Chapter 12
At SorĂĄnâs words, Yeonsan-daekâs face turned pale as death.
She crawled across the floor and clutched at the hem of SorĂĄnâs skirt.
âI was wrong. I was wrong, Young Lady. Please forgive me just this once.â
SorĂĄn slowly raised one hand. Yeonsan-daek thought she was about to slap her and squeezed her eyes shut.
The next moment, a small hand grabbed her shoulderâwith all its strength.
âWhat are you doing here when the child is sick? Why arenât you going back at once?â
âYoung LadyâŠ?â
âConsider what happened today unseen and unheard. If anyone notices, let them think I ate it myself.â
âYoung Lady!â
Yeonsan-daek let out a scream that sounded more like a wail.
âShh.â
SorĂĄn brought her index finger to her lips and lowered her voice.
âOn your way back, stop by the storeroom and bring a pound of beef. And let that also be considered something I ate myself.â
âNo! Please donât! I was wrong! I wonât do it again! Truly, Young Lady!â
Yeonsan-daek clutched SorĂĄnâs skirt desperately, shaking her head repeatedly. Her face was as white as paper. Anyone looking would think she was being expelled.
âWhat are you doing if you donât leave? Do you find my words funny?â
âNo, today Iâm on kitchen dutyâŠâ
âIâll clean up afterward.â
âEh? You, Young Lady?â
Yeonsan-daek looked utterly shocked, as if she had heard nonsense. She couldnât tell whether SorĂĄn was serious about sending her back. If she went now, she might never cross this houseâs threshold again.
No, SorĂĄn herself couldnât possibly clean up afterward. A lady raised so delicately⊠She had likely never even touched cold water with her hands. How could sheâŠ? It was all impossible. So Yeonsan-daek could only shake her head helplessly.
SorĂĄnâs voice softened.
âI wonât even put out the embers, so donât worryâjust go.â
âEmbers? But stillâŠâ
How did she even know a kitchen duty required keeping the embers alive?
âIf you donât go now, Iâll really get angry.â
SorĂĄn placed both hands on her hips. She had never truly been angry before, but now she forced a tense expression, staring straight ahead.
Is this enough? Will it look frightening enough?
âŠBut she didnât look angry at all. On the contrary, she seemed cute, like a chick puffing up its chest.
Yet somehow, Yeonsan-daek felt she shouldnât say that.
When Yeonsan-daek nodded blankly, SorĂĄn pushed her back with a satisfied expression.
âGo and come back early tomorrow morning. Then no one will know.â
âButâŠâ
âShall I really get angry?â
âEh? Ah, no. Thank you.â
SorĂĄn again placed her hands on her hips, issuing a gentle threat.
Yeonsan-daek shook her head in a daze, and SorĂĄn lowered her arms triumphantly, gently patting her back.
âI hope you get better soon.â
ââŠYes.â
Tears that had been held back finally spilled. Yeonsan-daek barely managed to respond in a choking voice.
âYes, you will get better. You must. Of course.â
At that moment, the scent of a soft apple drifted in.
ââŠ.â
It smelled of lies. The child could not recover. SorĂĄn lowered her gaze, unable to look at Yeonsan-daek.
Yeonsan-daek kept glancing back, moving forward reluctantly.
âMake sure to stop by the storeroom and get the beef. If you donât, Iâll really be angry. Iâll check myself later.â
âYes. Thank you, Young Lady.â
SorĂĄn stood at the kitchen door, forcing a smile as she sent her offâuntil the darkness swallowed Yeonsan-daek.
The breeze brushing her neck felt unusually lonely.
âI hope⊠she really gets better,â she murmured to herself, unheard, and slowly turned back into the kitchen.
All that remained was the smell of the burning firewood.
Hoping the blazing flames would erase the lingering damp smell of the rainy season, SorĂĄn tossed a few dry branches into the fire.
Crackle.
The previously calm fire leapt up. Only then did SorĂĄn let the tears she had held back fall freely.
