-chapter 10-
âWhat on earth⌠is all this?â
Maryâs eyes widened as she saw the designers who had come to my room.
âI know, rightâŚ?â
From what Iâd heard yesterday, there were still ten more days until the banquet.
âYour Grace, I am Madam Rubia from Arc Boutique. It is an honor to meet you.â
âI am Madam Clurella from Crudia Boutique.â
âI amâŚâ
Several more people introduced themselves one after another.
But as the introductions continued, Maryâs expression became increasingly peculiar.
âIs something bothering her?â
âMaâam, could you come over here for a moment?â
Just then, Madam Rubia called me over to take my measurements, so I diverted my attention from Mary.
After taking my measurements, it was time to choose a dress.
Each madam opened her design book and tried to appeal to me.
Looking at the extravagant dressesâwhat they called princess dressesâmy eyes naturally sparkled.
Honestly, trying something like this had been a wish of mine since my previous life.
As a child, my family couldnât afford it, and as I grew older, it was naturally impossible.
âNow this feels like itâs finally happening.â
I chuckled inwardly and focused on choosing a dress.
But, as with anything, moderation is key.
After flipping through several design books containing very similar dresses, I began to feel a little bored.
Was it that I had no talent for choosing clothes, or that all these dresses looked the same? What was I supposed to do?!
The madams, seeing me growing impatient, pressed me to finish the process, and only after completing everything did they finally leave.
By that time, I didnât even have the energy to wave goodbye.
âChoosing clothes is not as easy as it looks.â
For some reason, just sitting and gesturing had left my whole body sore.
âBut when else will I get to enjoy such luxury?â
All of this was only possible until Ciderion returned from the war.
Later, Iâd probably look back on this moment and reminisce, thinking, âAh, that was the timeâŚâ
More importantlyâ
âMary.â
âYes?â
âAre you hurt? Youâve looked upset ever since the madams came in.â
Maryâs expression had darkened drastically the moment the madams entered.
At first, I thought it was because there were just too many people, but on second thought, Mary wasnât the shy type.
âOh, no⌠itâs nothing.â
Mary shook her head, but I could see right through her.
âNothing? Thatâs what a ânothingâ face looks like? Come on, tell me! Iâll listen to everything.â
When I patted my chest as if to assure her, Mary opened her mouth with a face that looked like she might cry.
âWell⌠actuallyâŚâ
It turned out the reason for Maryâs gloomy expression wasnât that serious.
âTheyâre madams from salons that nobody uses?â
âYes⌠Madam Rubia became unpopular because she copied the Empressâs dresses, and Madam ClurellaâŚâ
In short, all of them were madams from salons that were avoided due to certain issues.
âOh⌠so thatâs it.â
âExcuse me?â
âThe dresses donât even have their names on them. How am I supposed to know?â
Mary looked at me a bit pityingly at my confident words.
âŚSomehow that made me feel a little irritated.
âWell, maâam, I canât argue with what you think, but each boutique has its own design philosophy⌠so youâll probably notice it immediately.â
Hearing that, I could understand Maryâs concern to some extent.
âWell, sure. Each should have some unique style to stand out.â
But there was really no need for Mary to worry, because I had no intention of joining high society.
âAttending the banquet is just an experience I want to try once in my life.â
Besides, from everything Iâd learned from countless romance novels, I was definitely not suited for high society.
I preferred a few close friends rather than many acquaintances.
I didnât like dressing up much, and I was so indifferent to the world that people joked if I was a spy.
âAnd now, me, in high society.â
Moreover, if I divorced Ciderion, thereâd be no reason for me to enter high society at all.
So Mary really had nothing to worry about!
It was just unfortunate that she didnât know this and was quietly worrying.
âBut if I told her, she wouldnât just worryâsheâd probably grab me by the neck.â
I patted Maryâs shoulder gently, as if encouraging her.
And I made a decision.
âMary, trust me. Iâll squeeze a hefty alimony out and make sure at least you get spoiled!â
Of course, this was assuming she followed me instead of staying with the Dukeâs family.
Time passed faster than expected.
âMaâam, wake up.â
Flash.
