Chapter 4
I already had a perfect picture drawn in my head.
Azel would be confused by my sudden appearance. Then Yulia and her group would arrive, throwing the situation into even greater chaos.
And thatās when the defining trait of a regressor would reveal itself.
Mentally half broken, but insanely fast at handling crises!
Whenever faced with a new development they had never experienced before, regressors always made lightning-fast judgments.
There was only one decision Azel would make at this point.
Heāll prioritize talking to me over dealing with the familiar Yulia group.
I was the one who had mentioned the Stone of Gaspataāhis secret.
On top of that, Iād made several suspicious, loaded remarks.
At this point, awakening doesnāt even matter! He can always awaken later, anytime he wants!
Anyway, that asideā
In other words, Yulia and her groupās role in this plan was to amplify the confusion. To make the situation more chaotic and push Azel into making an impulsive decision.
But thenā¦
What the hell was this?
āUntil now, foolish as I was, I didnāt understand. I didnāt know why God would bestow such precious power upon such a lowly servant. But now I do. It was His holy willāto cleanse the world of trash like you.ā
āā¦ā¦ā
āSo please, quietly die by my hand, Azel Viots.ā
Could someone explain why the heroine suddenly changed jobsāfrom pure saintess female lead to deranged inquisitor?
ā¦Is this a dream?
Iād asked her to stir up confusion for the final boss, and instead she was randomly stirring up my confusion.
What was even more shocking was that I seemed to be the only one flustered.
āYouāre still all talk. Jabbering on like an annoying little pest.ā
Azel replied as if annoyed, looking far too accustomed to this situation.
After staring at me for a long while, Azel finally removed his hand from my shoulder.
I staggered briefly from the recoil. Then, as the two launched into a sharp exchange, I staggered againāthis time mentally.
āAs expected, thereās no reasoning with you. Iād get more out of talking to a beast.ā
āSo the esteemed Saintess can converse with beasts as well? How impressive. God truly bestowed you with a precious gift.ā
What is wrong with you two?
As I barely managed to hold back the urge to shout, a memory suddenly flashed through my mind.
Now that I think about itā¦
Right before I possessed this worldā
That is, the last time I played this cursed game.
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āWhatever, itās all gone to hell anyway! I donāt care! Let it all burn! Hahaha!ā
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At the same time as I remembered myself repeatedly choosing the worst dialogue options, the scene from the monitor back then resurfaced.
An illustration of Yulia, staring down Azel with madness in her eyes.
āAh.ā
My face turned sheet-white.
Thatās right.
This was all my karma.
Gasp!
Startled, I clamped a hand over my mouth hard enough to make a dull sound, suppressing a screamāwhen I suddenly felt someoneās gaze.
Azel, who had been facing Yulia, was now looking at me.
āYouāā
āI see no reason to continue this meaningless conversation with you any further.ā
But Azelās words were cut off. Yulia stepped forward, delivering a line befitting an inquisitor.
My anxiety spiked.
Weāre doomed!
If this really followed my last playthrough, Yulia was about to draw the worst possible aggro.
āYou wear the skin of a human, yet you donāt even know what human emotions are. Any further conversation with you would be a waste.ā
The atmosphere grew so cold it felt as though the air itself had frozen.
ā¦Wow.
I had no idea where to even begin fixing this.
Talking about āhuman emotionsā to Azel was basically pulling the trigger.
In a normal dating sim, this wouldāve deepened a love-hate romance routeābut Azel was different.
This guy genuinely doesnāt remember what human emotions are!
Sure enough, Azelās red eyes darkened to the color of blood.
The perfect sign of an impending explosion.
Why is his ignition point so damn low?!
The apocalypse button Iād barely managed to delay flickered back into view. Noāforget the apocalypse. At this rate, everyone here was going to die on the spot.
How do I know?
Because it actually happened!
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āThis runās ruined anyway~! Fine, everyone die! Die! Hehe~ Iāll just quit after this!ā
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The image of my past self, half-crazed and cackling, flashed through my mind.
Butā
Damn it! This is reality now!
I couldnāt die so meaninglessly.
I had to divert Azelās attention or drive those people awayādo something, anything, right now.
The decision came fast, and my body moved on instinct.
I rushed toward Azel in desperationā
Whoosh!
At that moment, the sharp sound of slicing wind pierced my ears.
ā¦Huh?
A powerful force grabbed me, and a massive shadow fell over my body.
When I came to my senses after a heavy impact, I was already in Azelās arms.
Noāāarmsā wasnāt quite right.
As I lunged forward, Azel caught an incoming arrow, and we ended up in an awkward, half-embrace.
Insane.
By sheer coincidence, someone had fired an arrow at Azel at the exact moment I charged at him.
Thanks to that, I now looked like some lunatic whoād randomly rushed at him for no reason.
āWhat do you think youāre doing?ā
Naturally, the look Azel gave me was cold enough to be unbearable.
Why did she do that?
Azel found the woman before him suspicious.
A hundred lifetimes.
In all those endless lives, he had never seen a woman like her.
The curse had taken many things from him. Forgetting was one of them.
Yet despite living through countless repeated lives over a long stretch of time, he had never once forgotten anything.
In that sense, the woman before him was suspicious in every way.
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āAzel.ā
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The way she called his name so gently.
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āYou forgot me.ā
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Those fragile eyes, wounded by his gaze. There wasnāt a single thing about her that didnāt irritate him.
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āNo matter how many times the world ends, it wonāt truly end. Once you wished upon that stone, your curse was destined to repeat forever.ā
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A woman who spoke with certainty, as though she had witnessed the worldās destruction countless times.
There was only one reason he had let someone who dared say such things live.
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āI came here to save you, Azel. For you alone.ā
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The woman knew something.
He couldnāt believe her claim that she had come to save himābut it was undeniable that she knew something.
Until he found out what that was, he would let her live.
But thenā
āWhy did you do that?ā
Her actionāthrowing herself forward to block the arrowāconfused Azel.
There was no calculation in that movement. No hesitation.
Only an indescribable desperation.
I donāt understand.
He truly didnāt understand.
With a desperate expression, with movements that seemed driven by pure instinct, she had rushed forward to save him.
As if she were afraid he might be hurt by something as trivial as a single arrow.
Maybe I should just die.
Enduring this horrific silence might be worse than death.
But the bastard who fired that arrowāhim, at least, Iām killing before I die.
Killing the worst villain imaginable, and he uses an arrow? Not even some meteor-level ultimate attack?
That just made how ridiculous I lookedācharging in to block itāeven worse.
Not that that was my intention. The problem is, thatās how it looks right now!
I could feel Azelās subordinates and Yuliaās group staring at me like I was insane, which only made me angrier.
āSo you werenāt a hostage after all.ā
At that moment, Yuliaās clear voice shattered the silence.
āI hesitated, thinking an innocent civilian was being held captive. But it seems there was no need.ā
You didnāt hesitate even once!
But now wasnāt the time to nitpick. Yulia had opened the door herselfānow I had to ride the momentum and push through this crisis.
āThatās my line. How dare you lay a hand on this personāright in front of me.ā
I lifted my chin confidently, pretending my embarrassing moment earlier had never happened.
āHm?ā
Yulia tilted her head at my bold attitude. But she clearly found no interest in the words of someone who looked so weak.
āSo a mere subordinate of Azel Viots dares act without fear.ā
But I knew exactly what to say to strike a nerve.
āIām not foolish enough to fear a saintess who has lost her faith.ā
Yuliaās expression froze instantly.
Granted, Iām the one who shook her faith.
But so what?
No one knows anyway.






