Chapter – 20
Struggling to steady my increasingly ragged breathing, I headed toward the floor where the Compliance Support Team was located.
Until recently, I had never imagined I would walk back into this place on my own two feet.
I had prepared myself, but the bad memories kept triggering my sympathetic nerves, and cold sweat gathered on my skin.
It was almost surprising that an office even existed inside a building that felt even more desolate and empty than I remembered.
Just a moment ago, Iâd been held up at the main entranceâan argument dragging on as they insisted that outsiders werenât allowed in. I was growing anxious.
Thankfully, with Kim Geonâs help, I managed to get in just in time for work.
Iâll have to thank him properly later.
Dingâ
The elevator doors slid open with a chime, revealing a barren hallway without even a single potted plant.
The entire space was made of sharp, straight lines. Old memories kept resurfacing, squeezing the air from my lungs.
Thereâs no choice. I have to endure this.
Repeating that to myself, I approached the heavy door labeled âCompliance Support Teamâ and knocked.
No answer.
I knocked several more times, but when no one responded, I carefully opened the door.
Inside, four people sat rigidly within small partitioned cubicles, perfectly aligned.
âHello. My name is Yoo Minha. Iâll be starting work here today.â
ââŠâŠâ
I forced myself to greet them, but no reply came.
âUmâŠâ
âManager Kim, didnât you say some outsider was trying to force their way in earlier?â
âYes. Showing up first thing in the morning and causing a scene while people are workingâseriously annoying.â
âExactly. You canât interfere with people doing their jobs. You just canât!â
Even someone utterly oblivious would know those sharp words were aimed at me.
Everyone in this room regarded me not as a colleague, but as an eyesore.
âUgh, what a rotten way to start the morning!â
A middle-aged man seated beneath the title âTeam Leaderâ brushed past me, deliberately bumping my shoulder.
âUm, this way please.â
At the small voice behind me, I turned. A young-looking woman in a corner seat was calling me over.
âYou can sit next to me.â
I bowed my head in thanks. The seat beside her didnât even have a partitionâjust a narrow, worn-down desk.
When I sat, the chair wobbled and let out an unstable creak.
It looked like they had deliberately picked items just shy of disposal.
âAlright, letâs eat.â
It was finally noon. The entire morning had felt endlessâten minutes stretching into an hour as I sat doing nothing.
The team leaderâs words were the signal. Everyone stood up at once.
âAssistant Manager Oh, hurry up! What are you doing?â
The woman beside meâAssistant Manager Ohâhesitated, then eventually left and shut the door behind her.
Silence fell instantly.
ââŠPathetic bastards.â
I couldnât help but scoff inwardly. Grown adults acting like this?
I had no appetite. Thinking Iâd at least get some air in the restroom, I stepped outâand nearly collided with someone entering the office.
âOh? Youâre the one from before.â
ââŠSeong Han-gyu.â
He was the man with a scar across his face who always followed Do Ihyeon around.
âWhat brings you here?â
âI came to check on you, Ms. Yoo.â
âDid Do Ihyeon tell you to monitor me?â
ââŠYou donât have good memories here. You should just go home.â
Ignoring him, I brushed past into the hallway.
In this world of straight lines, the past kept replaying. My breath grew shallow again.
âMs. Yoo!â
I heard Han-gyu call after me, but I didnât have the energy to respond.
Is this really the right path? Have I stepped into something absurd?
âMinha! And Seonggyu too!â
A voice suddenly curved the rigid space around us.
Kim Geon stepped out of the elevator, carrying something that looked fairly heavy.
âWant to grab lunch together?â
âThank you for the meal.â
We sat on the rooftop and opened the lunchboxes Kim Geon had brought.
âThereâs barely anywhere to eat nearby. Whoâd want to run a business in a place this ominous?â
âThen do you bring lunch every day?â
âNo. Iâve got a car, so I usually go farther out. But todayâs your first dayâI thought weâd celebrate.â
âFeels like that first dayâs already a disaster.â
A sharp wind struck my face. It was cold, but I didnât want to go back inside that building.
