Chapter 9
āFerdin⦠is that really okay?ā
āIām keeping an eye on it too.ā
From a short distance away, Lilia was watching the two siblings with a subtle, ambiguous smile on her lips.
It was impossible to tell what she was thinking, but one thing was certaināthere was no sincerity in that smile.
Derek felt a chill run down his spine.
From the missions they had completed together, he knew very well that this was exactly the expression Lilia made when she was truly angry.
āErin Rissus and Lilia canāt coexist. I donāt know what youāre thinking, but once this subjugation ends, youāll have to choose.ā
āā¦ā¦ā
āNo matter what things are like now, the past doesnāt disappear. Especially not when public opinion about her is involved.ā
At Derekās words, Ferdin slowly closed his eyes, then opened them again.
āIf that past⦠is a lie, then who compensates for it?ā
āWhat?ā
āHave you ever actually seen Erin committing those cruel acts yourself?ā
Derek couldnāt understand what Ferdin was saying.
āThereās a little villainess in the Rissus Marquis household.ā
āI heard the servants there change every single day because of her.ā
Those were the kinds of stories they had always heard growing up.
Even without paying attention, they had picked up bits and pieces from maids or their parentsāstories about how far a child their own age could fall.
But what if, as Ferdin said, those stories werenāt true?
Derekās hand trembled slightly.
If he were accused of something he never did, and faced criticism from countless strangers⦠would he be able to endure it?
Noāthat was going too far.
Derek steadied himself. He hadnāt only heard about Erinās actionsāhe had met the victim himself.
Right in front of him stood someone who had been hurt by Erinās greatest crime.
Derekās face hardened.
āThe biggest victim is right here. She⦠killed someone.ā
āā¦ā¦ā
āYou shouldnāt say that in front of Lilia.ā
But Ferdin didnāt respond.
* * *
The first and second days passed without incident.
Occasionally, monsters appeared, but they were nothing more than small creatures like goblins.
They were easily handled by the trainee knights without the need for actual knights to step in.
During that time, Caron felt a strange sense of unease about Erin.
It wasnāt that she had done anything in particular. There simply hadnāt been any need for her to act.
What bothered him was that she showed absolutely no fear of monsters.
He had mentally prepared himself.
He had been ready for her to scream, cry, or insist on returning to the academy.
But she did none of those things.
Instead, she behaved like a seasoned knight, finding ways to make herself useful.
When monsters appeared, she moved to positions where she wouldnāt get in the way, and in the evenings, she helped the other students prepare meals at camp.
And that made things even stranger.
She can cook?
Caron was shocked as he watched her skillful movements.
And she knows how to ride a horseā¦
Erin had never done anything in her life beyond what was expected of a proper lady.
Her stepmother valued ladylike behavior above all else, and even rebellious Erin had always quietly obeyed that one rule.
āA lady doesnāt do such things. Erin, youāre a lady.ā
Every time she tried to do something, her stepmother would appear and say those words.
Caron scooped up some of the stew Erin had made and tasted it.
Then he was shocked once again.
Itās actually good!
It was certainly a good thing for Erin to try new things with her own hands.
But how could she be so good at things she had never done before?
Caron stared at Erin as she ate her stew.
āHow is life in the swordsmanship department?ā
āItās manageable.ā
āIsnāt it hard to keep up with the classes?ā
āNot really.ā
The training in the swordsmanship department was notoriously harsh.
Especially under Instructor Edward, who was known for pushing students mercilessly.
There was no way Erin wouldnāt find it difficult.
At this point, Caron wasnāt even sure who the person in front of him was.
Was she really the Erin he knew?
Or had someone else taken over his sisterās body?
āSeems like your appetiteās just fine.ā
Caronās thoughts were interrupted by a sudden, arrogant voice.
As always, his sister seemed to have far too many enemies.
Caron let out a deep sigh.
Turning toward the voice, he saw Amon glaring at Erin with undisguised contempt.
Caron answered instead.
Tilting his head slightly, he replied,
āSo sheās not allowed to eat either?ā
āNo, itās more like⦠sheās got quite the stomach. Or maybe sheās just shameless. Eating so well even with Lilia right in front of her.ā
āStop picking a fight, Sir Amon.ā
Amon smirked.
āCome on, itās true. A murderer living comfortably is one thingābut watching her eat like that right in front of us makes me want to say something.ā
āYou know they say even dogs arenāt bothered while eating⦠Guess youāre worse than a dog, Sir Amon.ā
At Caronās sharp retort, Amonās expression stiffened.
The atmosphere of the subjugation party instantly turned tense.
The clinking of utensils and the murmur of conversation disappeared as if washed away.
Normally, Caron would have ignored a situation like this.
Erin had done something wrong, after all. If she committed a crime, it was only natural she should bear the consequences.
I can understand why Amon is acting like this.
The trainee knights under Ferdin had spent years together at the Atens Academy.
Lilia and Amon were comrades who had completed many missions together and survived life-and-death situations side by side.
It was only natural that Amon would lash out at Erin, thinking of Liliaās feelings.
The atmosphere grew more hostile. Some of the knights watching even began to whistle.
Seeing the amusement on their faces made Caron even more irritated.
If his stepmother were here, she would have stopped him from confronting Amon.
āThat was Erinās fault. You have to understand how people feel.ā
But Caron didnāt want to do that.
Ever since he was very young, he had been like this.
No matter what Erin did, he didnāt want to criticize her.
If anyone was going to insult her, it would be himānot someone else.
Caron placed his hand on his sword. Amon did the same.
Tension hung thick in the air.
Just as Amon was about to draw his swordā
āAmon, stop.ā
Ferdin grabbed his hand.
Amon looked at him in disbelief, his eyes trembling slightly.
āFerdin⦠donāt tell me youāre taking that villainessās side?ā
* * *
Erin had never resisted peopleās accusations.
She simply accepted her fate in silence.
From living both as Erin Rissus and in the modern world, she had learned one thingā
No matter how much she spoke, people would never listen.
Looking at Amon, Erin recalled the past.
āI⦠I didnāt kill him.ā
But there was one difference now.
Back then, it wasnāt just Amon accusing herāit was a group of unknown swordsmanship students.
They had dragged her, trembling with fear, out of a carriage.
āI didnāt kill Calyps⦠It wasnāt meā¦ā
āMurderer! Donāt lie.ā
āDo you have any idea how much Lilia is suffering because of you?ā
āA fake knight, what did we expect?ā
Recalling those words, Erin turned her gaze to Ferdin.
Back then, too, he had stood in front of her to protect her.
And then Caron, who had arrived late after understanding the situation, had driven them all away.
Erin knew how that had ended.
The more Ferdin defended her, the worse his reputation became.
As if someone had orchestrated it, it always turned out that way.
This subjugation would be the turning point where Ferdin lost the trust of the knights.
Even now, Amonās face was filled with a sense of betrayal as he looked at him.
Erin looked at the two men standing between her and Amon.
But there was one thing they didnāt know.
She was no longer someone who would hide behind others.
In this life, she intended to step forward and face every hardship head-on.
āSir Amon.ā
At her quiet voice, everyoneās attention turned to her.
Her steps, slow at first, gradually quickened.
Before anyone realized it, Erin was standing right in front of Amon.
Beside her, she could feel Ferdin watching her with an unreadable expression.






