Chapter: 18
Thud, thudâ
The sharp, grating sound of pounding footsteps made her head throb.
Having just woken up, Lisithea chewed and swallowed a painkiller without even drinking water.
âPlease go back. You didnât even make an appointment. What do you think youâre doing?!â
âMove! How dare a mere maid block my way?â
The man barging in and Marieâs desperate attempts to stop him tangled together in a chaotic uproar.
Lisithea rose from her seat, straightened her clothes, opened the door, and leaned against the frame.
âJoel Spencer. Do you even know where you are, causing a scene like this?â
âLisithea! Youâyou!â
Joel, who had looked ready to grab Marie in his fury, spotted Lisithea and strode toward her.
The moment he reached out to seize her wristâ
Lisithea twisted her shoulder to evade him and struck his wrist hard with the fan in her other hand.
âAh! Are you crazy?â
Clutching his wrist, Joel looked up at her, his face flushed red.
It was laughable.
A man who could barely manage his own limbs, yet quick to lash out with his hands whenever his temper flared.
âWas that not enough? Do you need something broken before you come to your senses?â
âY-you, Lisithea, youâŠ!â
âMiss!â
âMarie, go rest. Heâs not a guest. Thereâs no need to treat him as one.â
After soothing the worried maid and sending her away, Lisithea glanced down at Joel, who was groaning and holding his wrist, with cold disdain.
âWell? If you have something to say, say it and leave. Itâll be difficult for you to see my face after today.â
She turned and seated herself on the sofa, gesturing to the seat opposite her with her chin.
âSit.â
The moment Joel sat down, he pulled documents from his coat and threw them at her.
âLisithea Aster. What the hell is this?â
She glanced down at the papers and sneered.
âCanât you read? Did you come here for me to read it for you?â
It was the same annulment approval document she had received.
The only difference was that the Spencer ducal house had apparently received theirs today.
Her mockery made Joelâs face flush as if it would burst.
âDonât be ridiculous! The Spencer house rejected the annulmentâhow could it possibly be approved?!â
âThatâs the law. When the interests and opinions of both parties conflict, a judge determines right and wrong. The document in front of you is the result.â
âI failed in my duty of good faith in the engagement? Anyone can slap that kind of vague nonsense onto anything!â
The duty of good faith was an abstract principle in contractsâthat one must not betray the other partyâs trust.
As Joel said, it was a clause that could be applied almost anywhere.
He just hadnât expected that such an abstract principle would be turned against him.
What filled the empty spaces between those words was power. The Spencers were usually the ones wielding the blade.
This time, however, they were the ones stabbed by that blunt sword.
âIt depends on who says it. When someone insignificant like you says it, itâs just barking. When the Chief Justice says it, it becomes a binding judgment.â
âBarking? Again with the dogâLisithea, every time you open your mouth you call me a dog or say Iâm spouting crap. I wonât tolerate it anymore.â
âThen donât. Please. Donât tolerate itâjust accept the annulment.â
âAnnulment? Fine, annulmentâŠâ
Lisitheaâs relentless sarcasm made Joelâs head spin.
If it were up to his temper, he would have shouted a hundred, a thousand times, Fine! Let it be annulled!
But if he did, he might be cast out of his family.
Barely swallowing his rage, he glared at her.
âBe honest. This is an engagement between Spencer and Aster. And itâs annulled in just one month? Who would believe that? How did you do it? Who did you sweet-talk?â
He was rightâthis was absurd.
Unless both sides agreed, noble engagements could take years to dissolve if one party objected.
Lisithea stared at him in silence before curling one corner of her lips.
âDid your grandfather send you? To find out what happened?â
Her gaze flicked briefly to the end of his eyebrow.
Though cleverly hidden by his hair, there was a cut thereâclearly from being struck by something sharp.
The Duke of Spencer must have thrown something in anger when the engagement was broken.
âAnd did your grandfather tell you to storm in here, yell at me, and throw a tantrum?â
Of course he hadnât.
âCry and beg if you must. Cling to her skirts. Use that head on your shoulders for once!â
The duke had raged, ordering him to coax Lisithea into revealing what had happened.
Lisithea gave a knowing smile.
