chapter 7
āDid you say she packed her things and left? Then she must have gone to the Marquess Solenās estate. Iāll go bring her back. Prepare the carriage.ā
āBut, Your Grace, itās night right now.ā
āSo?ā
At Valerās curt reply, the butler made a dumbfounded expression for the first time in fifty years.
His young master, who had always been gentle, now wore a fierce expression he had never seen before.
āIs time important when Iām going to bring back my fiancĆ©e, Butler?ā
āā¦No, it isnāt.ā
āThen whatās the problem? Hurry and prepare the carriage.ā
āā¦Understood.ā
At the butlerās answer, Valer let out a complicated sigh and brushed back the hair that had fallen over his forehead.
He didnāt stop thereāhe loosened his tie, unfastened both cufflinks, and rolled up his sleeves.
Anyone could tell at a glance. His young master was anxious.
The image of Valer pacing in agitation overlapped with Niveiaās relieved expression as she had said she would marry.
It had always been Niveia who anxiously sought love.
The butler, unable to make sense of it, quickly descended the stairs.
Before long, a black carriage bearing the ducal crest departed from the Eustache estate, heading toward the Solen residence.
āPlease move all these items to the annex.ā
āYes, my lady.ā
Watching the servants busily carrying luggage, Niveia turned on her heel.
By the time she had gone around several salons saying, āFrom here to hereāIāll take everything,ā about five times, she had spent an entire yearās worth of taxes from a small territory.
Spending money was quite enjoyable.
Buying without a second thought, filling up purchases, and leaving shops to the beaming smiles of delighted ownersāit was perfect for relieving stress.
Of course, that only applied when you didnāt think about the total amount.
āNiveia!ā
The moment she entered the Solen estate, Niveia frowned slightly at the booming voice of the Marquess Solen.
In the drawing room stood the marquess, his face flushed red, and the marchioness, fussing as she tried to calm him down.
Naturally, the marquess held several bills in his hand.
Each one had at least six zeros on it.
Smack!
The stack of bills was thrown down at Niveiaās feet.
āHave you lost your mind?! How much money did you spend?! I said Iād support you, but when did I ever say you could spend money like water?!ā
The Marquess Solen was more furious than ever before.
Well, it was understandable. Niveia could understand him.
If enormous bills started arriving at your home when youād done nothing, anyone would be angry.
āDo you even know how much you spent today?! Thereās a limit to indulgence!ā
āā¦Then what does āsupportā mean to you?ā
She asked back expressionlessly, facing the enraged marquess.
Her reaction showed not even a trace of agitation, as if she had expected this.
āDoes it mean sending me nothing but old, outdated clothes? Sending living expenses only when you feel like it, and even then not enough? Or is āsupportā just passing me off to another household like Iām being sold?ā
āH-how dare youā!ā
āI have never once been indulged, Father. And youāve never spoiled me either. While I stayed at Eustache, did I ever do anything to disgrace the name of Solen?
And now, for the first time, youāre scolding me over something like this. Even though you act as if youād do anything for my sibling.ā
āDo you think you and that child are the same?!ā
Again, that argument.
Fixing a cold gaze on him, Niveia spoke.
āI donāt understand why weāre different. Since when was I no longer Niveia Solen?ā
āG-good heavens, listen to how she speaks!ā
Like a drenched hen flapping about, the marchioness hurriedly stepped between them.
āWhat kind of attitude is that?! If youāve spent this much, you should apologize to your father immediately! Ohāwait, canāt we return these? It might not be too lateā¦ā
āMother. What noble family in the world does refunds? Especially the prestigious House of Solen.ā
Niveia answered with a mocking smile.
She had spent so extravagantly precisely because she knew the marquess would never return any of it.
The marchioness wasnāt wrongāany reasonable person would.
But would a man so obsessed with appearances do something so āun-nobleā as returning items? Heād rather go into debt.
Unlike her mother, who still couldnāt shed her servant origins even after ten years as a marchioness, the Marquess Solen would never stoop to refunds.