Maryâs voice woke me, and suddenly the room lights were on.
I canât sleep with the lights on.
Frowning, I pulled the blanket over my chest and covered my eyes.
âUgh⌠Mary, Iâm sleepyâŚâ
âNo. Today is the banquet.â
Ah, right. I had forgotten.
Reluctantly, I opened my drowsy eyes.
AndâŚ
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Outside the window, it was still dark.
âAm I still half asleepâŚ?â
âCome on, now that youâre up, you need to wash your face.â
Mary handed me the washbasin water.
âMary.â
âCome on, thereâs no time!â
I quietly raised my hand and pointed at the still-dark window outside.
âWhat time is it?â
âLetâs see⌠five oâclock!â
Mary didnât seem to find it strange at all. I asked again.
âWhat time does the banquet start?â
âTwo in the afternoon.â
âThen how many hours until it starts?â
âYou donât think Iâd forget that, do you? Letâs see⌠seven hours left.â
âWrong! Itâs nine hours left!â
I shouted and buried my face under the blanket.
âOh my! Maâam! Of course, I was joking! I know there are nine hours left.â
âBut you woke me up!â
I glared at Mary like a famished beast for several daysâ worth of sleep.
No matter what Mary said, I was going back to sleep.
Iâm still growing, so I need proper rest!
As I glared at her, Mary suddenly softened her eyebrows and spoke with a sad expression.
ââŚI just donât want you to be ignored.â
ââŚHuh?â
âIâm sorry. I shouldnât make you suffer because of my selfishness. I was too immature.â
âMaryâŚâ
âGo back to sleep. I know you hate being woken up.â
With that expression, how could I not feel guilty?
I sighed deeply and pulled the blanket down.
âAlright. Letâs get ready then.â
âReally?â
As soon as I spoke, Maryâs mood brightened as if she hadnât been sad at all, handing me the washbasin.
âCome on, thereâs no time. Hurry!â
That sneaky Mary.
Everyone experiences moments of regret in life.
If asked when, I would say just a few hours ago.
âMaryâŚâ
âYes, yes.â
âWhen will this endâŚ?â
âAlmost done.â
âYouâve said that seven times already.â
âMaâam, becoming beautiful always comes with a bit of pain. Just a little longer.â
âA littleâŚ?!â
To me, âa littleâ means less than ten minutes.
I kept covering my mouth to stop yawning while stealing glances at the mirror.
âMaryâs actually pretty skilled.â
Every time Mary worked her smallâwell, bigger than mineâhands, I could see subtle changes happening to me.
âThough the pace is painfully slow.â
âAll done!â
After what felt like ages, Mary finally finished.
I examined myself, feeling exhausted as if a whole day had passed.
âWowâŚâ
I couldnât help but admire my reflection.
âHowâs this?â
As Mary proudly said, my appearance had become even cuter than before.
âHonestly, itâs my face, but itâs really cute.â
I dislike children, but if I had a daughter like this, I think I could raise her well.
The longer I stared at the mirror, the more Maryâs smile stretched vertically toward her cheeks.
Thenâ
Knock. Knock.
Someone knocked on the door.
âLetâs see whoâs here. One moment! âŚMaster?â
Maryâs words made me widen my eyes and turn toward the door.
âHuhâŚ?â
Why is he here?
Seeing my expression, Ciderion spoke in a voice full of annoyance.
âWhat are you preparing for all day?â
Startled by his prickly gaze, I immediately apologized.
âS-Sorry!â
âNever mind⌠youâŚâ
Ciderionâs words slowly trailed off.
Whatâs happening?
âUm, Ciderion?â
âIf youâre ready, come out.â
ThenâBANG!âthe door slammed shut.
What the heck?
âStill, this really makes the banquet feel real.â
Ciderion and the banquet.
Remembering our first meeting, this would have been impossible.
At firstâŚ
âHe said I was ugly.â
Not only that, but when I grabbed his shoulder, he pushed me away, saying I was dirty.
Wow, thinking back, he was a total trash human.
âAnd at first, he wouldnât even talk to me!â
But now, at least he talks to meâsort of.
âŚDo I have to like this?






