or deal like in old times.
Still, the other side had enthusiastically welcomed the marriage we proposed, treating it as exactly thatâa contract or pledge.
He was being threatened by his father.
All he needed was for this woman to refuse, and the marriage would fall apart smoothly. Heâd come here thinking it wouldnât be difficult.
But she was a landmine. Ma Dosilâwith the strange name.
An illegitimate child who spoke like a grandmother and stubbornly insisted on marrying him.
No matter how cruelly he gnawed at her pride, she took no damage at allâjust stared back with those ferret-like, cunning eyes glittering even brighter.
Was Ma Dosilâs biological mother still alive?
Even if the former chairman had died and sheâd grown up under a stepmother, she looked like sheâd been raised delicately enough to receive bride training. Then why was his father so desperate to marry her off to him?
Even if his father had been close with the former chairmanâwhy?
And even if it was a family orderâwhy was this woman so desperate to marry him?
âI guess I did fall for you at first sight. Bet youâve heard that plentyâhandsome enough to drive women wild, right?â
Her calm, almost-confessional words made him want to laugh in disbelief.
What the hell was this woman? He found himself oddly curious about the true identity of Ma Dosil, with her strange name.
âBut even if you lived shut away in the provinces⊠your dialectâs a bit much. Who exactly did you live with?â
My grandma.
But she couldnât let people like him find out about her grandmother.
She had to maintain the image of the secret daughter of a chaebol familyâa refined woman whoâd received bride training.
That refined concept was already pretty broken thanks to her dialect, though.
âI went to school, chatted with folks in the neighborhoodâuh, talked with themâand just lived there. I grew up there, so⊠ainât it natural the dialect stuck?â
Even so, it was excessive. Like the speech of elderly villagers.
Still, he didnât want to dig any deeper into her story or past.
âFine. But in the end, you fell for my face? Thatâs hardly a reason to go as far as marriage. Or are you thinking of this marriage as an M&A contract?â
Chairwoman Lee firmly believed this marriage was no different from signing an acquisition agreement.
âThe elders sure think that way. If I break this marriage and the company falls apartâwill you take responsibility for that?â