âI didnât think so. The Duke of Spencer wouldnât have said that. If you go back empty-handed, will you be alright?â
Her taunt, disguised as concern, drained the color from Joelâs face.
âDonât you dare come back empty-handed! Get out! Now!â
Just recalling the dukeâs furious face made his knees tremble.
Watching him, Lisithea suddenly picked up a bird-shaped crystal ornament from the table and began tossing it lightly in her hand.
âIf youâre hit again in the same place, itâll hurt, wonât it?â
Each time the crystal left her hand, Joel flinched in fear.
âYou almost became a knight⊠Thatâs violence.â
âThatâs why I didnât become one. Couldnât fix this temper.â
Though in truth, she had abandoned it after that dream two months before her knighting ceremony, when her body had been left in ruins.
âWow, thatâs amazing! Lisithea, try cutting this too. Are you going to be a knight someday?â
Not all her memories with Joel Spencer were unpleasant.
Most of the few things she could call memories from her childhood involved him.
Perhaps that was why she couldnât tolerate thisâbecause he had even stolen those scant memories from her.
With a faint sneer, Lisithea extended the bird-shaped ornament toward him.
It bore the Spencer family crestâone of her engagement gifts.
âJoel Spencer. Our engagement is over. Thereâs no other reason. Just as it says there. You broke my trust. I cannot remain engaged to someone who betrayed my good faith.â
As if she had finished everything she had to say, she rose from her seat.
Her cold, unyielding attitude twisted Joelâs insides.
He grabbed the ornament tightly.
He was sick of it.
Her stubbornness, never yielding on anything. The way she would point out and try to correct every single thing she disliked.
âWhat trust? Because I didnât crawl around like a dog, watching your every expression? Thatâs what you call faith? You just wanted obedient livestock!â
Joel shouted hoarsely at her.
If he was at fault, so was she.
If she hadnât constantly tightened the leash around him, things wouldnât have ended like this.
As he panted, Lisithea smiled as if she had been waiting for that.
âThen you shouldâve behaved better. And say it properly. Did I demand annulment because of your swinging elbows when you walk, your ridiculous outfits, your crooked tie? No. Donât blame others.â
The habit of bumping her with his elbow while walking.
Wearing whatever he felt like, regardless of the agreed dress code.
The crooked ties and dangling accessories she found distastefulâshe endured them.
Of those, she hadnât even pointed out one in ten.
And yet he acted as though he alone had endured something. It was laughable. She hadnât annulled it for that.
âStill donât get it? Your greed ruined everything. You didnât have the ability to handle it, yet you didnât want to let go of the Cullinan mine I own, or Lillian Rose the mage. Your filthy greed brought this upon you.â
âFilthy? You think your words are absolute? I had my reasons too!â
Joel sprang to his feet, eyes blazing.
Now he even resented his grandfather.
When the duke insisted that Spencer desperately needed a mage and told him to hold on to her at all costsâwhat about then? Now he berated him for foolishly losing Lisithea.
He had only done as he was told.
âI donât care about your reasons. Theyâre obvious. Your grandfather ordered it.â
At her indifferent reply, Joel bit his lip hard, as if struck at the core.
Watching him, Lisithea found herself genuinely curious.
When exactly does the love between Joel Spencer and Lillian Rose begin? Do they even love each other?
For now, both seemed far more concerned with their own interests.
Well, one didnât necessarily have to love a person. The benefits one gained from them could be lovely enough.
Shrugging, Lisithea picked up the document he had thrown.
She neatly folded the annulment approval and tucked it back into his coat.
âGo back. By now, the Duke of Spencer must have grasped what happened.â
By now, through the servants of the Aster household, word of Lisithea receiving a proposal would have spread throughout the capital.
The old duke would be more than capable of piecing together the situation from that alone.
âW-what? What does thatâ?â
Before he could finish his foolish question, Lisithea pushed him out of the room.
Standing in the doorway, she whispered,
âTell him this. I chose Joel Spencer because I wanted toâand I discarded him because I no longer needed him.â
Joel and the Spencers had not chosen Lisithea.
Joel had only been able to become her fiancé because she had wanted him.
âSo now, disappear from my sight.â
With that, she slammed the door shut.
She thought she heard Joel shouting something, but it didnât matter.
It was nothing she needed to hear anyway.






