Chapter 12
One thing was certain: that âyoung ladyâ did not seem to be of the same strong, sturdy build as someone like Seymour.
However, Seymour showed no intention of entertaining any further idle talk.
As the bell marking midnight rang, he rose from his seat and picked up his coat.
âWhere are you going, Your Grace?â
âThe child will be asleep, so I should get back to the company. Isnât that obvious?â
It was typical of Seymour to push his body to its limits, drink until he could barely function, and then repeat the cycle.
But now that there was a child, he could no longer drinkâso he might as well work instead.
âDidnât the Dowager Lady tell you to stay at the estate?â
âShe said to stay at the estate today. The bell has rung, so thatâs no longer valid.â
Since midnight had passed and the day had changed, there was no longer any need to follow the Dowager Lady of Haysworthâs instruction.
Axel was horrified by that astonishing logic.
âButâwonât the young lady look for you in the morning?â
âWhy would she look for me? Itâs not like she has no one to take care of her.â
Seymour frowned, clearly puzzled.
He suddenly recalled what had happened during the day.
âYes! Iâm not expecting anything.â
âI didnât come here to get favor from the Duke, so donât worry!â
The child had spoken so innocently that it had been difficult to understand at all.
For a moment, Seymour had found it troublingâbut he quickly brushed it off.
âShe has several attendants around her. Why would she come looking for someone she barely knows? That wonât happen.â
She had said she had no expectations anyway, so there was no need for him to care.
She was probably just tempted by the idea of receiving noble patronage.
Seymour, with his coat slung over his arm, frowned as he reached for the doorknob.
âEnough nonsense. Make sure youâre not late tomorrow morââ
Knock, knock.
At that moment, a knock cut him off.
It was too soft to be a servantâs. More importantly, it came from rather low on the door.
Donât tell meâŠ
Seymour flung the door open.
A small shadow popped into view.
âJust as I thought, you were here, Your Grace!â
Unlike during the day, the child was wearing lace pajamas made of silk.
Seymour frowned instinctively, caught off guard.
âWhy are you here? Donât tell me you came here alone?â
âYes! Iâm very good at finding my way alone. I read in books that the office of a noble estate is always on the top floor.â
âThatâs not the pointâŠâ
The Somerset ducal estate was a massive mansion. If a child went missing in a place like this, it might become nearly impossible to find her.
But it was too late at night to explain all that in detail.
Seymour frowned, unsure what to say, then moved straight to the point.
ââŠSo why exactly did you come looking for me?â
âTo keep my promise!â
âA promise?â
âYes!â
Rowina nodded vigorously with a bright smile.
The reason she had wandered through the estate looking for Seymour at such a late hourâwhen both children and adults should normally be asleepâwas simple.
âI came to give you your goodnight kiss!â
ââŠâŠâ
Axel Portman, Seymourâs most loyal and closest retainer, would later recall this night as follows:
The reason the child was terrifying was not because she was stubborn.
It was because adult common sense did not apply to her.
In the end, Seymour ended up experiencing the true âpowerâ of the so-called goodnight kiss.
At first, he had intended to gently placate the child, receive a quick kiss, and send her back.
But the standards for the âgoodnight kissâ were stricter than he had expected.
âNo, no! Not here! A goodnight kiss is supposed to be done in bed. Hurry, letâs go to your bedroom, Your Grace.â
âBut do you even know the way back to your room from mine?â
âUh⊠I didnât think that far.â
ââŠâŠâ
Seymour repeated to himself about five times that getting angry at this child was only a waste of his breath before finally arriving at his bedroom.
But his ordeal did not end there.
âNow, lie down!â
ââŠâŠâ
Seymourâs original plan was simple: lie on the bed, get whatever this âgoodnight kissâ was over with, and call someone to take the child away.
But the child clearly had other ideas. Otherwise, she wouldnât have insisted on putting him in bed herself.
As soon as Seymour lay down, Rowinaâs eyes sparkled as she asked:
âHow is it, Your Grace? Do you feel sleepy?â
ââŠNo. Is that important?â
âOf course it is! A goodnight kiss is something you do right before falling asleep.â
Why?
âDonât you even know that, Your Grace?â
ââŠâŠâ
Apparently not.
Seymour had never been one to act spoiled as a child, nor had he ever taken care of one. So Rowinaâs âtheory of the goodnight kissâ was utterly confusing to him.
But Rowina remained firm.
âItâs okay! Itâs fine if you donât know. I can teach you.â
ââŠSo how long do I have to stay like this?â
âHuh? Until you fall asleep, of course. You came here to sleep, right?â
âShouldnât you be the one sleeping?â
âI already took a bath and slept earlier. Iâm not sleepy at all!â
Seymour closed his eyes tightly.
Rowie.
Why on earth did you put a child to bed so early and create this situation?
But blaming Rowie was meaningless. What fault did she have?
She had simply put the child to bed because she was drowsy and nodding off.
Strictly speaking, the child should be scolded and sent backâbut Seymour could not do it.
He understood responsibility and causality well.
In the end, the child was his responsibility. And preventing situations like this was also his duty.
Ultimately, this entire situation was the result of him leaving the child in the care of a maid and stepping away.
âSo I canât blame the child.â
He would have liked nothing more than to go straight back to work and avoid returning to the estate, but Rowina was, after all, a child entrusted to him by Freya.
What if the child wandered around at night, got lost, or ended up trapped somewhere?
âIâm going to lose my mind.â
From now on, it seemed he would have no choice but to stay at the estate at night just to make sure the child was asleep.
With that conclusion, Seymour sat up wearily. It was already clear that if things continued like this, he would be arguing with the child until sunrise.
âAlright, I understand what youâre saying. But I canât sleep right now. So letâs start the goodnight kiss tomorrow.â
âYou look tired, Your Grace. Why canât you sleep? If you sleep well, you grow tall and become a great person.â
The child was surprisingly sharp and earnestâalmost excessively so.
Seymour considered telling her that he was already more than tall enough, but instead decided to answer the real question.
ââŠI canât sleep because Iâm not sleepy.â
âAh!â
Rowina nodded as if she finally understood, then rummaged around and pulled something out.
It wasâ
âI brought this! Iâll read you a book!â
A classic tale titled Why Did the Princess Eat the Poisoned Apple?
âLeila also says she canât sleep sometimes. When I read to her, she falls asleep quickly. Iâm the best reader among the girls.â
âWho is Leila?â
âSheâs Townsendâs younger sister. She just turned five.â
ââŠâŠâ
Now he was being treated like a five-year-old.
As Seymour fell silent in disbelief, Rowina opened the book and began reading aloud clearly and carefully.
âOnce upon a time, in a kingdom far away, there lived a princess who loved apples very, very muchâŠâ
As she had claimed, Rowinaâs reading skills were excellent.
Seymour did not know it, but in Townsend, public reading sessions were regularly held as part of adoption encouragement programs, so children were trained in reading aloud from a young age.
Before long, Rowina was so immersed in reading that her face could no longer be seen behind the book.
Seymour watched the child with exhausted eyes, then sighed and closed his eyes.
Lying down, he could feel not just sleepiness but exhaustion pressing down on his body.
âCome to think of it, itâs been a long time since I lay down sober.â
Every time he closed his eyes without doing anything, memories of that day always resurfaced.
The day when Rose and his elder brotherâs wife had died at the same time.






