Chapter – 09
The moment I saw Grandfather, my mind went completely blank.
In my memories, I had never been alone with him. Part of it was because I intentionally avoided him, but it was also because he didnât think much of me.
A child who wonât accomplish anything big.
That judgment from our first meeting had followed me my entire life.
âHuh?â
Which meant⊠I had no idea how I was supposed to act in a situation like this.
I thought my head was about to split open, but instead, he was patting it. Was this like putting saliva on prey before eating it?
ââŠWhat are you doingâŠ?â
ââŠWhat do you mean what am I doing!â
Grandfather, who had been patting my head a few times, suddenly came back to his senses and spoke firmly.
âI need to hear in detail what you were trying to do in my room. Follow me.â
âY-YesâŠ.â
The commanderâs office was used as a resting room for direct family members, but that was only because Grandfather allowed it. If the owner of the room asked what I was doing there, a powerless child like me had no choice but to follow and explain.
As I gloomily started climbing the stairs, Theon came up beside me and said:
âLetâs go together.â
His expression was stiff. He was clearly just as intimidated by Grandfatherâs presence as I was.
But what was that determined look in his eyes?
If he went with me, he looked like the type who would say something like âI was the one trying to steal the candy.â
âI want to talk to Grandfather alone.â
I couldnât let my future ally fall out of favor with him!
I gave Theon a playful smile and climbed the stairs. Grandfather was already near the top.
Yikes, Iâm going to get scolded for being slow.
âDonât run!â
âOkaayâŠ.â
When I slowly reached the top, I saw people gathered along one side of the hallway. The knights must have rushed over after hearing the thunderous shouting earlier.
And among them was a familiar face.
âMissâŠ?â
It was Anne, the maid spy working for Aunt Marianne.
Her busy eyes seemed less concerned about me and more about analyzing the situation. A private meeting between the head of the house and a direct descendant carried great meaning.
It could mean something very good.
Or it could make the relatives more waryâ
â
The noble sacrifice of Reitan Quartz TravelâŠ.
â
Suddenly, I remembered the priest giving a memorial speech in front of my fatherâs coffin.
I hurried forward and followed right behind Grandfather as he approached the commanderâs office door.
âG-Grandfather! Iâm sorry!â
âFor what?â
âBerry tried to steal Grandfatherâs candy from the commanderâs office!!â
Silence spread among the people.
Uncle Rex in particular froze mid-motion while talking to his subordinate, his hand slightly trembling.
âQuiet! Just come inside!â
See that, Anne? Iâm going to get scolded⊠Make sure you report itâŠ
I could already picture Aunt Marianne clapping with satisfaction. Wow, how wonderful.
With the heart of a mouse walking into a lionâs den, I entered the commanderâs office.
Waaah.
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âMy⊠my fault.â
Looking at the tightly closed office door, Vice Commander Rexâs face turned as gray as his hair.
He couldnât even imagine what terrible things might be happening inside.
The snacks in the resting room were regularly stocked for direct family members who might visit at any time, but they were still technically the Countâs personal belongings.
Normally, eating a few candies wouldnât be a problem.
The real problem was that the Count had taken issue with it.
âI-Itâs my fault.â
At the trembling female voice, Rex turned and saw a pale maid.
âI told the young lady to sit on the courtyard bench. I never imagined she would wander around the training grounds aloneâŠ.â
She eventually collapsed to her knees crying.
Rex blinked.
It felt like watching a captured enemy soldier fake tears to lessen punishment.
Iâve never seen her before.
âWho?â
âA maid from the Stone House.â
âDid she come to escort Lady Berry?â
âNo. It seems she came here together with her. She said the young ladyâs legs hurt, so she was looking for a knight she knew.â
Rex frowned.
But Lady Berry said she came alone.
He didnât know the full story, but that wasnât what mattered right now. Not when the Count was angry.
And how could he face Lord Reitan after this?
Rex was also a man of the sword. Much of his pride in serving the Travel family had grown from watching Reitan.