Even Niveia, who had lived apart from him for ten years, knew thisāyet her mother didnāt.
No wonder she was treated so poorly.
And siding with the marquess now was clearly just an attempt to earn favor from her husband by putting Niveia down.
Though she was too foolish to even be worth dealing with.
āI said I would receive support from Father. And today, I did. Do I need to explain further?ā
āā¦ā¦ā
āā¦ā¦Since you have nothing to say, I suppose you donāt need an explanation. Iāll be going to the annex now.ā
Meeting her fatherās glare as if he might slap her at any moment, Niveia turned away.
She had spent freely, and said everything she had wanted to say.
And yet, she didnāt feel particularly relieved.
Why?
Niveia chose not to dwell on it.
She had to go to the imperial palace tomorrowābetter to sleep early.
Thinking that, she headed toward the annex.
Exiting the main gate of the mansion and crossing the garden to the left, one would pass through another gate, beyond which stood the annex.
But today, something else stood there.
In the moonlit night, a pitch-black carriage bearing the crest of House Eustache stood waiting. The door opened, and a man jumped down.
āLady Solen.ā
Valer, with hair as dark as the carriage, called out to her.
Why is Valer here?
Niveia blinked.
That voice, that appearanceāit was definitely him. And the carriage behind him was indeed from Eustache.
But why would he come here? And at this hour?
Well, it has nothing to do with me.
Many guesses crossed her mind, but not once did she consider that he had come for her.
Such trivial expectations had long since been worn away over ten years, leaving nothing behind.
There was a time when just hearing his voice made her heart race.
Now, she felt nothing.
The girl who once stood on tiptoe by the training ground window just to catch a glimpse of the man she loved was gone.
Seeing his face made it even clearer.
She no longer loved Valer.
And that was a good thing.
So Niveia tried to ignore him and head toward the annex.
āLady Solen. I thought youād be here. Fortunately, I found you quickly.ā
That was, until she saw Valer approaching her with an expression that looked both angry and anxious.
Niveia stopped walking.
Valer came up to her and let out a sigh.
Something about him seemed off, and she frowned slightly.
Up close, he looked less angry and more⦠uneasy.
āI donāt know what youāre plotting, but Iāve come to take you back. Stop this and return to Eustache.ā
Why?
āDidnāt the butler give you the annulment papers?ā
āI received them. And I wanted to ask about that as well. Thereās no way theyāre real. Why would you present forged documents? Did you want to mock me that much?ā
āI donāt know what youāre talking about. Itās the very document you signed. The annulment papers you threw at me before leaving for the battlefield.ā
āWhat nonsenseā¦ā
āIām the one who doesnāt understand. You asked for the annulment, so I granted it. Why are you accusing me? I donāt lie.ā
Niveia stood firm.
As she said, she was not someone who lied.
For the past ten years, she had always been honest about her feelings. Valer knew that better than anyone.
And yet now he accused her of forging the documents?
āYou wanted the annulment. So I gave it to you. Are we clear now? Itās lateāyou should return to Eustache.ā
Though she spoke without emotion, Valer still looked unable to accept the situation.
āā¦I did want the annulment. And you were the one who kept refusing it. So why now?ā
āBecause I no longer love you.ā
āā¦What?ā
Might as well make it clear.
Niveia took a step back from him, into a place where the moonlight shone brighter.
Though the garden was dark, anything under the moonlight appeared clear.
Standing where her expression could be seen plainly, she said:
āIāve finally realized that loving you is a waste of time. I donāt love you anymore. So thereās no reason to maintain our engagement.ā
āI⦠donāt understand.ā
āThat makes sense. You always try to think about everything logically.ā
Among the many harsh things Valer had once said to her, there was this:
āāThere is no reason for you to love me. Acting like this over such trivial emotions is ridiculous.ā
He had grown up in comfort, lacking nothing, and assumed that Niveiaāgreedy by natureāwas simply obsessing over her fiancĆ© out of habit.
It was a completely ignorant assumption.






