Chapter : 04Â
âThis Life Will Be Different (1)â
âWow!! Dad~!!â
As soon as Yurina returned home from school and stepped into the front door, she ran toward me and threw her arms around me.
I had been preparing a snack for her, but suddenly, my daughterâs embrace left me helplessly immobilized.
âDad, your hands are covered in flour! Youâre going to get it on me~â
âYou actually came home before me today?!â
âOf course~! Remember our promise? Yurina, you promised to play with Dad after dinner, didnât you?â
âOf course! Iâve been thinking all day at school about playing with you!â
Yurina released her hug, set down her backpack, and began rummaging through it.
Eventually, she pulled out a clear folder with a single sheet of paper inside.
âAhemââ
Yurina raised her chin proudly and, with the seriousness of an office worker submitting paperwork, handed the folder to me.
My hands, covered in dough, couldnât touch it, so I bowed my head slightly and looked at the paper inside.
<Play List with Dad Rina~! â â„âĄ>
[Look at drawings with Rina]
[Watch animation with Rina]
[Play computer games with Rina]
[Ride bikes outside with Rina]
[Take pretty photos with Rina]
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.
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There were thirty activities listed in the folder.
âCuteâŠâ
I couldnât help but smile, the corners of my eyes crinkling automatically.
I leaned down and planted a quick kiss on Yurinaâs forehead.
When the level of adorableness surpasses a limit, the only response is a kiss.
âHehe. Dad kissed me!â
Yurina grinned, rubbing her forehead where she had been kissed.
âGo wash your hands. Dad has prepared a delicious snack.â
âWow! Snack time!â
Excited, Yurina sprinted to the bathroom.
Through the slightly open door, I watched her hum as she washed her hands.
Just watching her brought a smile to my face.
âMy daughter⊠sheâs like a human vitamin.â
Before Yurina arrived, I had been feeling down.
Giving up on movies and returning to a life of worrying about earning money was a bitter reality.
But the moment she came home, those thoughts vanished.
My mind felt refreshed, and the reason for my choice became clear.
âYes, no regrets. Iâve gained something far more precious.â
Exhaling sharply, I finished preparing her snack.
âOoo! Dragon nuggets!!â
Yurina, having washed her hands, looked at the chicken nuggets on the table and opened her mouth in awe.
Chicken nuggets were her favorite snack.
I used to make them often, but after giving up on full-time parenting, I couldnât make them anymore.
Grandma sometimes helped, but they were store-bought frozen ones, which Yurina disliked.
âDadâs dragon nuggets are the best!â
âReally? Arenât the ones from the store better?â
âNope.â
âHuh? Nope?â
She lifted a single finger, asserting her verdict with the conviction of a food critic.
âYes. Nope! Dadâs homemade ones are a hundred, a thousand times better.â
Yurina said proudly, filling her cheeks with nuggets until they almost burst.
âJust like her mom with that appetite⊠sheâs so cute.â
âOh, right.â
Yurina suddenly paused mid-bite.
âDad, Teacher Chae-eun had your jacket and brought it back for you.â
âOh, right. I forgot. But where is it? I didnât see it when I came in.â
Yurina pointed toward the front door while chewing.
There, my jacket was lying on the floor like a crumpled trash bag.
ââŠWhy is it like that?â
âI was so happy to see you, Dad, that I threw it aside.â
âMy daughter is confident, isnât she?â
The dusty jacket looked pitiful, but seeing it reminded me of something Iâd forgotten.
âYurina⊠Dad has something to talk to you about.â
âYes. What is it?â
âI spoke briefly with Teacher Chae-eun. She praised your drawings and suggested you might learn properly at an art academy. What do you think?â
This was important. Yurinaâs talent was precious, but whether she wanted to cultivate it was her decision.
I carefully, gently asked without putting pressure on her.
âWhat does learning properly mean?â
âWell⊠Iâm not really knowledgeable about art, but you could prepare for your future career or even get ready for an arts middle school.â
As I spoke, I felt a bit of pressure. Just imagining the tuition made my hands tremble.
âStill, if Yurina wants to do it, Iâll make it happen no matter what.â
I had already saved the address of the academy to visit for testing.
Sheâs my daughter. If it helps her succeed, Iâll do anything.
âSo if I become really good at drawing⊠can I make movies with Dad?â
ââŠ?â
I tilted my head at her unexpected question.
âWhat do you mean? Making movies with Dad?â
Yurina put down her fork and pouted, clearly wanting to say something.
I leaned closer, listening carefully.
âDad wants to make movies, right? Thatâs why youâre always busy and canât play with me⊠If I get really good at drawing, can we make movies together? Then Iâll draw, and youâll make the movie. That way, we can be together all the time. Iâll draw for your movies! Hehe.â
ââŠ.â
I couldnât say a word.
I just stared at her sparkling eyes in stunned silence.
I had to bite my lip to stop myself from crying.
If I showed tears, this kind child would feel sad.
âOur daughter has such beautiful thoughts.â
I smiled instead of crying and hugged her tightly.
Then, in a calm voice, I shared my own thoughts.