ââŠâŠâ
In despair, Rex covered his eyes.
At that moment, the long-awaited news arrived. The subordinate he had sent to the Stone House had returned.
âSir, there you are. Young Master Reitan has arrived at the outer gate. I arranged for word to reach him. About Lady Berry⊠has something happened?â
Yes.
Something very big.
Rex muttered while covering his eyes.
All he could see was his future.
5. Small and Pretty Things
After entering the office, Grandfather sat on the sofa and pointed to the one across from him.
âSit.â
âYesâŠ.â
I trudged over and placed both hands on the seat.
Hup. The sofa was too high, and I struggled to climb up. Uncle Callet lifted me and placed me on it.
Because he pushed me all the way against the backrest, I couldnât bend my knees.
As a result, I ended up sitting with both legs stretched straight out on the sofa in a rather disrespectful posture while facing the head of the Travel family.
Ugh⊠feels like Iâm buried not in a sofa, but in heavy air.
âCallet, bring that.â
âYes, sir.â
At Grandfatherâs gesture behind me, Callet placed something next to me.
It was a glass jar full of candy.
âCandyâŠ?â
âHow old are you?â
Before I could process it, Grandfather spoke.
I was pretty sure he had muttered earlier that I looked seven.
Was he asking even though he knew?
But a mere mouse like me didnât have the freedom to say that.
âI-Iâm sevenâŠ.â
âThen why are you so small? Donât lie about your age.â
âIâm telling the truth!â
He clicked his tongue sharply.
âYou must not have eaten well enough to grow.â
âN-No! Dad prepared meals every day with nutrients suited for growing childrenââ
âWhat would that know-it-all fool know?â
ââŠHe knows a lot thoughâŠ.â
âHah, such a tiny thing yet you never back down. Just like your father.â
I didnât mean to upset him, but I couldnât stand my fatherâs efforts being dismissed.
Do you know how hard he worked raising me alone?! If Grandfather saw Dadâs recipe book he wouldnât call him a fool! So unfair!
âBut.â
Grandfatherâs gaze locked onto me as I sank into the sofa. His golden eyes naturally created tension in whoever met them.
Gulp.
I swallowed quietly and curled my sweaty hands.
â
They say something Iâm looking for is in your grandfatherâs safe.
â
A memory echoed in my mind.
A memory of Crown Prince Theon visiting the 24-year-old me after Grandfatherâs funeral.
In his hand was a letter delivered to the imperial palace â one Grandfather had arranged to be sent after his death.
â
Given the circumstances, itâs likely decisive evidence that the relative who ordered Reitan Quartz Travelâs death worked with an accomplice.
âŠDoes that mean Grandfather knew Father was murdered?
Weâll have to confirm. Iâll investigate.
No. Iâll do it. The will is being announced this afternoon. No one will care where I am. Everyone will be focused on who becomes the next head.
â
That was how I opened Grandfatherâs safe, found the letter⊠and was stabbed to death by someone I never identified.
Why did Grandfather send that letter to Crown Prince Theon?
It was still a mystery.
It was certain that one of the relatives was the culprit. Theon had found an item bearing the Travel direct family crest.
Why would Grandfather send it to the Crown Prince? That would expose that one of his own children killed my father.
Besides, Grandfather believed Father died in an accident.
He hadnât listened when I insisted it was suspicious. It hurt, but I thought it couldnât be helped.
He always called Father a useless troublemaker.
Maybe⊠Grandfather didnât hate Father?
I thought he didnât care because it was the death of a son he hated.
But he had been investigating it too. He had gotten closer to the truth than even Theon and my other self.
Did he ask the Crown Prince to punish the culprit�
I fell deep into thought.
So even when those golden eyes suddenly came close, I didnât react. I was too busy wondering how those eyes had looked at my father.
Leaning forward and placing his hand on the table, Grandfather looked straight at me and said:
âThis time youâre not crying.â
ââŠHuh?â
âAre you not afraid of this old man?â






