Chapter 50
No way⊠was Kin really the kind of trash who used a young ladyâs pure feelings for his own benefit?
Maybe he misunderstood my look, because Ricky just shrugged.
âWell, you might feel upset hearing this⊠but the boss does trust and care about Polina.â
Unlike the other subordinates, who were sent out on outside missions according to their abilities, Polina was never sent away. He always kept her by his side as his personal guard.
âIf you think about it the other way, maybe he doesnât rate her skills highly enough to send her on outside missions. But still, itâs true that the boss treats Polina differently from the others.â
I had been living in this castle for months, and this was the first time Iâd heard this.
âOh⊠theyâre closer than I thought?â
I must have looked surprised, because Ricky started teasing me again.
âWhy? Feeling threatened hearing that?â
âN-No, Iâm not!â
âLiar! Youâre scared your place is going to be taken, right? Hmm?â
âWhat are you even saying?!â
âI canât wait to see who ends up taking the boss. This is going to be fun! Hahaha!â
âRicky! Youâre dead!â
Finally, I couldnât take it anymore. I jumped up and grabbed his cheeks, stretching them out like dough.
âHehehe, hehehe!â
But Ricky just kept laughing like an idiot.
âAnnoying brat!â
Ugh, I canât even really hate him!
The next day.
With unfocused eyes, I shouted at the crowd.
âEveryone! Please line up! Thereâs an order here, okay? Weâre going in one by one, in the order you arrived!â
Suddenly someone jumped out and yelled,
âThis bastard Peter cut in line!â
âNo, I didnât! I was here first!â
âYou idiot, you mustâve remembered wrong. I was first!â
âEven with your stupid brain, you should remember who came first, you shameless jerk!â
âWhat did you say, you big-nosed freak?!â
âWhat about you, shovel chin?!â
âArghhh!â
âLetâs settle this with our fists!â
âFine, bring it on!â
In an instant, a fistfight broke out. The crowd gathered in a circle, booing and cheering as they watched the fight excitedly.
I grabbed my hair.
âThese idiots donât even know how to stand in line!â
Why was I in this situation?
Because today was the lordâs audience day, held once every two weeks.
My job was to let people enter the audience room in order.
The people who lived inside the castle were criminals, but they were the more âgentlemanlyâ type. At least they listened to reason.
But the people who had come to see Kin were all furious.
Each of them carried their own worries and anger. It felt like facing a herd of angry bulls.
Maybe thatâs why they wouldnât listen at all.
âHow am I supposed to calm them down?â
I tried to squeeze through the crowd to stop the fight, but ended up falling flat on the floor. I gave up trying to solve this with my own strength.
After thinking hard, the only solution I came up with wasâŠ
âExcuse me, was it Julia?â
âPolina.â
âRight, Polina. I⊠have something to ask you.â
âWhat is it?â
âŠasking Polina, who was standing by me as my guard, for help.
âCould you please handle the line over there? I wonât ask for free. If thereâs anything you need help with, Iâll seriously try to find a solution for youâŠ?â
Was it right to ask my so-called ârivalâ for help like this?
âBut sheâs the only one I can ask!â
At least I had to try something.
ââŠMaybe she wonât help because she hates me?â
Holding my breath, I carefully looked at her face.
âHuh?â
Surprisingly, Polina looked bright. Her bored eyes were now shining with interest.
âHm. If itâs not for free, I guess itâs worth it. Fine. Wait here.â
As soon as she agreed, Polina strode into the crowd.
Every time she passed someoneââArgh!â âAck!â âUgh!ââpeople were thrown aside and fell over.
Soon she reached the center of the fight and kicked apart the two men rolling on the floor, grabbing each other by the collar.
âAhh!â
âWho the hell are you?!â
The two men glared at her, but Polina didnât shrink at all. She tapped the sword at her waist and showed it to them.
âGet in line. If you make more noise, Iâll tear your mouth up to your temples.â
âThis bastard keeps saying he was firstâ!â
âI donât need noisy people. Both of you, get to the back.â
âWait, thatâs notâ!â
âYou want to die?â
This time she even drew her sword with a sharp sound.
The flashing blade instantly silenced the chaotic crowd.
I clicked my tongue inwardly.
âTypical criminalsâweak before the strong, strong before the weak.â
When I was yelling, no one listened!
With mixed feelings, I gave Polina a thumbs-up.
âGood job. Youâre very capable, Polina.â
âFor guys like that, fear works best.â
âYour acting was amazing. It sounded real.â
She shrugged and smirked.
âI wasnât acting.â
âWhat?â
âIf theyâre noisy, of course I should tear one side of their mouth. A person should keep their word.â
I let out a small sigh.
âAhâŠâ
So that killing intent wasnât an actâit was real.
âSo, about the reading. Can you do it now?â she suddenly asked.
I glanced around.
âIs it urgent? There are too many people right now. I canât do it properly.â
She lowered her gaze and muttered,
âIâd like to hear it before my next shiftâŠâ
âWhat is it about?â
Why was she so restless?
Polina whispered softly,
âI⊠have someone I like.â
ââŠE-Excuse me? Someone you like?!â
I stared at her in shock.
âD-Donât tell me. A love consultation? About Kin?â
I really didnât want to hear that. My stomach felt uneasy.
But we had already made a deal. I couldnât back out now.
âW-What kind of relationship is it? D-Does that person like you too?â
âIâm not sure.â
âSo you want to know how much that person likes you?â
âNo. Iâm going to confess. I want to know if Iâll succeed.â
âWhaaaat?!â
I gasped.
âA confession? Why? Th-Th-Thatâs very risky!â
No matter how close she and Kin were, most people didnât like sudden relationship changes without any signs.
âYou should confess only after youâre somewhat sure of mutual feelings, Polina!â
This was serious adviceânot from Esmeralda the fortune teller, but from Ash the human.
But Polina was stubborn.
âBut I canât help liking him!â
After shouting that, she pressed her lips together and sighed.
ââŠStill. We havenât met that often. Maybe Iâll just make him uncomfortable.â
âHuh? Not someone she sees often?â
Something felt strange.
âWait. Can I ask who this person is?â
âDo I really have to say?â
âI canât help you otherwise!â
After hesitating, Polina whispered,
âItâsâŠâ
Break time.
We agreed to meet again in a hallway after her shift.
People were chatting as they passed by. I watched them while waiting for her.
âShe should be here by now⊠Oh? There she is!â
I stretched my neck and called out,
âPolâ!â
But Polina walked right past me as if she didnât know me.
âWhat? You asked me for help, and now youâre acting cold all of a sudden?â