Right now, Kim Geon felt like a savior.
âWhat did Han-gyu say earlier?â
âNothing much. I guess Do Ihyeon sent him to keep an eye on me.â
âHmm. I see.â
He placed a large stir-fried sausage onto my rice.
âEat up and stay strong. Ihyeon probably told them not to accept you, so everyoneâs on edge. Give it timeâtheyâll realize what a good person you are.â
âDo you really think Do Ihyeon would stoop that low?â
âTo him, youâre an outsider heâs had bad ties with. Of course he doesnât want you here.â
âI didnât think heâd hate me this much.â
ââŠMaybe itâd be better if you just disappeared quickly.â
A strong gust swept past my ears. His words brushed against me just as faintly.
His tone was gentleâbut the meaning was anything but.
Surely I misheard.
ââŠWhat did you justââ
âOh, and donât get too close to Han-gyu. Heâs basically Ihyeonâs lapdog.â
He kept adding side dishes to my plate, attentive and carefulâalmost like a devoted partner.
Yet the flawless politeness felt practiced, as though learned from someone.
âHang in there. Treasure hunts always take time, donât they?â
The afternoon felt even more silent than the morning.
âAssistant Manager Oh, where did you put those Hanpung Industries documents?â
âUh⊠I think⊠where did IâŠâ
âHonestly. Try organizing properly.â
As she searched around her desk, a man stepped aside and kicked my chair.
âOhâmy mistake. So many things cluttering up the place.â
I adjusted the chair again. The screeching creak grated on my nerves.
âManager Kim⊠I think we moved those files to the archive last timeâŠâ
âThe archive? Basement level one?â
âNo, not thereââ
âAhem! Assistant Manager Oh! Wouldnât it be great if someone went down to Basement Level 1 and checked?â
âIâll go. You said Hanpung Industries, right?â
The word archive hooked into me. Sitting here uselessly was exhausting anyway. I couldnât miss this chance.
âAhem. If someoneâs going, the keyâs hanging over there. Basement level one.â
âManager!â
âYes. Iâll go.â
I spotted the old key hanging in the corner and rushed out.
Finally, I could breathe.
In the elevator, I pressed B1. A memory surfacedâwhat floor had I been imprisoned on?
My body remembered the tension before my mind did.
If my past self could see me now, sheâd call me insane and block my path.
When I stepped onto B1, damp, cold air hit me. I shivered involuntarily.
The lighting seemed dimmer than the other floors. Goosebumps rose along my skin.
At the end of the hallway, I saw a dusty sign: Archive Room.
Unlocking the door, it groaned with a metallic screech. Thick dust clung to my nose and mouth.
I found the switch and turned on the light. Flickering fluorescent beams illuminated countless file binders.
The color of the light resembled the pallor of a corpse.
One shelf held old binders.
What if⊠what if documents exposing Seongjinâs early corruption were here?
I scanned the shelves, but there were too many to decipher easily.
Then I saw it.
On the top shelf: 2004â2005.
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The year my father died.
It was too high to reach. Nearby sat a broken plastic chair.
I stepped onto it.
Almost there. Just a little moreâ
Crashâ
Before my fingers could grasp the binder, my body hit the floor.
The weakened chair couldnât bear my weight.
âAhâŠâ
Worseâmy head had struck the sharp metal edge of a desk.
When I touched the back of my head, my fingers came away wet with blood.
âThis is badâŠâ
I should go back upstairs. Surely they wouldnât ignore me like this.
But the doorknob wouldnât turn.
I pulled again and again. The rusted door only shrieked.
âHello? Is anyone outside?â
Of course no one would be.
Even this felt like a cliché from a third-rate movie.
My strength began to drain. Dizziness swam in. Nausea churned.
I couldnât let myself go limp.
I lay down on the freezing floor.
I took off my knit sweater, rolled it into a makeshift pillow. I removed my camisole and tied it tightly to stanch the bleeding.
The urge to vomit kept rising.
The blood didnât seem to stop.
I need to preserve my body heatâŠ
Sleep kept pulling at me.