She crouched down, burying her face in her skirt, quietly sobbing.
âI hope⊠she really gets better.â
She repeated the words like a fervent prayer.
Clatter, clatter. SorĂĄn crouched in front of the hearth, rubbing charcoal onto straw, scrubbing a silver spoon.
âHaa.â
Her breath fogged the spoonâs surface, and the straw quickly moved across it.
Scratch, scratch, scratch, scratch.
Each time, the spoon gleamed a little more, until finally it shone enough to reflect SorĂĄnâs face.
âHmm.â
She set the spoon down with a satisfied expression and picked up a brass bowl this time.
âHaa.â
Breath, straw, scrubbing.
âWhat are you doing here?â
âAh!â
Startled by the sudden presence, SorĂĄn dropped the brass bowl.
Clang. It rolled across the floor.
Slowly bending down, Gyoheum picked up the clattering bowl and cast a questioning look at her.
Eyes wide, mouth slightly open, cheeks pale. SorĂĄn looked as though she had seen a ghost.
Tsk. Noticing that no breath escaped her parted teeth, Gyoheum spoke again.
âWere you very surprised?â
âHaaâŠâ
Finally, SorĂĄn exhaled the breath she had been holding. Her raised shoulders sank, her stiffened back relaxed.
âAh⊠itâs you, Nangjang-nim?â
âNangjang-nim?â
Gyoheum tapped the brass bowl with his index finger. The clear sound rang like a bell.
Nangjang-nim⊠She wasnât his subordinate, so the title felt odd. But if not that, what should he call her? And why would he be offended by her title?
Offended? No way. He snorted.
He had never trusted SorĂĄn and expected nothing from her. She was merely a piece in his game, a tool.
Handing the brass bowl to her, he asked gently,
âWhy are you cleaning bowls at this hour?â
ââŠ.â
SorĂĄn blinked her large eyes at him. The faint smell of bitter grass grew stronger.
Yet Gyoheumâs voice was sweet, like syrup, leaving her unsure how to respond.
He glanced around the kitchen and raised one eyebrow.
âWhere is the maid?â
âEh? AhâŠâ
Only then did SorĂĄn begin to visibly panic. Her round eyes were lost, her thin fingers restless.
âWell⊠she told me to do it because she thought Iâd get bored in the room and told me to rest inside.â
Gyoheum stared intently at her. Anyone who still didnât notice the lie at that point must be blind.
Yet Gyoheum did not press her about it. Instead, he recalled the conversation he had overheard behind the kitchen door.
SorĂĄn had been impressive interrogating Yeonsan-daek.
âOn my way, I checked the storeroom myself. The pork you took wasnât returned. It hadnât increased or decreased since lunchtime.
Gyoheum immediately realized it was a bluff.
Yet Yeonsan-daek, guilty, had crumbled under that single statement, and SorĂĄn easily extracted her confession.
Far superior to any official interrogator.
âItâs true.â
ââŠ.â
âItâs true. I couldnât sleep, thatâs why.â
She fidgeted nervously, fearing Gyoheum wouldnât believe her.
It was impossible to imagine she had just been the strict interrogator of Yeonsan-daek.
What was her true self? Gyoheum remained silent, lost in thought, and SorĂĄn dropped her gaze, pouting.
âI insisted on sending the maid back, so donât scold her.â
She looked pitiful, like a wet dog.
She had lied, deceived himâbut somehow, it didnât feel like she had done anything wrong.
Feeling guilty, as if he had tormented a weak, young animal, Gyoheum clicked his tongue quietly.
She wasnât weak or young. She was the cunning, malicious daughter of the Minister of Central Affairs.
Having such a father, she too must be cunning and malicious. There was no reason to pity her.
If he had to choose the weaker party between them, it would not be SorĂĄn but himself. He lacked her fatherâs power.
ââŠ.â
Yet Gyoheum no longer argued. Instead, he crouched beside her, took a handful of straw, and began cleaning the brass bowl.
âDonât worry! Iâll do it!â






