chapter 7
ă That Indifference Makes Me Angry ă
In the Emperorâs office, Leto was deep in thought.
Liviaâs death had been a shock to him as well. Their relationship, which had deteriorated to its worst point, ended just like that.
The faults Leto could never bring himself to revealâhe chose to bury them along with her coffin. It was the only way to protect his wifeâs honor.
And it was at that very funeral⌠that a woman suddenly appeared.
At first, he had truly intended to kill her.
To dare deceive the imperial familyâunforgivable. He had even planned to make an example of her through the High Temple.
But thenâ
âThereâs no such thing as resurrection in this world.â
Things began to unfold in unexpected ways.
âYou want me to prove Iâm worth keeping alive, donât you?â
It was as if she could read all his thoughts. It was infuriating⌠and yet intriguing.
Soâ
âThe Founding Festival in ten days.â
He decided to observe her for ten days, even while suspecting she might be connected to the High Priest.
Unexpected reports came in.
She stayed up all night studying etiquette. She had even brought order to the Empressâs palace.
He found it hard to believe, so he went to see for himself.
There she wasâwalking while completely absorbed in an etiquette book. Looking into her bright green eyes, a thought crossed his mind.
âIt would be a waste⌠to kill her.â
He wanted her to confess the truth and then send her back to her homeland. He could even use her testimony to pressure the High Priest.
But things didnât go as planned.
âWhat a shame. If I were one of the High Priestâs people, you couldâve used this resurrection incident as leverage against the temple.â
It was as if she knew exactly what he was thinking. He was left speechlessâand felt something strange.
He found himself hoping she wasnât connected to the High Priest.
Wanting to trust a woman he barely knew.
An irrational, illogical impulse.
In short, it wasnât like him at all.
So he simply saidâ
âInteresting.â
On the morning of the Founding Festival, he would be lying if he said he wasnât surprised when he saw her.
It wasnât just her elegant and refined attire.
There was a lively energy about her, a steady gaze that met his directly, and a strangely gentle smile.
Together, it felt like a painting.
âThat outfitââ
He had almost said it suited her well.
Almost.
When she poured tea over Parhamâs hand, it made no senseâunless she was acting under the High Priestâs orders.
He was furious.
Noâbeyond anger, he even felt betrayed.
So he pushed her harder.
But she didnât back down.
âThen do you truly believe Baron Parhamâs illness is a curse of the Goddess? If itâs just a skin disease, shouldnât you be relieved?â
It was absurd.
How could she do this every time?
How could she speak as if she saw right through him?
Then something astonishing happened.
Parhamâs rash improved.
She wasnât one of the High Priestâs people.
Relief washed over him.
On the way to the annex palace, Leto reflected on the past ten days.
He had doubted her, wanted to trust her, built expectations alone, felt disappointed alone, and now relievedâalone.
âI donât understand. Why do I act like a fool whenever Iâm around this woman?â
And the result of that foolishnessâ
A dark bruise on her wrist.
He felt both sorry and troubled. Any other noble lady wouldâve burst into tears.
If she had blamed him, he was ready to comfort herâkind words, gifts, anything.
He wanted to rebuild their relationship.
But instead, she said casuallyâ
âItâs fine. You apologized.â
Something in his head felt off.
She stirred his curiosity so much, yet gave him not even the smallest opening to understand her.
What was he supposed to do with that?
Just as a strange stubbornness began to formâ
âYour Majesty, I am a very useful person.â
She grabbed his armâthen quickly let go.
Leto didnât miss that moment and pulled her closer.
Useful?
Just maintaining her position as Empress wouldâve been enough.
But perhaps out of mischiefâ
âReally? And what use might that be?â
He hadnât expected an answer. He only wanted to see her flustered for once.
But what he got instead wasâ
âIf you give me time, Iâll create medicine to cure Baron Parham.â
She was clearly tense.
Yet her brown eyes didnât waver at all.
The courage to stake her life in a deal with the Emperorâ
In that moment, Leto instinctively knewâ
âIf you can do that, giving you the Empressâs position fully wouldnât even be a waste.â
He must never let this woman go.
Whether for her usefulnessâ
Or for the feelings that had just begun to form.
But once again, she surprised him to the very end.
âIn one year, please divorce me.â
âSheâs throwing away the Empressâs position herself? And whatâs with that confident look in her eyes?â
He had countless questions.
But he held them back.
Push too hard, and she might run away.
So instead, he askedâ
âThen what should I call you now?â
ââŚJust call me Livia.â
Her expression clearly said: Itâs only for a yearâwhy ask something like that?
That blunt indifferenceâŚ
ââŚmakes me angry.â
Leto muttered.
âYour Majesty?â
Yuton, seated at the secretaryâs desk, called out cautiously. Leto quickly pretended to look at documents.
