Chapter : 54
The child in Totenâs embrace looked to be only about six years old. At a glance, it was clear he was visibly unwell, and it was immediately apparent that he was the son she had mentioned. His condition looked far worse than expected. Now I understood why the butler had said there was no hope.
âHousekeeper! What have you been doing, letting Ryder come out like this?â
When Lady Toten raised her voice sharply, the old butler lowered his head in shame.
âPlease donât scold him. I was the one who told him not to stop me.â
âRyderâŚâ
As if handling something fragile, Lady Toten gently stroked the childâs head.
âDid you come looking for me because I wasnât there?â
âYes. And since a guest has arrived, I couldnât just stay in bed.â
Lady Toten, the butler, and the child all turned their gazes toward me. Rightâthis is all because of me, isnât it?
I felt so awkward that I wanted to hide behind a curtain. But if I did that, rumors would probably spread that Evangeline didnât even know basic decorum and hid behind a maid, so I endured it with sheer willpower.
Cough. âMy name is Ryder Toten, my lady.â
His voice was extremely faint, as if he didnât even have the strength to cough properly. Hearing him introduce himself while coughing only deepened my guilt. I should have just asked Lady Toten to visit the Rosenson estate instead!
Lady Toten glanced at me, as if signaling that I should also greet him, so I gathered my dress and spoke.
âMy name is Evangeline Rosenson. Young Lord Toten, thank you for welcoming me despite your poor health.â
I tried to be modest as I had learned from Dorine, but the mother and son both looked at me strangely. What? Did I do something wrong? I thought I followed the proper etiquette!
Lady Toten avoided my eyes. This was shocking. It seemed it was too much to bear. Rather than mocking me, she chose to pretend she hadnât seen anythingâtruly considerate.
âAre you satisfied now? Your coughing seems severe, so letâs go back inside.â
âYes, Mother. Lady Rosenson, I will take my leave now as I am not feeling well.â
After I finished greeting him, Lady Toten urged Ryder to return to his room so he could rest.
âYes. Please get plenty of rest.â
Although the child staggered, he did not insist on being carried, instead walking on his own with support. Lady Toten quietly watched his retreating figure before speaking softlyâso softly that Ryder could not hear.
âHow old do I look to you?â
His age? At most, around six?
âAbout six years old.â
âRyder is eight. But because of his illness, he appears much younger.â
He really was youthful in appearance. No wonder he spoke so maturely and fluently. As Lady Toten said, his illness seemed to make him look smaller.
Only after Ryder was no longer in sight did Lady Toten return and sit down. The perfect etiquette she had shown moments ago disappeared, and she leaned back in her chair, looking exhausted.
ââŚThatâs right. Since youâve been honest with me, Iâll be honest as well. To be frank, I wanted to see Lady Rosenson, having heard that you had recovered.â
Lady Toten finally revealed her true intentions.
âI was curious how someone who couldnât be cured even with holy water had managed to recover.â
She glanced to the side. Following her gaze, I saw the symbol of the Sun God hanging on the wall. The intricate and finely carved emblem resembled the design I had seen on Gabrielâs uniform. What an elaborate symbol. It was nothing like the moth-like depiction Gabriel had drawn of Donauâs corpse.
âIt was such an obvious ploy that I assumed you would notice. But I was caught off guard when you didnât bring it up first.â
âThe butler of the marquisate gave me a hint beforehand.â
âThe butlerâŚ?â
âYes. He serves the marquisate with great loyalty, working diligently behind the scenes without letting you know.â
Butler grandpa, I didnât forget to praise you! When you receive your bonus, youâll know that was thanks to me, right?
Lady Toten seemed surprised that the butler had been working so hard behind the scenes, repeatedly muttering âThe butler⌠the butler?â Perhaps she was considering a bonusâor calculating how much to give.
After finishing her internal deliberation, Lady Toten returned to the main topic.
âSince youâve spoken first, may I ask you something? Is there a way to treat Ryder? How did you recover? Please tell me. If there is any improvement for Ryder, I will give anythingâŚâ
The long-awaited moment had arrived. Lady Toten must have thought of me as a lifeline being lowered from above.
And I was about to shatter her expectations.
I steeled myself for the feeling of delivering a death sentence.