âThank you for thinking of Dad, Yurina, but I want you to do things for yourself. If you want to draw for yourself, Iâll do everything I can to support you. So just think about whether you want to draw for yourself. Okay?â
I patted her back. That pat was as much for me as it was for her.
It meant we would work together to become a better family.
A new future was about to unfold.
Whether it would be hard or happy, it was a new beginning that no one could yet predict.
âLetâs live with all weâve got, Kang Sung-woon.â
A week had passed since my return.
For the first time in a long while, I went to NBC Broadcasting Station.
NBC was where I had worked as a variety show writer for over ten years.
After starting movie work with Director Hwang, I had been too busy to visit, but it had always felt like home.
So as soon as I needed a job, NBC came to mind.
Returning to NBC felt like the most comfortable way to start anew.
âIs that Kang Sung-woon?!â
As I entered NBCâs main gate, I ran into my senior and fellow variety writer, Kim Kyung-min.
Kyung-min had been in the smoking area but dashed over barefoot when he saw me.
âSorry, hyung. I didnât contact you sooner. Howâve you been? Itâs been so long.â
âHmm? Yeah⊠itâs been a month. Why are you talking like itâs been years? You missed me that much?â
I was thrilled to see him after three years, but for him, Iâd only been away for a month.
âAnyway, make sure you show up often~! Donât go bragging about making movies or Iâll get you!â
Kyung-min put me in a playful headlock, just like three years ago.
He was immature but kindhearted and well-liked among colleagues.
âActually, Iâm planning to work at the broadcasting station again.â
âWhat? I thought you were making a movie with Director Hwang?â
âIt fell through. Honestly, it was too much for me anyway. Iâll do movies after Yurinaâs older.â
I said it casually, trying to appear unfazed.
As expected, Kyung-min gave me a sympathetic look.
âSo, our Sung-woon got abandoned? I knew it! Working with a star director isnât easy. Lots of people join and drop out. Donât worry! Your writing is good, someone else will find you.â
âYeah⊠Iâm fine thoughâŠâ
As a writer who had hit ten million viewers, my pride was bruised, but I smiled forgivingly.
âYou heard? I became the head writer. Donât worry about your spot; just keep fit. Iâll find work for you until you beg me.â
âIâve already lined up some work, actually.â
âReally? Who helped you get that?â
While chatting with him, a familiar blonde woman entered the studio wearing sunglasses and a mask.
âWhere have I seen her⊠who is she?â
Kyung-min tapped my shoulder.
âHonestly, sheâs pretty, right? Yoon Ra-hee still looks good even hiding her face.â
âYoon Ra-hee?! Thatâs her?â
âDidnât you recognize her?â
I squinted at the back of her as she entered the building.
Yoon Ra-hee. Former idol turned actress, top-tier star in drama, film, and advertising.
But later, she became infamous for a drunk-driving hit-and-run incident.
âWhy is Yoon Ra-hee at NBC?â
âCelebrities come to the station for filming, obviously.â
âIsnât she supposed to be keeping a low profile?â
âWhy? Why would she? Sheâs not on a break.â
Then it hit me. I had traveled back three years.
âRight⊠the drunk-driving incident hasnât happened yet.â
âOh, maybe I mistook her for someone else.â
âKid, first time back and youâre all flustered, huh?â
I laughed awkwardly, brushing off the situation.
Iâd only thought about surviving death, not that I had returned three years in the past.
Knowing things others donât feel strange and powerful.
âAh~ I should have memorized the lottery numbers.â
I mentally reviewed stocks or coins that had exploded in value.
âThey say Yoon Ra-hee will return via a variety show. The company wants to rebrand her image.â
âYoon Ra-hee in variety? Thatâs unexpected.â
Sheâd fail in days anyway due to her pending drunk-driving scandal.
I, who watched almost every variety show, hadnât seen her debut show. That meant the scandal happened before the first episode aired.
I remembered it was roughly around this time.
âWhich team is she on? Her presence will be a headache.â
âWhich program is she returning with? With her personality, it must be in-studio.â
I hid a smirk and asked Kyung-min, curious about the poor crew stuck with her.
âSurprisingly, itâs not that. Itâs Bong Directorâs new outdoor showâcelebrities run restaurants. Sheâs returning there.â
ââŠ?â
My ears nearly betrayed me. Bong Directorâs outdoor program⊠celebrities running restaurantsâŠ
âThatâs the program Iâm assigned to?!â
What terrible luck.
âBong Jin-ho, right? Not another Bong?â
âWho else at NBC has a main director title besides Bong Jin-ho? Of course, itâs him. Why so surprised?â
I wanted to deny it. Please, not Bong Jin-hoâŠ
Iâd known him since I was an assistant director and junior writer, so I could return immediately with one call.
But I didnât expect Yoon Ra-hee, a notorious troublemaker, to be part of the cast.
And sheâd soon cause an accident.
âWhy does she have to be on my teamâŠ?! The show could be canceled, and I could lose my job?!â
âAnyway, welcome back, Kang Sung-woon. Back to broadcasting life.â
Kyung-min hugged me sincerely, unaware of my inner turmoil.
At this moment, his kind welcome felt like a tease.
I alone felt uneasy. Only I knew Yoon Ra-heeâs future.
âHa⊠this wonât be easy from the start.â






