Chapter 03
When they were young, Karon used to follow her around everywhere.
But after the Marchioness remarried the Marquis, their relationship spiraled out of control.
Erin became the disobedient, troublesome daughter who refused to listen to the Marchioness, while Karon became her precious son.
Well⊠none of that mattered anymore.
âLord Karon! Thatâs notâ!â
Sara protested to Karon. It was an insolent act for a maid.
Karonâs face hardened. But it wasnât because of Sara.
Only then did he notice that the bandages wrapped around Erinâs hand had turned red. The wound had reopened under his overwhelming grip.
Karonâs face turned pale, and he instinctively let go of her hand.
He stared at Erin with a complicated expression. She looked at him and let out a quiet sigh.
He spoke, sounding flustered.
âYou⊠why didnât you say you were hurtâŠ?â
âIf you have nothing to say, can I go?â
âWhat?â
âI just got here. Iâm tired.â
Karon couldnât say anything in response.
It was strange. This wasnât like her at allâshe would normally shout and deny everything.
Without another word, Erin walked past him, leaving him frozen in place.
* * *
Mysterious green eyes. A nose that was neither too high nor too low. Lips tinted red like flower petals.
Her hair was an ordinary brown, yet even that suited her perfectly.
Erin gazed at her reflection, overwhelmed with emotion. She looked fragileâpainfully so.
Her slender limbs looked as though they couldnât even support her weight.
In truth, Erin had never been able to run or even walk freely under the Marchionessâs control.
When she was young, she thought that was normal. Like a doll displayed in the Marquis householdâthat was the fate she believed she was born into.
As she grew older, she struggled to escape that life, but every attempt only made things worse.
Back then, she didnât know how to clear the misunderstandings surrounding her.
She shouted, she criedâbut no one believed her.
Instead, they dismissed it as villainous behavior and shunned her even more.
But now⊠she would no longer scream alone on a cliff with no one to hear.
Erin adjusted her clothes as she looked into the mirror.
Unlike other departments, the outfit of the Swordsmanship Department was designed for movement.
âMy lady⊠couldnât you just not go today?â
Sara trembled behind her, clearly afraid.
Today was Erinâs first day in the Swordsmanship Departmentâand also the day of the evaluation.
In her previous life, this was the day she was humiliated.
At the start of every semester, the department held a swordsmanship evaluation.
Though called an evaluation, it was essentially a showcase of each noble familyâs swordsmanship.
Students simply had to demonstrate either their familyâs techniques or what they had learned.
For a normal student, it was never difficult.
But Erin wasnât normal.
In the past, she couldnât even properly hold a sword and ended up disgraced.
Worse, she was so terrified by the malicious remarks directed at her that she ran back to the dormitory and trembled for a long time.
Erin remembered Sara trying to stop her like this back then as well.
Unlike the ignorant Erin of the past, Sara likely knew what would happen today.
âIâm fine, Sara. So donât worry, and go back to the Marquisâ residence. Okay?â
Sara only looked more anxious.
Kind Sara.
Erin gazed at her quietly.
Sara didnât know the true nature of the Marchioness.
When Erin finally couldnât endure it anymore and confessed everything, begging for helpâ
Sara had tried to protect her and was killed by a knight sent by the Marchioness.
âMy lady⊠please run away⊠you poor thingâŠâ
Even after two lifetimes, Erin could not forget that moment.
Thatâs why, in this life, she wouldnât tell Sara the truth.
She would bear everything alone.
Erin began to walk forwardâwithout hesitation.
* * *
The Swordsmanship Department of Atensia Academy was the empireâs last line of defense.
It trained knights who would guard the frontlines against the ever-increasing monsters.
Naturally, the students here took immense pride in belonging to this department.
Not a single day passed without training.
Only those with exceptional talent across the continent could enter.
And because of that pride, they were extremely hostile toward anyone who encroached upon their domain.
Several students in the training ground turned their gaze toward one direction.
âErin Rizers.â
That one name acted as a trigger, and soon everyone was looking the same way.
At the entrance stood someone who clearly didnât belong there.
There wasnât a single swordsmanship student who didnât know Erin Rizers.
Not because she was the daughter of the famous Rizers family of swordsmenâ
But because she was a madwoman who transferred into the department despite having no skill or pride as a knight.
Most students had opposed her transfer.
But her father was the Marquis Rizersâ
Head of one of the five great families guarding the frontlines against monsters.
Even the academy head couldnât easily refuse his repeated requests.
Thus, for the first time since its founding, Atensia Academy accepted someone who couldnât wield a sword into the Swordsmanship Department.
âShe really came?â
âThatâs impressive⊠in a lot of ways.â
âWith arms like that, can she even lift a sword?â
The studentsâ gazes were sharp with hostility.
Of course they were.
Erin, who had once been a knight in her previous life, understood them.
As a member of this department, she was not a lady to be protectedâbut a fellow knight.
And since her skill would undoubtedly rank at the very bottom, she had no right to complain about being looked down on.
Erin turned her gaze away from them.
She was already used to the scornful looks.
Instead, her attention was drawn elsewhere.
Her eyes shifted toward a corner of the training ground.
There sat a man with golden hair like melted sunlight and blue eyes like a lake.
Emotion surged within her, and she pressed her lips tightly together.
Heâs alive.
He was breathing, moving, speakingâright before her eyes.
Her heart began to race.
It felt as if color was returning to a once colorless world.
She struggled to hold back her tears.
That man was the empireâs second princeâ
And Erinâs fiancĂ©.
Ferdin Lexia.
Ferdin was talking with his close aide, Derek Atern, seated beside him.
She still didnât know why she had returned to the past.
But that didnât matter anymore.
What mattered was that she could change the future.
Their eyes met.
Unlike everyone else, he looked at her without hostility.
* * *
Ferdin stood out wherever he went.
It wasnât just because he was a prince.
With his handsome appearance, exceptional swordsmanship, and natural charisma, he drew people in effortlessly.
The first prince, Ditrion, was also known for his excellenceâ
But Ferdin was no less remarkable.
Even so, Ditrion was considered more likely to inherit the throne.
Because while the emperor favored Ditrionâ
He did not favor Ferdin.
Favor would be one thing⊠but the way the emperor treats him almost feels like hatred.
That was why Ferdin needed the support of Duke Ashilly more than ever.
Derek, thinking about it, grew increasingly irritated.
And now, of all times, the engagement with the Ashilly duchy had fallen apart!
Everything had gone wrong because of Erin Rizers.
Meanwhile, Ferdin seemed completely indifferent.
âThe Marquisâs demand is ridiculous. You marrying Erin Rizers makes no sense!â
ââŠâ
âDid you hear what the Marchioness said? She cried and claimed Erin threatened to die if she couldnât marry you. Even I got chills hearing that! And youâre fine with it?â
Derek grimaced in disgust.
âI donât believe anything I havenât seen myself.â
At that frustrating response, Derek clutched his chest.
Ferdin was usually rationalâbut sometimes he acted strangely irrational.
He claimed he could tell if someone was suspicious just by lookingâ
But Derek couldnât understand that at all.
If anything, the worst people were the best at hiding it.
âThat doesnât matter! Erin Rizers is just an obstacle in your path!â
âItâs not like we have a better solution.â
âOf course we do! Just make her lose interest in you!â
Ferdin frowned at him.
Derek continued seriously:
âYou might end up dead if youâre not careful.â