âIâm sorry to disappoint you, but there is no method.â
âWhat?â
Lady Toten asked again, as if she had misheard. I forced a smile, but realizing it might make me look like a psychopath in this situation, I quickly composed myself. But then I worried that now I might just look strange in another way. I really donât seem to have any talent for actingâŚ
âL-Lie⌠youâre lying, arenât you? Youâre just hiding it from me, right? Was the price I offered not enough? I can even hand over the marquisate. Lady Rosenson, please. Please tell me.â
Lady Toten seemed convinced I was hiding the truth. She even added the marquisate to her list of bargaining chips, leaning closer and closer as she spoke.
âThere truly is nothing you can do.â
Feeling sorry for her, I gently held her shoulder.
âWhy wonât you tell me? Is it because I approached you through Sir Gabriel? I did have my own intentions, but wouldnât it still benefit you? Please, have mercy on Ryder, who is in a similar situation to you.â
Lady Toten looked like she might cry. Her face was deeply contorted with rising sorrow.
No⌠there really isnât anything. Evangeline had simply died, and I happened to possess her body at the right time. Itâs not that I donât believe herâthereâs just nothing to explain. No wonder the butler had warned me to prepare her mentally. But Butler grandpa, your special mission is currently failing spectacularly.
This wonât do. Iâll have to take another approach. I need to prove that thereâs nothing to tell. Ah, rightâIâll use the rumor circulating in society!
âHave you heard the rumor that Iâm not actually âEvangelineâ?â
âAre you saying that rumor is true? Please donât mock me. Your mannerisms arenât something that can be learned in just a day or two.â
That failed. This was entirely Dorineâs fault for teaching me too well. It wasnât just a day or twoâI only trained for two weeks! My talent is truly terrifying.
I needed an excuse that Lady Toten would readily accept and withdraw. But nothing came to mind. Desperate, I looked at Hena for help. Hena gave me a hint.
Hena really is a genius!
Right. Since Lady Toten is a devout follower of the Sun God, this should work well. Leaning in as if sharing a secret, I whispered into her ear.
âI summoned a demon.â
âPardon?â
âI begged a demon to save Evangeline Rosenson.â
The word âdemonâ had been whispered to me by Hena earlier with her lips. She even covered her mouth afterward, perhaps surprised by her own brilliant idea.
A faint smile, reminiscent of Donauâs fear in his younger days, crossed my face. Iâm not good at acting, but I seem to be good at playing a villain. Or perhaps itâs just that everything about Evangeline is filtered negatively no matter what I do.
âCan you abandon the Rahel you love and rely on a demon instead?â
That, of course, was impossible. Lady Toten was a devout follower of the Sun Church. Religion held significant influence in this world. No wonder saints were so popular. As expected, Lady Toten fell silent.
Still, I added one more line in case she wavered.
âEven if the price demanded is not the marquisate, but a human life? Even if it belongs to an innocent person?â
This was something derived from past rumors about Evangeline purchasing children for unknown purposesâthe very scandal that once led Misha to blurt out accusations that she couldnât possibly handle human skin.
Later, I heard from Misha that the most popular theory was that Evangeline required human lives to maintain her health. I had used that rumor to crush Lady Totenâs false hope⌠but if anything, it reinforced the need for me to properly debut in society to correct these rumors.
Meanwhile, Ryder, returning to his room at the marquisâs urging, was feeling deeply discouraged.
âWas I in the way?â
âNot at all. You conducted yourself admirably.â
Lark shook his head at the childâs question.
Despite his frail body, Ryder had fulfilled his duties as the householdâs young master by greeting the guest. It was truly commendable for someone his age. Even though he looked ready to collapse at any moment, he walked back to his room on his own without being supported.
âHow did I do, Butler? Did I seem like the young lord of Toten?â
âYes. Very much so. If the late marquis had seen you, he would have been greatly pleased.â
Only after Lark mentioned the late marquis did Ryder relax his body in satisfaction. As his body swayed, Lark quickly reached out to support him, but the child steadied himself by leaning against the wall.
âSorry⌠let me rest for a momentâŚâ
Lark admired the childâs strength of will. Though his body was extremely weak, he never showed it.
If not for this cursed condition, he would have been perfectly suited to become the head of Toten. If he had been born healthy, Lark would never have had to maneuver in the shadows like this.
âPlease lean on me. Thereâs no one around anyway.â
Ryder was the type who cared not only about fellow nobles but even the servants of the estate. He wished to appear as a proper young lord rather than a frail young master in front of them.
As Lark had said, the household staff were busy hosting the rare guest, leaving the upper floors empty.
Yielding to persuasion, Ryder leaned into the butlerâs arms. Lark was surprised by how light the child felt, but he tried not to show it as he carried him back to the room.