âYes. What is it?â
âWhat are you thinking about?â
âNothing.â
âYour expressions keep changing. You were frowning, then spacing outâŚâ
Leto tapped the documents with his fingers.
âState matters.â
âYou havenât turned a single page in an hour.â
âShould I govern carelessly, then?â
He snapped at Yuton. It was a familiar exchange between themâruler and subject, but also old friends.
Yuton shrugged as if letting it slide.
âI have news to report. Good news.â
âGo on.â
âBaron Parham has canceled his relocation and will remain in the capital.â
âI thought so. Thatâs good.â
Leto replied calmly while turning a page. Parham was a loyal retainerânow free from the so-called âcurse,â there was no reason for him to leave.
âAnd Your Majesty, I have a suggestion.â
âA suggestion?â
âHow long do you intend to keep Her Majesty the Empress in the annex palace?â
Leto looked at him over the documents.
âIf not the annex, then where? Itâs law to leave the Empressâs palace vacant for a month after her death.â
âThat law was made to prevent the Emperor from remarrying too quickly after the Empressâs death. This situation is⌠rather special.â
Leto set the documents down and crossed his arms.
âSounds like people are starting to talk.â
âThe annex palace is usually where future concubines stay temporarily. If the Empress remains there too long, it doesnât look appropriate.â
Yuton had a point.
Publicly, the Empress had just âreturned.â Naturally, people would be watching closelyâespecially given the rumors about the imperial couple.
âThen is there anywhere that does look appropriate?â
âAt the very least, somewhere equal toâor better thanâthe Empressâs palace.â
âWhere would you even find such a place?â
Yuton smiled brightly.
âWhere else?â
Leto immediately understood what he meant.
ââŚYuton, are you serious?â
This was troublesome.
Suddenly being told to moveâand not just anywhere, but to the Emperorâs palace.
Still, I didnât have much choice. I moved with Lady Mare.
The Emperorâs palace was far grander than the annex. Out of countless rooms, I was guided to the largest guest chamber.
Maids, knights, and attendants were already waitingâassigned by Leto.
They greeted me respectfully.
âNice to meet you all. Lady Mare will oversee your management.â
The room quickly became busy with moving. Lady Mare supervised the maids organizing the wardrobe, looking unusually pleased.
âWhatâs making you so happy?â
âHow could I not be? His Majesty has brought you into the Emperorâs palace.â
âItâs only temporary. Iâll move to the Empressâs palace soon.â
She smiled.
âEven so, people wonât see it that way. I was so worried youâd remain in the annex.â
I knew people had been gossiping about that. It didnât bother meâbut clearly it bothered her.
âAfter this, everyone will know how much His Majesty cherishes you.â
âNot a chance.â
I let out a small laugh.
He didnât cherish meâhe just made it easier to keep an eye on me.
Either way, I only needed to last one year.
I wasnât worried about the divorce. Soon, Meryl would appearâand then Leto would want it too.
âAh⌠itâs so big.â
I looked around the room. With nothing to do, I was bored. Lady Mare certainly wouldnât let me help with organizing.
Just then, I saw Yuton passing by the open door.
âSir Yuton.â
âAh, Your Majesty. Has the move gone well?â
He smiled warmly. I stepped out into the corridor, where his assistants carried stacks of documents.
âThanks to you. Where is His Majesty? And what are all those?â
âHis Majesty is in a meeting with ministers. These are documents for later review.â
âThat many?â
âThis is actually on the lighter side.â
Does he really handle all that alone every day?
In truth, half of imperial duties belong to the Empress. Thatâs both her responsibility and her authority.
Previous emperors worked alongside their Empresses.
But not Leto.
Livia had been afraid of handling documents.
As for meâIâd processed enough paperwork to last a lifetime.
And I had been learning imperial duties from Lady Mare.
âThe Empressâs role⌠includes administration too, right?â
âSir Yuton, would it be alright if I helped with the work?â
ââŚYour Majesty?â
âOhâif thatâs difficult, please forget I said anything.â
Maybe it was too sensitive. Taking over work he had always done alone.
âNo! Not at all! Itâs just⌠this is the first time Your Majesty has said such a thing, so I was surprised. AndâŚâ
He hesitated, then continued,
âItâs true that His Majestyâs workload is excessive. Iâve been worried about his health. If you could help, Iâd be very grateful.â
Looking at the documents, his concern was understandable.
Honestly⌠it felt right to help.
We were married, after all.
âIf thereâs an empty office, please show me. As you can see, my room is a mess right now.â
âOf course. This way.â
I followed him. The office wasnât far. It seemed unused for a whileâcool, but clean and bright.
âThere are two offices in the Emperorâs palace. One is used by His Majesty.â
âI see.â
âFor your referenceâHis Majestyâs office is⌠here.â
Yuton politely pointed at the wall.
There was a connecting door.
âŚNext door?






